
"Are you married?"
"Sorry brother. I. actually."
"Thank God you're better. Sorry I have to go now. Izal.
"But brother just came.."
His eyes seemed empty, instantly he lost half his life after learning the bitter reality before his eyes.
Izal came out of the house and followed ayu behind him.
Ayu can't do much. He certainly will not stop izal just to explain his true story.
"Sorry sister.." inner ayu.
"I just want to see how you are. I'm not worried anymore. I'll go first I'll see you tomorrow at the office if you're okay."
"Yes, thank you.."
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"Well, where is the guest? This is auntie making drinks."
"Home home. Aunty just drink yes. sorry bi me up first yes.."
"Oh ok, mbak.."
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Throughout the journey Izal could not stop thinking about ayu. Empty look. He almost hit the car of the person in front of him.
Izal did not want to show his bad side in front of ayu. The side of him that is heartbroken and lost.
It is the right time to vent his emotions.
Many times he hit the wheel and many times he swore.
"Oh God! Then yesterday I just kissed someone's wife! You idiot! Why ayu! Why didn't you say it from the beginning!"
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The car entered the garage of the house. Ayu saw clearly from the window of her room.
"Actually why am I? why should I be afraid if I find out that I'm actually married? seeing the reaction of izal brother last afternoon it seems like he was disappointed at me. He trusted me so much that he called me again and gave me a job. But what have I done? I lied to him instead.How do I look him in the face tomorrow at the office? Oh my stupid you. Let's wake up ayu! You must have dreamed of being her lover, Izal! That will no longer be possible because you are already married to another man!" Inner ayu
"Father..? How's condition? Is it over?"
The sound of kemal awakens ayu from the daydreams and upheavals of his heart.
"Oh. startled me.."
"I'm sorry if I startled you.." the man walked up to ayu and checked her body temperature by sticking the back of her hand on her forehead.
"It seems like it's not fever."
"Thank you only?"
"W-what?"
"I said what was just a word?"
Kemal smiled seductively.
Ayu was astonished by the man's change in attitude.
"What does he mean he doesn't take care of me?" Inner ayu.
"Hahahaha, why are you so serious." Kemal began to dare to tease ayu.
"Geez why are you being like this. I was shocked again.."
"Hahaha, take a break tomorrow you start working again."
"Yes.."
"If you need something, just say it, I'm in the study. Ok.."
"OK.."
"Hm wait!" Say ayu.
Kemal who would step out of the room immediately stopped because of the call ayu just now.
"Well, what's wrong?"
"How about I buy you a meal as a token of gratitude."
"Hm. sounds good too. But I want to eat meat. How's it?"
"What the? Oh my goodness this man why so annoying so much. meat must be expensive! Just yesterday, it just bought me soto!" Inner ayu
"Dash? Hows it? Agreed?"
"Ok ok agree."
"Hahahaha I can't wait for tomorrow. Then tonight I will finish my duties soon. See you tomorrow ayu. bye.."
"Why is he happy? Oh my God, is he so eager to eat meat? Doesn't he have a lot of money to eat meat every day? Why did he even ask for my treat who only worked a few days and did not even receive the first salary! Geez... Today really makes me want to say dirty! but no ayu. it will not help.The truth is that you have to correct your feelings again! Yes.it's true.correction of hearts!" Inner ayu.
That night was probably going to be the most remembered night for izal.
The heartbroken man still regrets his love fate. He who had deliberately kept his feelings for ayu, and only for the sake of the majesty of a friendship, even found the bitter fact that the woman could not have him anymore.
"I love you ayu....!!!!! I love you,..!!!" Izal shouted out loud. Her tears were flowing down her cheeks. Just this time he was crying over something he never even imagined was because of a woman.
"It's my fault! It's all my fault! Though ayu clearly showed her affection for me! But I even hurt her heart by courting another woman! I'm a real coward! I'm afraid that the love relationship will end and then separate, I don't want it to happen ayu. That's why until this moment I don't dare to say it, I love you so much every day ayu.. every day I think of you. Every day I always remember your smile.Every day I miss you.."