
The Part 14
"What the fuck? Handrails, crying. Ha?" Ms Sri looked at me and Juragan in turn. Until his eyes stopped on me. His eyes intimidate. It was as if I had seduced her husband. Never accept that my husband's Juragan is either.
"Sri, come. You promised you wouldn't say anything that would hurt her feelings."
Juragan seemed to understand Bu Sri would throw a harsh word as his wife used to say to me.
"Feelings?" As if Bu Sri protested. "Who doesn't care who's feeling?"
"I've been trying to get breastfed to keep you company looking after your mistress, yes, Han. Butwhat? What's?" he added, Ms Sri did not accept seeing the reality in plain sight.
"Don't call him a mistress!"
Ok
It wasn't our fault. If we said we were making out, not intentionally in front of him. Wrong himself entered without permission.
Whatwasthat? Watch me? Miss Sri is taking care of me? No way! There must be some ulterior intent.
"I didn't take you. You forced me to come." Juragan.
"Living for a moment you are already friendly. What else if I really didn't come? Oh, it's hard to imagine what's going to happen."
"Sri, please don't lure a fuss."
"I? Fishing for a commotion?" Ma pointed at himself. Not being accused as the cause.
"Sri ...!"
"Han ...!"
Almost Juragan's right hand landed on his first wife's cheek. Bu Sri quickly protected her face with her hands. Unknowingly, Bu Sri and I shouted at the same time. So Juragan turned to me as he lowered his almost floating hand.
Seeing Juragan speechless, Bu Sri even deliberately lit a fire that tried to extinguish Juragan.
"Why? Come slap me. Come on!"
The scout tried hard to temper his anger. It looks from his clenched hand.
"Look! You see, right? He's never been this rude to me before. It's all because of you. Because you claim that the child you bear is my husband's only child because he touched you. Your behavior really reflects you. Cheap ones!"
Juragan immediately grabbed the body of the woman who was blazing and took her out of the hospital room.
"Take me off, Han!"
That scream was no longer heard when the door was closed.
*****
"Forced to eat it, son," said Nek Darti, bribing me. While swallowing, I try so that those who enter the stomach do not come out because of the nausea is extraordinary.
I passed out after vomiting until I was taken to the hospital. Not a single piece of food entered my stomach. Not trying to force food. But, the stomach immediately refused and took out all its contents. Until it leaves a bitter taste in the esophagus.
"Where's the Scout, Grandma?"
Uh, why am I asking? I shouldn't know and don't want to know where he is.
"Huss, the same time her own husband called Juragan. Hehe."
Yes also. Instantly I blushed.
"What should you do, Grandma?" Freak asked.
Nek Darti even gnarled and pinched my cheek. "Nih, eat again," he said as he thrust a spoonful of rice complete with the side dish.
This time I gave up. I push with my palm. Three spoons is enough for me. Rather than being forced to go all out. After all, I've been feeling refreshed with the nutrients that come in through the infusion tube.
Want to ask if Juragan and Bu Sri are okay? Just opening my half-gaped mouth, my intention came to a halt when the Juragan entered. 'longevity', my inner whisper.
Tarnyata is not alone. Behind him followed Mom, Dad, and in-laws. They seem to have made a pact to see me. This is a real surprise. I'm very happy.
With a smile like that Mother immediately hugged me, her body bent down to be able to match me. A few times I kissed her cheek. Along with that, the Father approached and rubbed my head that had been covered in a brackets hijab.
"You are my daughter like this?" said Father to the Juragan. The atmosphere turned tense. However, he finally laughed when everyone turned to him and realized the look on his face that depicted a joke.
The scout chuckled along while bowing his head to hide the hue of his archived face.
Mother-in-law took a sitting position on the bed. Then, put his hand on my stomach. Smile expands. "It looks like you're cravings like Mom when pregnant Handoko. This child wants to eat if bribed by his father," explained the mother-in-law.
'Lebay', I thought. This is my first pregnancy. But, quite often I see people cravings. Well, it's hard to eat.
Mother-in-law was so strong with confidence based on her experience. Finally he forced his son to bribe me.
Resignedly. That's all we can do. Our eyes met each other. His eyes seemed to hint at the word 'Sorry'. Because he was well aware that I wouldn't like this.
A spoonful has entered my mouth. It's magical! I can't even hide this amazement. It was a few seconds quiet to immerse what I thought. Sure enough, there was no nausea I thought. My eyes were on the Juragan. He looked at me, curious about my face. He raised both his eyebrows. As if asking, "Where?". I nodded slowly.
