
CITTT….!
Flora's Red Honda Brio car has stopped right in front of a club that Fai often visits. He put on his face. But Fai only gave his chuckle.
“Fai... I really don't want to get tantrums from your Papa!”
“Hahaha…. Why are you so scared of Papa? Most importantly, there is no Papa. Why try to be afraid? Unless it's my brother who deliberately complained about my behavior.”
“If brother also comes with you, I don't dare to complain Fai.”
“Sneaky ground.”
“Hahaha..
Fai forced Flora to immediately enter the hell realm of the young children feasting on alcohol. Fai's habits from then until now have never changed. He chose to live alone because he always got restraint from his family. For him, after he had grown up there was no need to be supervised anymore. He felt entitled to his happiness.
Flora is just like Fai. But he had started to realize crazy things in his youth. Now he wants to reduce his bad habits first. He had a trauma that he had experienced. Drunk until he was unconsciously used by his depraved male friend. Her life was shattered after she found out that she was pregnant. Child outside of marriage. He was expelled from his family. And try to get up on your own. Until now he has really lived in his independence. However, Fai's presence instead makes himself back into the wild puddle again.
“Hai Fai….! Just returned from your hiding all this time?” Sapa a Bartender who already knew Fai very well.
Fai rolled his two eyes with a full greeting of implied teasing. And Flo even gave her chuckle which was also slightly mocked Fai.
“Don't follow melekku kak!”
“Sorry Fai. It's not my intention to cheat. I'm just so confused that you didn't come. I consider it my talisman. You come here, always able to enliven the club. People must always nanyain lo Fai.”
“Oh yes? I'm the queen at the club lo Cell.” Waving her hair haughtily.
Flo momentarily shuddered in horror with Fai's level of piquancy. But he can admit that this Fai is a fairly well-liked selebgram of his followers.
“Lo want to order what Fai? And…. This sweet brother, what message would you like?”
“Sama kak Flo aja lo turn sweet gini. Same me, as good as you say.”
“Hahaha. Lagian…. This mas-mas is not my type kok.”
The bartender seemed to give his gloomy look. However, not too obvious. Indeed, several times this encounter with the figure of Flora. He likes Flo's tough character. But he thought, Flora did not like it. So, he tried as much as possible to hide his feelings.
“Ok Cells. I ordered Vodka. To brother Flo... I ordered Tequila Sunrise.”.
“Ok, ready Fai.”
The Bartender's hand became the center of attention while Fai was pensive. Entering the club area can always restore his sweet memories with Bagas.
The Flashback
“Why did you bring me here Gas?”
“Hahaha. It's not as scary as you think. This is the best place to relieve our tiredness Dear.”
“But I'm not used to being here. And if my Papa finds out or brother Fadhil knows, I can be scolded all out Gas.”
“Udahlah Fai. This also makes it a celebration of the anniversary of both of you.”
“Iya is absolutely right. If you become Bagas' girlfriend, you must also enter our society. You have to get used to having fun we are Fai.”
“Yuhuuu....!!”
Fai stared at the horror with their chatter. In this place, Fai was still too innocent. Often he saw the creepy things of other children who freely move indecent activities in front of him. Bottles of alcohol were also presented in front of him. He also saw how the park of his new friends was downing the liquor.
“Lo should try this Fai!” One female friend offered her 1 bottle of alcohol.
Fai shook his head quickly. He was increasingly afraid of being in his new group of friends.”
“Come Darling…. Just a little. You see this! I'm going to finish these 2 bottles in one breath. I made this as a welcome to my new girlfriend in front of her friends we love.”
“Iya Fai, come Fai...”.
“If he doesn't want to, don't be forced!!”
All stared dislikefully at one of their male friends. Likewise with Bagas who stared intently at his friend and rival at this time.
“Not Lo Al's business! He's my girlfriend, not yours. No one has interfered with my relationship with Fai.”
Al who had not liked the excitement of this gathering of his friends, just shut up and enjoy all the 1st hour of his acquaintance woman on his body.
“You really don't appreciate me Fai. I've traded them, but you let me down so much tonight.”
Fai shook his head dislikefully with a disappointed expression of Bagas. He held the bottle that was in front of him. For a moment he looked seriously at everyone who was waiting for his action. With a sigh of resignation, he began to bring the lips closer and had been waiting for the bottle until the mouth cavity received a flow of bitter drink liquid, which was, it smelled very sharp and greatly burned his throat with the sensation he received.
PROK'S! PROK'S! PROK'S!
The applause echoed in unison with their hysterical cheers the first time Fai tasted an alcoholic drink.
Flashback Off
Flora elbowed Fai. Fai flinched and re-adapted himself.
“Why else Fai?”
“No brother. Just to remember the first time I came to the club. I know all these drinks, all because of Bagas. He took me and recognized me places like this.”
“Huffft…. Why is it always the people we love, always bring bad influence huh?”
“What does kak mean?”
“We are both victims of Fai. You see, our bad life. You know this because of Bagas, your first love. And I. You know how my old life was. Just like you. I'm the one who's plainly dating a jerk like Alex. He gave me confidence that I would be fine, that I would be protected from him. But there was. He set me up. He took away something I was guarding. After all that bad luck hit me, he dumped me. He looked disgusted at me. I am so because of him. For his wicked and depraved self.”
