
I'm Nagisha Salsabila, they say I'm beautiful and perfect like an Angel. They just saw me from the cover. They saw me from the side of their heart.
You know, I killed my own Father. Not with a knife, not with a gun shot.
5 Years ago...
"I'm pregnant... " Nagisha said very slowly. There was a crystal grain coming out from the corner of his eye.
Dgaarrr !!!!
The sound of the glass breaking, the jolt made Nagisha and Ochie speechless. There was Nagisha's mother since when she stood in front of Nagisha's door. Maybe even he heard all the chatter Nagisha had to Ochie his best friend.
"Mother..." Nagisha panicked, Ochie no less panicked.
"What did you hear, Gi's wrong ? You heard wrong, didn't you Gi? Answer!!!" Throw mom while shaking Nagisha's body.
There was not a single word Nagisha could say this time. Her tears kept falling more and more. The more Hysterical mother cried, seeing her beloved daughter remained silent. There's no defense of Nagisha, which means it's all true. Mom fell on the floor, her tears flowing. Ochie who saw everything was confused as to how.
"Mother calm down... " Ochie's trying to win over his best friend's mother.
Nagisha stands still, like a pouch. He blang, he doesn't know what to do. His life was now completely destroyed without any remnant.
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All the families suddenly gathered. There's Jelita's sister, Robby's sister Nagisha's Kandung. Mom is still sitting in the family room. With puffy eyes, which signified this middle-aged woman had been crying all day.
Nagisha sat opposite his mother, there was Ochie beside him who kept trying to strengthen Nagisha. Nagisha's gaze was empty, not knowing what to do and how. His heart was not much more broken than his mother's at this time.
While Mbak Jelita and Kak Robby, there are angry looks disappointed and worried from them. How could it be, this youngest sister is so smart. How could he possibly make this big mistake. What would Dad Do to Their Younger Sister, If Dad knew her Daughter was pregnant. And what would the neighbors think if they knew Nagisha was pregnant outside of marriage.
Before long, there was the sound of a motorbike engine entering the grounds of Nagisha's house. Whose motor is it, if not Nagisha's father's motor.
"Why is this? What was? " ask Dad directly when entering the house.
Dad's at work, Mom's calling to come home soon. Along the way, I kept thinking what's at home. Until his wife told him to come home as soon as possible.
"Dad sit down first. "greet Mom. "Get your father drink Jelita! " mother's orders.
The mother who had just been quiet. It's like trying to protect his daughter Nagisha. Mom gave Dad a glass of water. Trying to calm Dad down, waiting until her husband's tiredness is slightly reduced. Then mom told me everything she heard accidentally when Nagisha confided in the room with Ochie.
"What's? " Daddy was surprised not to play hear the story from his wife.
"Ma.affen.... Sorry Dad... " Say Nagisha kneeling at her Father's Feet. "Maaff. "there are deep regrets there.
"stand! " father's orders. "Dad said stand up Nagisha !!" Shouting Father emotion.
Ppllaaatk....!
The hard slap that Nagisha had never received before. Everyone stood in shock, watching Dad slap Nagisha. A father who was never rude to his children. Let alone to slap strong like this, pinch even Dad never did.
"Yes. muu.. " Dad stopped saying. Tight chest. Dad tried to catch his breath, regulate his emotions. "Who is the boy's father? " ask Dad. Nagisha quiet.
"Jawab Gi! " snaps Dad again.
"Lelakinya do not want the responsibility Yah... " Answer Nagisha while crying sobbing.
I was silent to Nagisha's reply. Dad held onto his chest, which was becoming increasingly tight and painful. Then, Dhuupp... Dad's strong body fell to the floor. Dad fell unconscious, the whole house panicked.
He was taken to the hospital by ambulance. Everyone was panicking, Mom was crying. Jelita and Robby tried to calm Mom down.
In the corner of the hospital corridor, Nagisha sat on the floor. He hugged Ochie, there was a huge fear that he was feeling right now.
The doctor came out of the ER room with a different face. Everyone walked towards the doctor. The doctor removed his mouth mask.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Bayu can't be saved. He died of a heart attack"
Heard what the doctor just said. Nagisha is destroyed again. His world is now deeply broken, perhaps no longer broken. More precisely now his world is Doomsday. Father, man and First love for all his Daughters, now gone because of his own Daughter.
"It's all because of you, Dad died because of you! " The scream of Jelita's mother made Nagisha worse.
"You get out of here Gi, go !!" Jelita's mother went blind to Nagisha.
"Why should I go? That's my dad too! " Nagisha tried to defend herself.
"You... " The words of Mbak Jelita were stopped by the mother.
"Gi, please go. Mother please! " pinta I heard Lirih's voice.
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Nagisha moved her legs to where. He is like a broken Heaven, flying in no direction following the wind that will take him anywhere.
Nagisha's only father. How can he at least see his father. Moreover, why his mother who used to always protect him now turned out to hate him so much.
"I have to how? " Bathin Nagisha's.
Nagisha's tears never stopped. Even he did not care at all about the view of everyone to himself at this moment.
Nagisha stands on a bridge that becomes the Icon of his city. Looking down, the current River Flow was extremely swift. Maybe because this has started to enter the Rainy Season. Climbing his feet a step to the bridge fence. His mind was now empty, there was nothing Nagisha had to defend at this moment. His father died because of him. The child who is in the womb no one expects it. Even the man who planted the seed in Nagisha's womb, it goes nowhere.
"Better I die. " whispered Nagisha who was ready to jump from this Bridge.
1...2...3...
And....
"Nagisha." shouted a woman stopping Nagisha.
"Loe is stupid! Suicide is no problem! " Maki's a woman in a brown hood. Drag Nagisha's body into his arms.
"Loe don't be reckless gini! " Say again.
"Gue don't know what else to do Nis, my life is ruined! Completely destroyed without the slightest remnant! " All Nagisha's emotions this time spill over to Annisa, the Arab girl from High School who becomes Nagisha's best friend with Ochie.
"Now you get in the car first, we go home! " Take Annisa.
Annisa's hand was arrested by Nagisha. "Where are you going home? I don't have a home, even my mother doesn't want to accept me anymore! " Say Nagisha.
"Loe's coming with me, this time.! " annisa's orders were given by Nagisha.
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To be Continued....
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