Married to a Duda Man
#28# Desire
Wilden came home in a tangled state, when entering the house he found the atmosphere of a quiet house.
Then he decided to go to his room to clean up after delivering Lena and returned to his office to retrieve some files he needed to handle the case of Lena's divorce trial with her husband nya.
The dim atmosphere of the room was immediately visible when Wilden stepped into the room.
Wilden closed his room again and slowly moved his legs closer to the bed where Mela was asleep
the snuggling state hugging the bolster.
Wilden let the room atmosphere remain in a state of dimness, without any intention to turn on the lights to illuminate his room.
Slowly but surely Wilden began to approach the bed and sat right by the side of the bed. He was silent looking straight at the peaceful face of Mela who was asleep. Her hands stretched out to tidy up the strands of Mela's hair that covered her peaceful face.
'Beautiful.' Wilden's inner self unconsciously
saying her.
Wilden's hand slowly began to pick up the middle bolster in Mela's embrace and put her right next to Mela's left. Then Wilden confirmed the location of Mela's sleeping position which was originally curled up to be supine, then also allowed the location of the blanket to cover Mela's body to reach her neck.
After his return to silence Wilden, he looked back straight at Mela's face with a soft gaze in contrast to the flat and indifferent gaze he used to show her to Mela.
His large hand touched Mela's cheek gently, occasionally pressing her thumb against Mela's wrinkled forehead probably because the girl was dreaming of something in her sleep.
For a few moments Wilden was fixated on staring at Mela's ranum lips, the lips he had felt even once.
Lips that can make her unable to fall asleep overnight after an unexpected kiss incident. Even so Wilden never regretted the incident, for some reason.
What's more after Wilden realizes that it was Mela's first kiss, seeing from the girl's response and attitude after Wilden kisses her. I don't know, finding out that Wilden was the first man to steal Mela's kiss made Wilden feel happy and feel like a jerk at the time.
How not, he remembers clearly at that time how with his infeasibility he scowled the freedom of the girl to be his wife at a young age with a threat.
But once again Wilden has no regrets about drawing Mela into a marriage bond. Although almost
every night he had to desperately hold back
his jerk desires as a normal man
who slept in bed with Mela.
Therefore he does not want to create too much closeness that is enough
intensely so that he does not lose his self-control over Mela. He does not want to do more to Mela, before he knows for sure how she feels at this time. he did not want to make Mela just as a means of venting desire alone.
It was enough that he acted like a jerk by forcibly dragging the girl into a marriage bond with him and Wilden had absolutely no intention of hurting the girl any deeper with his jerkish desires.
