Married for Marriage

Exchanging

Jonathan turned to hug tightly ningrum “in that case, I would marry you if he

divorcing you. But if he forgives you I'll be back in England as soon as I can

reply jonathan

“how many times ningrum said , mas jo forget it. Don't get involved in this anymore. Suppose nothing happens between us ” said ningrum hit jonathan's back slowly

“you just can't forget it, how can I?” jonathan asked with condensed eyes tightened his embrace

Ningrum stopped hitting jonathan and tightened his embrace on jonathan “I felt sinful to him mas, he was very kind to me and loved me very much but I instead….. ” ningrum covered his mouth by hiding his face in the chest of jonathan field “I even betrayed him...” exclaimed the ningrum.

she could no longer hold back her tears

Jonathan rubbing back ningrum “forgive me rum. Sorry.. mas is wrong with you” said jonathan

“just let us...”ucap ningrum hang in jonathan's arms.

Flashbacks

1 month ago

Ningrum was watching TV with a sullen face and casually crossed his legs on a large sofa. While pressing the original remote button “bosen” murmur ningrum leaned his body on the back of the sofa

Jonathan scrunched his weary nape, and loosened his tie as he entered his deserted home and closed the door of his original home

jonathan glanced at the flaming TV in the living room, jonathan walked over “kok you here rum?” tanya Jonathan approached ningrum who was sitting on the sofa alone

Ningrum confirmed his sitting position “eh mas jo has returned home”sapa ningrum smiled at the arrival of jonathan

“you haven't answered, why here?” ask jonathan

“at home bosen alone, rafasya brother go out of town again” reply ningrum

“dia's gone again?  not already 2 months or more is it even 3 months he did not come home?” ask jonathan

“iya has been almost 3 months he did not go home, earlier brother phone directly to his destination, did not come home here first” said ningrum

“bi rania where? Usually you ask him to nemenin you?” jonathan didn't see the absence of bi rania

“his nephew is sick so he's allowed to go home, I don't see the phone?” ask ningrum

Jonathan check his phone “oh yes, he has sent a message of permission to go home to jogja” reply jonathan

“continuously why not sleep? it's already night” asked jonathan to see the wall clock that already showed at 11 p.m

“gak can sleep” whining ningrum advancing her lips

Jonathan rubbing head ningrum gemas “gemes so much sih” said jonathan glad ruffled hair ningrum

Ningrum saw the untidy jonathan tie, immediately pulled it without cue “if gini mending off mas, disturb the eyes aja” mumbles ningrum pull jonathan tie erode their distance to be closer

Jonathan swallowed his coarse salivation to find the distance now with ningrum . jonathan's eyes continued to be fixed on the lips of ningrum who continued to chatter but absolutely not heard jonathan “mas want to eat what? or want to take a shower first?” tanya ningrum who was originally cleaning the tie jonathan looked up at jonathan

“cup” out of nowhere suddenly jonathan kissed the lips ranum belonging to ningrum just like tampa excuse me

The wide-eyed ningrum received a sudden treatment from Jonathan. At first ningrum was very surprised but when he got the warmth and comfort from the touch jonathan ningrum closed his eyes.

Jonathan pulled the nape of the ningrum, deepened his pangutan, gave a small bite of the lower lip of the ningrum, made the ningrum open it, letting jonathan easily access the contents of the ningrum cavity.

Ningrum put his hand against Jonathan's neck. Their bewildered voices were heard filling the quiet corners of the room and only the sound of a soft TV accompanied their hot activities.

Their kiss is getting hot burning the actual room temperature AC temperature is quite low but their hot activity makes sweat flood the body of both. Not even their clothes know

where, they are innocent like newborn babies do not know what sins they are doing

“wait” jonathan broke his embrace and kiss on ningrum “ini wrong rum” said jonathan who was on top of the ningrum that was plain as himself

Ningrum spread his gaze to the corner of the room

which is already dark and only exposed to the reflection of light from the porch of the house jonathan . His clothes and Jonathan were scattered everywhere shapeless

“hiks hiks hiks” ningrum crying hugging jonathan's waist which is still above his body

Jonathan tried to hold the weight of his body so as not to overwrite ningrum “quite rum is wrong, we have to stop”seru jonathan

“ningrum love mas jo” lirih ningrum in between her tears

Jonathan's eyes widened with a ningrum “what do you mean rum?” jonathan looked at the face of the ningrum below

“ningrum knows this is wrong mas, ningrum already has a husband who loves ningrum. But ningrum does not know this from when, ningrum is much more comfortable and happy when near mas than rafasya brother husband ningrum himself. ningrum learned to cook here every day just so you can see mas jo every day.  Ningrum...” said ningrum hanging because jonathan directly kissed ningrum lips

Jonathan unravels his kisses looking at the ningrum that is still under him rubbing gently the cheeks of ningrum that has been wet because of the cry “mas also love you rum, although mas know this is wrong but mas also do not know why this feeling is growing more fertile because you rum” reply jonathan

Ningrum put his hand around Jonathan's neck and they resumed their hot activity. Which is said to be the great sin

I don't know how many times they repeat their sins because they are too deep to drift with their own world. And I don't know since when they've reached the usual room while sitting in jonathan's house

“aaaahhh” jonathan dyed his forehead long enough and fell beside the body of the ningrum, pulling the blanket over their plain body

Jonathan took ningrum into his arms and ningrum hugged Jonathan back tightly

“forget the incident today mas” said ningrum still hugging tightly jonathan's body

“apa?!” jonathan was surprised by the ningrum and tried to loosen his embrace in order to stare at the ningrum's face. But ningrum even more tightened his embrace

“we are wrong mas, rafasya not wrong anything to me. I sinned against him. We have to end up here our sins” exclaimed ningrum

Jonathan immediately limp with the narration ningrum, just now he was happy because of the love that he had felt was reciprocated but had to run aground at that time because of the status ningrum “forget today, assume

nothing happened. And please keep behaving as usual as if today did not happen” pinta ningrum crying in jonathan's arms

Jonathan tightened his arms, closed his eyes, breathed in “please if this is your request. Think of today as the first and last day for us” said jonathan cupped face ningrum, long kissed lips ningrum. And hugged tightly the ningrum body

Jonathan did not sleep at all nor did the ningrum drift in each other's minds even though they were lying on the same bed hugging each other