Married Because Forced

Negatively

Mama Amira, Papa Tomy and Andra waited for Vandra in the family room, they waited and wanted to ask what Vandra was feeling.

Not long after Vandra came out of the bathroom, Andra quickly approached Vandra to ask about her condition.

"Why you, baby?" ask Andra.

"I just feel nauseous" Mas"

Andra led Vandra to sit on the sofa.

"You why Van? are you feeling unwell?" Ask Papa Tomy.

"I'm fine, Pah, maybe I'm exhausted because lately there are many more tasks" Vandra replied.

"Or maybe you're pregnant with Van" said Mama Amira.

"Well, don't conclude like that first" Papa Tomy protested.

"It's okay, Pah. Prayers, who knows if Mama's words are right"

"Yes Van, you rest. Papa the same Mama want to go home first, Dra if there is any news we yes. Don't think too much about what your mother said" said Papa Tomy.

"Iya Pah"

"Van, Papa and Mama go home first huh"

"Yes Pah" said Vandra.

After the departure of Mama Amira and Papa Tomy, Andra again approached Vandra.

"I drove to the room" Andra led Vandra to the room.

Vandra put her body on the bed, it felt like somehow her body felt so tired. While her body was covered in Andra, Vandra quickly closed her eyes while thinking about Mama Amira's words.

"May I be pregnant with God? honestly I'm not ready for that, I hope it's wrong" Inner Vandra.

"Rest yes" said Andra kissed Vandra's head and then out of the room let Vandra rest.

Realizing Andra had passed away, Vandra got up from the bed and took something from Nakas. Vandra quickly went to the bathroom to make sure of something.

In the evening at dinner time, Vandra left the room to prepare a meal. But when Vandra stepped into the kitchen, Andra came carrying a paper bag containing the food he bought.

"Are you awake? How is your condition? any better? incidentally, I bought food. We eat yes" said Andra passing Vandra to the dining table.

"Don't expect me to be pregnant with Mas" said Vandra suddenly seriously that made Andra stop her steps.

Andra was shocked to hear Vandra's words. He put the Paper bag on the table and then came back to Vandra, Andra wanted to make sure about Vandra's speech.

"What do you mean?" Andra asked for an explanation.

Andra and Vandra looked at each other seriously.

"I ask never to have hope for me to get pregnant Mas" said Vandra.

"Why? don't you have any intention of having a child in our marriage? don't you want to have a child with me?" ask Andra.

"Somehow, I can't be sure of that. But for sure, I don't have that desire right now. Free Mas, if later we have children, I do not want our children to be hidden like our marriage" said Vandra replied.

"Why do you think that far?"

"Van, I told you. Please give me a little more time, can't you be patient again for that. Trust me, I will acknowledge you as my wife. So I beg you not to destroy my hope even our family for the presence of a child" Andra pleaded.

"I stick to my stance Mas. I'm not ready to give you a child. And if until later I stop being criticized for my surrender, I ask you to please appreciate it. And also about what Mama Amira said about my alleged pregnancy, I asked Mas to explain that I am no longer pregnant Mas. I don't want to make Mas's parents expect more of me"

"Where do you know you're not pregnant?"

"I checked, and the result was negative. Honestly I feel relieved, because if I am postively pregnant maybe I feel burdened more with this situation Mas"

Andra is not able to say anything more, if he and Vandra continue to argue about it, of course everything will not be finished just like that. Andra diverted and ended the debate by inviting Vandra to enjoy dinner.

"We're talking about this next time, now we're eating" Andra's pinta.

Vandra followed Andra to the dining table. Although Vandra was upset but Vandra still did her duty to prepare a meal for Andra. Once ready to be served Vandra and Andra eat each other's food, there was no more chat at that time. They just focus on eating and also stay quiet.

Andra passed away just like that after she finished eating her food. Vandra only looked at Andra's departure to her study, honestly there was a sense of guilt that Vandra felt, but Vandra tried to understand everything that happened. His feelings this time may be unable to make peace with his thoughts and circumstances.

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That morning Vandra did not see the figure of Andra, Vandra thought maybe Andra went to avoid it. Due to the lecture schedule that day during the day, Vandra who was feeling hungry immediately prepared food for herself. But unexpectedly, Vandra saw a glass of milk and also a plate of warm fried rice served at the table. Did Andra prepare this for him? thought Vandra.

Vandra sat in the chair staring at the food in front of her. What was Vandra's speech and attitude wrong last night to Andra? why when Vandra feels unfair with her life Andra is still struggling to maintain this marriage.

Slowly Vandra began to eat the food that Andra had prepared for her.

"Why does this food taste almost as rich as Dad's? is it possible that you sent this food?" Vandra Inner. Not wanting to think about it Vandra continued even finishing her food.

When Vandra arrived in front of the campus, someone called Vandra. The figure is Yasmin, Yasmin enthusiastically approached Vandra who was walking alone.

"Hi" said Yasmin.

"Hi"

"You just came? go with ya" pinta Yasmin.

"Yes"

Not wanting to miss an opportunity, Yasmin asked Randy. Because all this time Yamsin heard, Vandra was an old friend of Randy since he was in school.

"Van, can you ask?" Yasmin.

"Ask what?"

"Do you know who Randy's first love was?" Yasmin's question made Vandra stare in disbelief by asking Yamsin.

"Why did you ask me that?" Vandra.

"Honestly, I'm jealous of Randy's first love. All I know is, you're an old friend and you used to be a schoolmate with Randy. Do you know who his first love was? tell me dong" urged Yasmin.

"What do you know? so why should you be jealous of Randy's first love, I'm sure you're better than Randy's first love" Vandra said. Actually Vandra realized the figure Yasmin was looking for was herself, only Vandra covered it up.

"I'm curious, because until now Randy still loves his first love. I want to ask him what he did, so Randy could love him so much. I also want to know a lot about Randy from him, who knows that way I can make Randy love me" complained Yasmin.

Vandra can't tell Yasmin who Randy's first love is, but Vandra has to cover it up. Vandra just doesn't want if Yasmin is bad enough to think about her if Yasmin gets to know who Randy's first love is.

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