Fai looked at her heartily with the return of Flora discussing Flora's past. He knows that story.
“I was forced to throw a fetus in my stomach Fai. He who is innocent becomes my impingement. I was that bad. Therefore Fai. You're lucky Bagas didn't get to trap you. You're lucky you can still take good care of yourself. But please Fai... listen to your family advice.”.
Fai squeaked for a moment. He again got the messages from Flora who was very tired of hearing.
“Kak Flo, I can take care of myself. The proof, you see for yourself, I'm fine. Bagas really keeps his limits as long as we're dating. Yaah…. Kissing is never inevitable. But still, Fai will strictly forbid himself to touch the other Fai's body. He is a bad influence for Fai, but he is the one who introduces love to Fai Kak. Bagas was also kind, he loved Fai. But all is lost because of Mommy and Saras. They were very defiant and insulting to me sister.”
“That forbidden love is his name. To get a blessing is not easy Fai. Want something and no matter how sincere love you live, there is still a high wall that you have to pass. Restu. Bless your parents. And never force it Fai. Sin and will not be quiet forever.”
Fai again sighed heavily as he kept remembering the moments of rejection he continued to receive from the Bagas family. She was always labeled a matre woman who was after Bagas for his wealth. That's really not the goal. He was in a relationship with Bagas real from his heart.
Fai drank a glass of his Vodka. Disguising a broken heart was very difficult for Fai to do. Even at this time, Fai re-cured his sadness.
“Fai...” A gentle swipe from Flo's brother's hand made Fai sob.
“8 Years is not easy for Fai kak. It's not easy to forget all that quickly. Fai doesn't know what to do. Huffttt..”.
“8 Years always disconnected, many problems and the main point of your problems is indeed about blessing
What is there to doubt about Fai? Unhealthy relationships will make you tired. You can still get a good man, a sincere man and not look at anything it must be Fai. You have to get out of your past. 8 years of continuing to break up is enough to convince your heart that your relationship can not go any further.”
Fai stared at the nanar towards Flora. He was claustrophobic with his eyes already swollen. Flora knew what Fai was feeling. He didn't want Fai to also feel a futile love like him. He does not want to see Fai will be traumatized by the love he has been living. Fai had to get out of this toxic relationship that he lived. The warmth-filled embrace and elution from Flo gradually calmed Fai's grief.
***
“Fai! Fai, wait!”
“Huffft…. What else, brother? Don't chase Fai keep kayak gini dong kak! Fai shy to see others...”.
“I will not stop following you if you yourself still keep trying to disappear from me.”
Fai was still confused by this upperclassman who had repeatedly chased and followed wherever he went. Name's Bagas. The last class brother who kept going after him. He was very uncomfortable with the action of this upperclassman. But, it is not denied by Fai that he is very fascinated by his bold action that looks adorable. He himself is still confused how he can be chased by a classmate who in fact is one of the famous guys at the new school that he just tried to adapt.
“Fai, I'm really serious about revealing this to you. Stupid time with the talk of other kids who judge bad about us. Please don't think about Fai! I.. like you. I'm you we're made. You want to be my girlfriend. Please...!”
Fai massaged his temple with a huff. It is faced with confusion.
“Fai, the.... in your hand what?”
Bagas pointed towards one object in Fai's grasp with his curiosity. Fai who was asked also followed the direction of the Bagas protest. One box of chocolate that he also did not know what it contained. A few days ago he always got some boxes of chocolate in it instead of just a chocolate bar. But there is one other item that always makes him like to collect it.
“Hmm…. Fai doesn't know either. Fai can always be in Fai's bag. Secret fans maybe.” Shrugging shoulders.
“There's name? Who is loving? There must be a name Fai.”
“What the hell is a brother? There is no kok.”
“Yes if there is none, dumped only times Fai.”
“Eh, good. Lah, don't. This is for Fai. Fai save dong.”
“Huffft…. Stupid terribly. Now what's your answer Fai? Your answer is about my heart, hum?”
Fai glanced at the entire corner of his school area. It was just him and Bagas in that place. Fai weighed in with great precision.
‘Kak Bagas guy handsome, pretty cool and…. But how am I next? The others must be in a great uproar and I will definitely continue to be wronged. Especially the gang of Vanes. They're gonna stamp me as a girl? Bagas is too high above me. But... I also like.’
“Fai!”
“Eh yes Brother Fai want! Eh... bu-not...”.
“Fai!! Thank You my baby….!! I'm so glad you really accepted me Fai...” Shouted his glee Bagas at Fai's spontaneous answer.
BUGH!
“Aw!”
“Kak Bagas!!”
Fai stared at the one basketball rolling towards his feet. And after that, he could see who the real culprit was.
“Sorry, I accidentally Gas.”
“Lo!!”
“Al!! What a fuck you are!! This is my head still worn woi!!”
“I'm not wrong. You two are standing here. This is the basketball area. Not a park.”
“Cih! Wh why? Lo envious? Lo feel defeated man.”
Bagas grabbed the basketball and added his steps to close their position. He slipped into Al's ear.
“Lo must keep your promise, LOSER!”