Married Because Forced

There's no chance

Randy smiled sweetly at Vandra who was surprised by their meeting after a long time. Vandra did not expect, The smile could finally be seen again by him. Even longing, long-held hopes and long waits finally collapsed instantly at that moment.

Vandra was still speechless, staring at Randy in front of her. It still feels in disbelief, Randy who is always waiting for him now is in front of him. Somehow Vandra's lips seemed difficult to say or smile at that time, what was the reason for the meeting with Randy that was so surprising? until Vandra feels like that.

Randy and Vandra sat facing each other in a cafe inside the mall. There is a sense of awkwardness that is so unusual as the first meeting felt Vandra, Randy who caught the nervousness and disbelief Vandra finally made Randy melt the atmosphere.

"How are you?" ask Randy.

"I'm good. You news?"

"I'm good too. You're getting pretty now" Randy praised. The word was thrown just like that from his mouth, Randy admitted that Vandra was increasingly looking beautiful.

"Thank you. I never thought I'd see you again, I thought you wouldn't recognize me again. Actually, there are a lot of things I want to ask you, but I think that answer might be answered by now. Why did you leave without saying goodbye to me?" ask Vandra ventured.

Vandra knew that a reunion with Randy was not supposed to discuss things that happened in the past, but because then it kept asking questions made Vandra want to know why Randy.

Randy looked at Vandra with a meaningful look. I don't know what Randy will say, even though Randy did not tell me the exact reason for his passing first, for Vandra saw Randy again as if making her feel happy.

"sorry. At that time, I had to leave for a reason. I can't tell you why it's the same for you. After all, I felt even until this second that my feelings remained the same as before, still clapping one hand. I'm also sure, even though you've read my letter after my departure first, your feelings are still the same right? you never liked me" sure Randy.

"Are you sure of that opinion of yours? I think you're too concerned about your feelings Rand. To be honest, I'm happy to see you again, but I realize now. It turns out your feelings change, if indeed you can convince me and always love me certainty about your news, maybe I can return your feelings. But the truth is, you ignored your opportunity all along" said Vandra.

"Are you really disappointed now? I'm sorry, honestly it's not easy for me to take that chance. I'm sincere, if I can't be in your heart anymore. But I just want you to know, no matter what happens until now my feelings are still the same as they used to be. I realize I was wrong, but I also don't want to force you to live our story the way it used to" Randy revealed how he felt.

Vandra is unable to say anything, as much as she loves and wants to start again with Randy all of that will not be possible at this time. The status of the marriage that is intertwined with Andra now can not be considered as unimportant, there are two family feelings that Vandra must take care of.

"I still appreciate your feelings Rand. But sorry, for now I can't give you any hope especially about my feelings. I'm sure when you left, Vino must have told me all about how I felt about you. I admit, I realized my feelings were the same as yours after you left. And honestly, until now that feeling has persisted. But I can't have a relationship with you" said Vandra.

"Why? is there another heart trying to get your feelings?" randy asked full Hope Vandra brushed off her question.

"I can't answer your question. For sure I can't have more of a relationship with you. Even if we feel the same way but Rand, I can't be the most important person in your life. Please don't ask why, until the time comes I can't give you that answer" Vandra replied calmly. Honestly, Vandra's feelings really hurt at that time, because her hope of being with Randy turned out to have to run aground because of her hidden marriage.

"It turns out I was rejected for the second time" randy lamented.

"I thought that with my return here, I could change my life for the better with you. But in fact, the bitter reality for the second time must be accepted again. I know it's my fault, but don't I have one more moment?" randy asked.

"Sorry Rand. Right now I can't give you a chance, there are things I can't take for granted to accept you. I hope you can understand" Vandra asked Randy for understanding.

"I have to go Rand, I'm relieved I can finally express my feelings and longing for you all along. I'm sorry for what I said, I still wish we could still be friends. I'll go first, see you later"

Vandra got up from her seat and left the cafe. There was a sense of sadness that could not be expressed, his hope all this time had to end just like that. God, is this the end of my love story? why does it hurt, I think after I can reveal everything I can feel calm, but what? I even more regretted that I had accepted the marriage with Andra. If Randy had come while the wedding hadn't happened, I would have refused to marry Andra.

While walking Vandra held her tears out, she did not want people to see her cry. Really, today was a really painful day, as painful as it was when Randy left.

Vandra grabbed her phone in the bag, she planned to contact Dinda to ask where she was. But unfortunately Andra suddenly contacted him, Vandra really did not want to lift him. Andra will definitely comment on her meeting with Randy. At the same time, Andra was meeting with Kline.

Vandra ignores Andra's phone, and goes to the place where Dinda and Vania are. Because when Andra called Vandra, Dinda sent a notification about her whereabouts with Vania. Vandra did not care that Andra would nag her because she did not pick up the phone, which Vandra certainly did not want to argue with her at this time. Really, Vandra was wanting to calm down at this moment.

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