Married to a Duda Man
#44# Opening the Mind
As the wind from the outside was increasingly gusting, Mela at the end of her chose to move towards her bedroom window, before he felt next to his arm held by someone who could already be confirmed by Mela that it was Brother Wilden.
Mela was silent for a time, her reddish hair strands several times in the outer wind that entered through the window. Mela closed .. before finally at the end her body turned to face Wilden who was still holding hands.
Both of their eyes looked back at him for a while. There are many questions or thoughts that they try to share through the eyes.
Until Wilden's hand stretched out to pull Mela slowly to return to sit right beside her. Time and again Wilden wanted to speak up to remove the awkwardness created between the two of them, but he again clenched the confused meetings where hanus started from.
Because they started everything from scratch in the wrong way, and to straighten it back will also not be as easy as they imagine.
"Ma .."
"Sir .."
The two of them fell silent again, looking to be arranged, before Mela decided to start first.
"Sister, I'm sorry for your attitude."
Somehow from the many questions that raged in Mela's mind, it was precisely an apology for her father's attitude that crossed her mind at this time.
"No problem, I deserve it anyway." Wilden smiled wryly as he said that, making Mela feel even more unwell.
"Sister,"
"La, can we start over?"
Wilden's question that cut off Mela's words kept silent for a moment.
"Sister mean?"
With doubt Mela asked Wilden who was currently staring at her with a serious look on her face.
"I want to start everything from scratch."
Said Wilden seriously make the feeling of Mela felt bristling goods at any time.
"What underlies Brother wanting to start all of his from scratch?"
Not his answer, it is precisely the question that Mela asked to see the contents of Wilden's mind that is very difficult to guess according to him.
"La, I just want to mend our relationship. From the beginning we start a relationship the wrong way, so I want to fix everything from the beginning."
Mela fell silent again for a while, her mind raging various possibilities of the decision to be taken.
Whether it is possible to start everything from scratch will improve their relationship, or even give more distance to their relationship.
"What made Big Brother choose to start everything from scratch, while Big Brother himself realized that there was absolutely no love between the two of us."
At the end of it is the only word that is able to be said Mela, because he who according to her at this time is only a certainty that she wants.
If Wilden really meant it, maybe he could still consider it. Because to Mela all of her still feels very isolated gray, even her feelings are still gray.
"If I can be honest, I admit that I'm beginning to feel attracted to you. Although as you said earlier, that there is still no feeling of love that grows in each of us, but what is wrong if we try to start from the beginning again. we'll be together, not just resigned."
