
Clarin looked up at his head and looked at his mother's face very closely. He held both of my hands with his trembling hands.
"Mom, I'm sorry, ma'am. Really, all this time I've been an ungodly child to my mother. I'm sorry, ma'am. I am a child who does not know myself, I am a child who is very disobedient because I do not want to recognize mother as my mother. Mom, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, buuu .. "
Clarin's cry became more and more, as well as bi Yayan who was no longer able to hold back his crying.
"Mother .. The wound I've scratched deep enough in my mother's heart is now a great boomerang for me, ma'am. Now the universe has cursed me, buuu .. I was fired from my job, I can't be a model anymore because now I'm pregnant with the child of someone I don't know whose child this is, buuu .. "
"Astaghfirullahalazim .... "
After quite a long silence now bi Yayan spoke his voice saying Istighfar so shocked. The middle-aged woman beat herself up for failing to be a mother.
Ethan and Mama Elin try to calm bi Yayan so that he does not blame himself. Ethan pulls Clarin's hand to get a little away from bi Yayan.
"Bi, aunt calm down, yeah. Don't be like this, it's not aunt's fault. But it's his own fault that he can't take care of himself" Ethan said, trying to calm down.
"Mom failed to educate you, son. Failed mother .. I failed to educate you, Clarin .. "
Bi Yayan continued to beat himself up and tried to be stopped by mama Elin. Geya could not bear to see bi Yayan like this, let alone this was all the actions of women who did not have a conscience like Clarin.
Being a household assistant is not the wish of everyone including bi Yayan. But only in that way he hung himself in order to survive, supporting himself and also the child. But unfortunately Clarin could not accept something that was destined for him.
Clarin is about to approach his mother, but is soon stopped by Ethan. He does not want bi Yayan to hurt himself and also continues to blame himself for the mistakes made by his daughter.
"Let go!" Clarin brushed his hand.
"Yes I know I was wrong. I just wanted to apologize to him. Everyone deserves to be sorry for their mistake."
"Even bi Yayan himself does not know what mistakes you have made that still deserve to be forgiven or not!"
Clarin was silent at Ethan's words. But that didn't make him give up on his mother's forgiveness.
If it is like this, then what should it be? Rice has turned into porridge, so just stay in eating the porridge. But this isn't about the porridge, it's Clarin's life.
Now everyone is panicked, because bi Yayan fainted and was unconscious. Deftly Ethan hurriedly lifted bi Yayan's body and carried her to the room. He also requested that Clarin not follow, considering that bi Yayan was still in shock.
Now there's only Clarin and Papa Adnan there. Clarin was still crying, lamenting the regret that had happened to her.
"You destroyed not only your mother, but my daughter's life. But I'm very grateful, thanks to you now that my daughter's life is going well" said papa Adnan then covering the trip from there, leaving Clarin alone in the living room.
"Coralngghh ..." Clarin ruffled his hair.
He feels very frustrated. Honestly, he felt as crushed as he was now. He couldn't get through this on his own. Moreover, his position is pregnant, and he does not know who the father of the child he is currently carrying.
"Coralngghh ...."
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