MARRIED BRONDONG

Heartbreaking reality

The next day, we decided to go back to Jakarta.

After my mother-in-law died my father-in-law decided to stay with us and sell his house to pay half his debts.

As my father-in-law and my sister-in-law now live with us, the burden of life begins to grow.

My husband's salary is only mediocre now only enough for our living expenses, while various installments are difficult for us to pay.

That's why I re-opened the food catering business again. I started by opening a cafeteria at the school where I taught.

Luckily my father-in-law wanted to take care of Bagas while I was teaching, so I no longer needed to take him to school.

After I run my business back Alhamdulillah all installments can be paid including paying the debts of my father-in-law.

Having a lot of effort keeps my days so busy, I barely have time to play with my kids.

I went to work while they were asleep, and they went home asleep.

Even on weekends sometimes I still have to work if there is a catering order.

But as much as possible I take my vacation time to invite them to play.

Tonight I was so exhausted that I went straight to sleep after putting my youngest son to sleep.

As usual Mas Krishna must be angry if I sleep first and immediately silence myself.

At one in the morning I woke up and went straight back to my room.

I heard my husband's phone still on. When I entered the room I saw he was still laughing watching something on his phone, but when I lay down next to him he immediately turned off his phone and closed his eyes.

"I'm sorry, yes" I said feeling guilty

As usual he just kept silent and did not answer, even when I hugged him he immediately removed my hand from his body.

"Sorry, today I'm really tired because of the many percentages, I promise tomorrow I won't sleep first again,"

Hearing that phrase, Krishna immediately got up and left me.

He would rather sleep in the car than with me. For me this is nothing new, so I am not surprised anymore.

Indeed he was always angry when I went to bed first, the reason being that we did not have intercourse as usual.

Indeed my husband is the type of person who always has intercourse before going to bed. We always do it every day. If we had not had sex for a day, I guess my husband would be angry and silence me.

That's why I always try to fulfill his passion every night, even though sometimes I don't want it because I'm too tired. But because of obligation, I cannot refuse it because I fear sin.

Even though I never enjoyed it but still I had to be seen enjoying our game, so that my husband would not lose his passion.

Somehow sometimes I also confused myself, why can not enjoy every fuck with my husband. There is no sense of pleasure like I always hear from my friends when telling stories about their intimate relationships.

Maybe because of boredom, or I do it just because of obligation, I don't know I understand.

"Why are you not like other women who always make her husband passionate, try to fantasize when we are in touch do not just be silent like a statue!" maki my husband once upon a time

I've been trying to do what my husband wants, cursing sexy clothes when I'm going to sleep, dressing up even I always start first, because I don't want my husband to get angry at me.

I also often follow his will who always watch blue movies before we make love. Even though I don't like watching movies like that everything I do for her.

But still I haven't been able to enjoy every single one of our games, just bland and sometimes painful. It was in my mind to consult a doctor because my husband told me I was not normal.

But I was always constrained by time until I cleared everything up because I could still handle it. As long as I don't tell my husband and keep acting, enjoying our romance, it doesn't matter.

I don't care about myself, as long as my husband is happy I'm happy too.

Because I have memorized the character, I also do not stay silent I immediately followed him to the garage.

I saw he was doing onan* while watching a movie. I was a little relieved because then he would definitely not be angry anymore because he had done the release.

I immediately went back to the room and went to bed. When I didn't see my husband in the morning, I decided to check in the garage.

Turns out right, he slept in the car all night.

"Wake up, it's morning!" I said while peeping his cheek

He immediately blinked his eyes and rushed out of the car.

I immediately cooked and prepared breakfast before leaving for work.

"This is Ay's supply" I said, giving my husband a box of food

He grabbed it and put it in his bag.

"Still angry?" I asked when I saw him still silent myself

Again he just kept quiet and didn't answer, making me feel even more guilty.

As usual, he drove me to work before leaving for work despite being angry.