"No, yes ...." Mother-in-law smiled with satisfaction.
While both my parents and in-laws joke about each other because of the uniqueness of this cravings, even exchanging stories of their experiences while cravings, I still continue to eat by being fed by my husband. Uh, Juragan. Surprisingly, I did not hesitate to ask for more.
"Oh, you know this is not going to the hospital, you know, son," said Nek Darti cheerfully. Others laughed at Nek Darti's words.
*****
It feels like it contains. God placed heaven under the feet of Mother. And when the Apostle asked the friend to whom he should serve first, the Apostle answered your mother. And it repeats itself three times. After that your father.
It just contains. What about the labor process that he said Mother figure will bet life to deliver the baby to the world. What an unequaled sacrifice.
Suddenly I miss Mom. Behind his fierce-looking figure, he was truly loving. I don't feel my tears falling down my cheeks.
"Aren't you going to eat anymore?" Suddenly Juragan came into my room without excuse. I who was lying weakly quickly wiped away the tears and got up to lean the body on the pillow stacked high.
Definitely Nek Darti report.
Nek Darti went in to deliver food, after which he left for another job.
"I'm bribe, yeah."
I did not answer, but I did not refuse. Remember the mother-in-law said that this was the request of the baby. Just to ask Juragan to bribe me feels prestige. I want him to understand.
But ... The jury is not wrong. He was just trying to keep the distance as I asked. Because I understand I don't like it.
"It should be like this, huh?" he asked after I devoured a lot of rice without nausea. It even feels good. This is really weird.
"Do you want me to keep going?" He started joking to warm up the atmosphere from earlier felt cold. I covered my smile by pretending to keep my mouth shut.
"No more hospital admission, right?"
I'm shaking. Just like a child being questioned by his parents.
"His daughter likes attention, yeah." Smile expands. I think he really enjoyed a moment like this. And, her longing to have a child is evident from her quickness. Always there when needed.
"You knew? I even dreamed of holding it." He laughed a little. Feeling funny about your dreams. Appears a sense of pity in my mind. So missed him he.
"Where's the dream?" Just balance so that he does not feel ignored. Even if it's nothing new.
"He laughed when I was there. His eyes, his nose, his smile. Everything you put down to him." His eyes glare.
"Male or female?"
"Yes, huh?" Realised. His mind returned to reality. "No idea what." Instantly his laughter broke. I locked my lips tightly so as not to laugh even though I wanted to.
I am getting used to his presence. Every meal time the Juragan will come to bribe me. After that he will leave. Whether it's going home or work.
Because the owner is not under contract with the company. Just focus on managing oil palm plantations, rubber plantations, rice fields, or others. Well, his common language is he's a farmer. The farmer was successful until the people called him the Juragan. Therefore, he has free time when needed. Because, the vast land is the work of people who really need a job.
Now, not only when I want to eat, by his side I will feel comfortable. If there is none, it will be dizzy and nauseous. It was in stark contrast to my heart to her who had always wanted to be far apart.
"Kok' Juragan hasn't come yet, Grandma?" It's lunch time. I was waiting for him on the couch. The stomach is hungry.
"Juragan went with Sri, son."
"Where?"
"don't know. They certainly celebrate their wedding day. Routine every year."
Dugm!
Something hit my heart. "When do you go home, Grandma?"
"Usually a week."
Aweek?
Get angry! I want to be angry! Doesn't he know I can't eat without his feed? I always wanted to be near him. It's just that I'm privileged to tell stories. Ah, not what I want. But, her son is in my womb.
Irritatedly I entered the room. Close the door violently. Then, I dropped my body on a soft mattress that I never felt in my house.
"Son, eat first, yes," call Nek Darti from outside the room. He tried to persuade me. Soon the sound of the door opening.
"Mr Darti's the bribe, huh?"
Not not not want. I can't. The stomach feels sucking, but after being eaten instead nausea and back out. Otherwise, I would not want to be bribed by the Juragan who had to sit nearby.
"Eat alone, Grandma."
Nek Darti placed the plate on the table beside the bed. Before he came out he reminded me to have his rice eaten.
After Nek Darti left, I sat down and forced myself to eat. As usual, just a spoonful of my stomach was lit. I went to the bathroom to get the contents out.
The body began to feel helpless. Even raising your head cannot. Just lie on the bed until dinner arrives.
Again, nausea and vomiting. Nek Darti was so patient and painstaking in taking care of me. I kept my head until I finally fell asleep.
I woke up when my phone rang. I was surprised to see the name on the phone screen. Bu Sri's. What was?