
I tried to put aside my worry. In front of Mr. Arjuna I always try to be okay, be normal and always smile. Even deep down in my heart, this uneasiness is growing. I will spill my grievances on Dewi and Aunt Dinda.
Like that day, when Mr. Arjuna had gone to work, I stopped by the house to meet you and the others. Ma'am Bunga said, recently you have difficulty eating, he often confines himself in the room. Are you having a lot of thoughts? If yes, what is troubling your mind?
Before I met Aunt Dinda I went into my room, saw her lying on the bed. I smiled and closed the door slowly. I'll try to ask, maybe you can tell me.
"Father .." call me clean while touching her shoulder. She looked and smiled, and then I helped her sit up.
"Sir! You turned out," he said with a smile, happy.
"Boy why don't you eat?" ask me after he sits leaning on the head of the bed.
"No idea, no taste, Nduk!"
"Mr, it can't be that. You have to eat, yes!" I rubbed his shoulders.
"Yes, you'll eat."
"No promise doang, dear Father Melati?" He looked with my eyes.
"If you can you want to give the contents of the world and its contents to you, Nduk!" I smile.
"Descending not to fill the world with its contents, Melati just want to see you eat and healthy! that's what makes me happy."
He nodded, "then you will eat."
"Wait a minute, yeah. Jasmine get the food." Then I went to the kitchen.
In the kitchen as usual I saw Revi and the cool flowers making something. They don't even notice my presence. I haven't seen Mom and Rose since, is it possible that you're in the Rose room?
Finish taking a plate of rice along with side dishes along with a glass of water. I went back to the room. Smiling to see me, so do I. I put the tray on the nightstand and started feeding the Father. Grateful he complied, willing to eat after I persuaded him.
"Sir, you are full!" he said after it was almost over.
"That's right, just a few more spoons, sir!" my door was answered with a headband. "Yes, have a drink first." I poured a glass of water on him.
"Thank you, yeah!" he said he returned an empty glass to me. I smiled, he gently stroked my head.
***
I went to see Aunt Dinda after seeing you. It turns out that Aunt Dinda already knows a lot of my stories from the Goddess. He gave some input.
"Mel, what the Goddess said was true. You must be sure of God, everything has been outlined. No matter how much others try to separate you, including Ms. Hertini. You will definitely be reunited. You are patient, yes! Aunt must've always done'ain you." Aunt Goddess gives spirit.
"Mel, you're a good man. I am sure God must love the happiness of the afterlife equally lo. Believe me!" connect Goddess.
I just smiled in response to them, trying to continue and continue to positive thinking and raising my own heart.
***
I gave Mr. Arjuna permission to go home for the night because he had to prepare you for dinner first. He wouldn't eat if I hadn't persuaded him. Good thing you already have a spare key, so there's no need to wait for me to get into the apartment.
Mr. Gus came straight home after dropping us off. Me and Revi went straight up. A few days ago Rega sent a chat to meet Mama, but Mr. Arjuna's message I should not go there, so I was forced to refuse. Deep in my heart, I miss him so much.
But I must obey and obey the words of my husband. If I can't be like Khadija or Aisyah at least I can be a good Melati for an Arjuna. I opened the apartment door, the atmosphere looked lonely.
"Mama, Revi go straight to the room, yeah!" pamper the boy while looking up at me.
"Yes, honey don't forget to change clothes, yeah!" my door.
"Ready Mama" he said, then ran to his room.
We took a shower and prayed there, so we got home to change clothes and rest. I went to the room, opened the door, but it was still quiet, dark.
'What sir, haven't come home yet?' batiku.
I closed the door again and entered, saw the balcony door open. I'm walking that way. It turned out that Mr. Arjuna was standing facing the street. I slowly approached, grabbed her body from behind and leaned this head against her fielded back.
"Just come home, honey?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, I don't think Mas's home yet."
The master looked back and smiled.
"Mas just got home. How is Father?"
"Mother, it's hard to eat, Mas. I had to persuade him first so he would eat."
"But you want to eat now, right?"
"Alhamdulillah, would you, Mas."
Mr. Arjuna took off my hand on his stomach, then led this hand to stand in front of him.
"Mas, why? I can't hug you, can I?"
"May, but I want him to hug you."
Then he hugged from behind, as usual leaning his head on my right shoulder. I clenched both of his hands that were coiled around my waist.
"Mas."
"Emm."
"It's bright tonight, a lot of stars."
"It's gray if there's no you."
"You can, you used to love to fight."
"No, just you."
I smiled, I turned to him, then landed a kiss on his cheek. Sir just shut up, he closed his eyes.
"Mas."
"Emm."
"I Love you."
He snorted, laughing.
"Kok laugh?" my many.
"Gombal," he said briefly.
I'm just smiling. Then silence.
"Mas."
"What's? You're so noisy!"
"When we're on vacation, yuk! Both of them."
"Seriously?" the tanyanya still kept her mouth shut and leaned on my shoulder.
"Hu um."
"Why do you know about holidays."
"Pengen ngabisin same time you."
"Later InshaAllah, yes!"
"okay."
That night we spent time on the balcony of the apartment. I don't know until what time, which is clear until after midnight. Mr. Arjuna was quiet so much that I asked him to talk a lot. He hugged me very tightly, even reluctant to let go even for a moment. I never knew what he was thinking, but I knew my man was not okay.
I kept trying to melt the mood, comforting it in the way I could, even though honestly my mood was not okay. I just want to look good in front of him. Sometimes I try to laugh, then kiss her warm, cheek. He just smiled with his eyes closed.
"Mas."
"Emm."
"Look yuk!"
"Later on, I still want to hug you."
"Udah malem, Mas. You want to work tomorrow."
Sir just shut up.
"Mas."
"Emm."
"When do you hug?"
"First .... "