"I'm sorry, yes" I said as I said goodbye to him

"Hmmm," he answered without saying a word

He left immediately and I rushed in.

My cell phone's notif lit up right after the school bell.

"Don't go home first, you must be horrified confiding in me sis,"

"Iyups," I answered briefly

I immediately went down to the first floor to meet with my best friend.

Yuli immediately hugged me when she saw me enter the room.

He immediately told her the problem while sobbing.

"So how's sis, what am I supposed to do?" ask her with a riled face

"Secondly if the husband has cheated yul, because it is useless we eat it or give him a chance still he will do the same thing alias repeat it again," replied Via

"Yes, really," added Nana

"What do you think of L?" ask Yuli

"If I don't think you're in a hurry to draw conclusions, we don't know if the girl really is your husband's affair or not, try to improve your relationship first and then chat with a cool head," I answered trying wisely

"Already Miss, she is really his affair. I've read all their chats, there's no way they don't have a relationship if they often exchange photos let alone call her with affectionate calls," replied Yuli then showed evidence of her husband's infidelity

"So how's Miss??" ask again

"But you guys still live at home, right?"

Yuli nodded, "Still Miss, we are also still doing husband and wife relations as usual,"

"If it's like this you have to make it clear to your husband to choose his mistress or you, and you also have to prepare yourself if something bad really happens to your relationship, too, pray a lot and read the Qur'an so that you can get through all this" I advised him

"Sorry bestie I have to go home first" I said when I saw a short message notification from my phone

"Have you picked up??". asked Yuli

"Udah,"

"It turns out Miss L has a husband who can pick her up, understanding and loves her very much, I'm so envious" said Via

"Don't you guys have the best husband, ok I go home first papay,"

I immediately ran away leaving my three best friends. I saw that Mas Krishna was waiting for me at the school gate.

I kissed her hands and cheeks.

"Thank you for picking me up" I said sumringah

"Hmmm, uh,"

I guess he's not angry anymore, it still continues.

Even though we were growing up, we still had to act as if nothing happened in front of my father-in-law and the children.

That night I immediately put on my husband's favorite lingerie and dress up to look beautiful in front of him.

I move my feet slowly approaching Mas Krishna who is still excited to see his phone.

"Darling," I said, lying next to him, hugging him

"Hmm," he replied with his eyes still staring at the screen of his phone

I don't care if he's still angry or not, which is clear my job tonight is to end the cold war between us by providing satisfactory service to him.

I kept trying to get her aroused, but she kept staring at her phone.

I then did the thing he liked, which was by oral ****,

"It hurts!" he said it made me stop my activities immediately

"Sorry,"

He got up from his bed and hurried away.

How painful my heart was when my husband ignored me that night.

I immediately went to the bathroom so I could vent my emotions, because only there could I cry as much as I could without being heard by my in-laws.

After I finished crying, I immediately took the water.

I took the Quran and read it. I always read the Koran when my heart is in a state of turmoil or trouble.

I also fell asleep after finishing my tadarus. At half-time I woke up and I saw my husband was not in the room. I decided to approach him.

I saw him laughing in the car. I was curious to get closer to him. He immediately turned off his phone when he saw me open the car door.

"You still mad??" I just stared at him softly

"No,"

"Then don't sleep in the car anymore, lest I think we're in trouble because you keep sleeping in the car, you can be mad at me, but you should be professional, too," I said then left it

I immediately put my body on the bed and covered it with a blanket. Suddenly I heard my husband enter my room and immediately reveal my blanket,

He then pulled me and fucked me.

I saw that he was so aroused and enjoyed our game that he was exhausted and asleep.

As he slept, his phone kept ringing, waking me up and seeing who was contacting him.

"Ayank, are you asleep?"

I was stunned to see the notification of the message, I hurriedly opened the phone to see who sent it.

My heart almost stopped beating while reading all the messages from someone named an old friend.