
Don't hesitate to ask this and that to his son? Was I with Juragan Handoko a couple of lovers who were in love, then fell in the favor of sin that will soon be confirmed?
Or maybe ... The scribe didn't tell the truth? Change the story that we want to be the same? Not an element of coercion but courtship?
If so, would her mother not be angry that the Juragan had betrayed a marriage? Or get angry and accuse me of being an actor? Strange family!
After all in accordance with the agreement together, of course, our two parents. They also want to go home.
Aini picked up the glasses and plates. The remaining snacks are put in the jar. Mother heats the vegetables so that they do not stale and can be eaten tomorrow morning. I rolled back the mat to keep it back.
You look like you are about to enter the room, I hurriedly called you before disappearing from behind the door.
"Sir ...," call me hesitant. My father turned his body to look at me.
"I don't want to marry a Juragan." Put both hands in front of the chest and head down. By shedding tears, I was crying. I hope this marriage can be annulled. Before everything is done.
"It's all your fault!" answer me coldly.
"Why is Maya wrong, sir? Maya victim!" Don't accept if I'm still being blamed. But you already know who is guilty.
"If you recite the Father's words to close the law, then the devil will not possess his filthy thoughts."
Jem! I think you just threw a stone and hit me right in my chest.
"If only you had not been ill, then" I protested inwardly. Yes, only in the heart. Anyway, your words are right.
Several times I reminded him to close the aurat. But I still give up on the grounds that I'm not ready. Not ready because there are still many sins. Not ready because they can not keep the word. In fact, by closing the aura slowly all will be awake.
Then, now what should I do? Living destiny? Or Disavow?
"If there's nothing else to talk about, take a break. I want to sleep too."
I'm just sculpting. Not answering a word. Let him in the room until his body is no longer visible.
*****
My phone's back on. I lifted the face I had put on the pillow and grabbed the noisy phone.
Agus' name is listed. Every time he reads his name on the screen, he finds a speck of light in the pitch-black. Aguslah. Agus hope. Agus is the only one who can release me from the ropes that ensnare my future.
"Hello, Gus ..," I said after pressing the green button.
"So the old man went to your house, huh?" harried haste. I understand who he means. Agus is following my development.
I never answered, he said, "Go with me. We're getting married. Tomorrow I'll wait ten in the old house. Understood it? Hello ... hello ... Maya's? My voice doesn't sound, does it?"
I put the phone on my chest without answering. My chest of flowers deflated hearing his invitation. It was his intention to take me with him.
Tomorrow, ten o'clock. The place he was referring to was a no-man's old mansion located by the roadside. He'll be waiting for me there. Is that important to him? So that he does not care about parents who do not approve of him.
"Hello ... Maya's? Can you hear me?"
Agus was still talking, I rushed to pick up the phone that was stuck to the chest and moved it in the ear and answered, "I-yes, I heard."
"Tomorrow at ten. Don't be late!"
"Gus, can I ask you something?"
"Why do you care so much about me?"
"Should I answer that again?"
"But .. I'm dirty!" Tried convincing.
"I don't care.Love doesn't look at who is loved," she replied convincingly.
"Are you really going to love this kid too?" Little hesitant. This hand palpates the stomach that will soon bulge.
"The boy is innocent. So there's no reason to hate it. Never mind, don't waste time! Pack up the one you want to bring tomorrow!"
He seems to be in a hurry. Turn off the connection without giving a warning first.
Well, this is my chance. Run with him so that I don't get shackled to a relationship that will continue to torment the mind. The pursuit of happiness with my love. Raising a baby who is now residing in my womb.
Although his presence I never wanted, but now his innocent smile suddenly I missed. I miss his voice calling me. Missing her tiny hands caressing my cheeks. I miss hearing his words. Now, I miss all the funny stuff. I miss what I've never felt.
*****
Before running away from home, I secretly met the faces of Mother, Father and Aini. The people I love.
In the kitchen, I was preparing breakfast. With her shabby negligee every now and then Mother wiped the sweat that poured down her face.
While behind the house, I found the Father was sharpening a machete commonly used for work. I see you complaining. It turned out that the Father was not careful, so that the machetes he was sharpened hurt his own hands.
Seeing them all I was about to leave behind, there was a feeling of guilt running through my heart. How not? I created trouble in their old days. Not yet finished the problems that happened to me, now I will present new problems.
I don't feel my tears seeping. Kuseka with fingertips. Sad feeling of heart. Self-conscious is selfish. Prefer the desire of the heart. But, let. Just for this time! My promise in my heart.
After breakfast together, I'll go out for a breath of fresh air. Then, by sneaking I went to the side of the house to pick up a bag containing clothes that I had taken out of the window of the room.
Can't be rash. Make sure no one knows I'm out of the house with a bag. While walking quickly my head kept looking left and right.
Now I have arrived at the old house that Agus promised. He said he'd pick me up here, then take me away. I don't know where I haven't even found out. To be sure, if I was with him I would be happy. That's what my heart says.
It's 11:00. Agus has not shown his nose. Maybe he hasn't had a chance to escape.
I can no longer call to ask her whereabouts. Before I left, I threw out the card so that no one could contact me or look for me. Now I can only wait. Agus promised to wait for me here. In fact, I was the one waiting for him.
Agus never broke a promise. That's how I am comforted my heart. However, fear is more dominant. Poisoned my startling mind. Even so, here I was waiting for him, still hoping that he would take me away with him.
"Maya .. are you in there?"
A man's voice called my name. I who was waiting inside immediately came out and ran a little to meet the owner of the voice.
A feeling of happiness accompanied my steps. Lunas is waiting for me. It is not a false hope. I told you, Agusku will not cheat. He's not that kind of person.
Just now I felt the flying drift, instantly falling to the ground until my hopes were smashed to pieces! Finding the man outside the bediri behind me is not Agus.
*****
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