Married a Former Fuckboy

The Toughest Hope

“Ma...”.

“Fai…. Hixss…. Hiksss..

Fai ran quickly into the arms of the mother. She shed all her tears. It was rumbling and shaking violently on his body. Sometimes he saw the door of the room that he knew that there was the figure of the Papa who was struggling from medical action.

“Fai sorry Ma. Fai apologized…. Hixss…. Hixss…. Fai did not expect everything to be like this. Hixss…. Hixss…. Fai is evil with Papa. Fai don't want to lose Papa, Ma…. Hixss…. Hiksss..

“Do not say like that Dear. Mama also does not want anything bad to happen.”

“Everything we leave to the power of God. We pray that Danar can truly recover.”

Fai broke his embrace. He still couldn't stop crying. He returned to play all the moments of himself who continued to make a scene in the family. He has always been a source of great contention in his family. He's biang. Biang problem and continue to hurt anyone who actually tried to protect him.

“Truly shameless!!!”

PLAKKK!

“FADHIL!!”

With the emotions that he tried to endure finally channeled also towards Fai. A slap and his sharp gaze managed to silence Fai's claustrophobic cry.

“What did you do to Fai Fadhil?! She's your sister!!”

“He's nobody else in our family Ma!! When Papa is like this, you just go home Fai!!”

“Fad, Fad already! Control your emotions!”

“He doesn't deserve to be in my family Al!! You guys saw it, right?! You guys look at Fai!! Appearance like ******!! How dare you set your dirty feet before us Fai!! Where are your thoughts?! Where is your sanity Fai!!”

“FADHIL!!! This is the Hospital. Please take care of your emotions. There are other patients who need peace. Don't make a fuss here Fad!!”

All runyam. Fadhil's anger was truly unbearable. He continued to judge Fai who could now only cry bitterly. Flora and Ayla are taking over to calm Fai down. While Al held the body of Fadhil who wanted to continue to hit and vent all his anger.

“Enough….!!! Mama doesn't want everything to be so noisy like this!! Papa again tried to fight in his recovery, you guys even made a fuss!! Watch what you say, Fadhil!! No one wants to suffer a disaster like this. You better go home Fadhil!!”

Fadhil abated with all the scolding of the Mama. He looked hatefully at Fai. In his eyes, Fai was not a Sister figure. He cursed Fai who had the heart to let and leave the house just to find the freedom he wanted.

“Come on I Fad! Calm down first yourself. Come!”

Al pulled Fadhil away from the crowd of families waiting in front of the operating room.

“Please me Al!!” The edge on the Al check.

“Don't make it all the more runyam Fad! I know you're very angry with Fai. I know Fai has a lot of mistakes. But you should know, Fai also feels confused, sad and down at this time the same as what you feel now. Forget about your anger. Forget all the mistakes Fai made. We better both pray for your Papa's healing. Om Danar must be strong Fad. I'm sure it's.”

“Papa had a cerebral hemorrhage and not to mention with Papa's heart disease, Al. The doctor said he could not be sure what percentage of Papa's chances would improve. How should I calm down?”

“And you should know, My Papa is like this because of Fai. Papa tried to get out of the house to find Fai. I have forbidden it. But Papa stayed still and left unbeknownst to us. And. I immediately got word Papa had an accident. A truck hit Papa's car. My father is still in a state of pain willing to come out just to meet that badung Al!! He is indeed my sister. But because he's the one who made Papa like this. Am I wrong to vent all my anger right now?! Am I wrong Al?!”

Al knows how tough Fai's head is. He knows how bad Fai's attitude is. But still he also could not bear to see Fai crying sobbing. He also felt a part in all the sources of the Fai family problems. The start of the meeting of the two families makes Fai very uncomfortable. He was angry and acting at that time. Afterwards, he got word that Fai was furious and strongly opposed their match.

Fai's anger continues to this day. Until Fai also felt a huge regret. Fai considers all this his fault. But in fact it all started from him who was present suddenly.

“I'm sorry to you guys. I shouldn't have come in the hope of having Fai. That makes Fai angry and causes a quarrel in your family Fad. Even though we know that all the misfortune comes by the power of God, yet through me it all begins. I'm sorry Al.”

Fadhil came back crying and contemplating all their last fights. The quarrel that made Fai choose to step away from his family, made Papa sickly and ended in an accident as great as this.

“For the business of the party who hit your Papa, is being taken care of by Papaku Fad. Just think of your Papa's recovery.”

“Thanks Al. You become bothered with all this misfortune.”

“Someone who needs help, don't make us blind and deaf. Now you better go home first. Rest and calm your body. Tomorrow you come here again.”

“I can't leave Papa like this Al.”

“But there is no solution between you and Fai if you are still ignited by Fad's emotions. At least calm your mind first. Later I will inform you about your Papa's development. Don't worry about it.”

Fadhil agreed to Al's proposal. He was also not calm to continue to linger in this Hospital. He can still be ignited emotions if he continues to look at Fai's face.

After Al confirmed that Fadli had gone home, he walked back to the operating room. But his pace gets slower when he recalls one request papa Fai made of him.

“Om really hopes you can guide and guide Fai. Om will calm down if you really are Al. Please accept Om's request. Om very hopeful for you.”

“But Al also does not want to force Fai, Om. Fai has the right to choose. It's a matter of the heart. Fai really doesn't like Al. Fai rejected Al. Al can't go that far Om.”

‘I love someone so deeply. I've harbored my feelings all this time Fai. I don't know what path I'm going to take. I have asked in my prayer, I want to forget and stay away from you. But right now, there are always things that require me to get involved with you Fai. And that feeling is getting stronger. In fact, Papa you gave me a mandate to be able to look after you. It's getting harder. What should I do Fai?’

His eyes fell on one woman who was now curled up on the cold floor of the Hospital. Fai continued to look at the door of the operating room, which had no sign of the medical team finishing up his Papa.

Al sat on an empty chair. They all fell silent while chanting a prayer. Before long, the door of the operating room opened. Featuring several nurses and Doctors carrying out the gurney occupied by Danar's bedridden. Suddenly, all stood up and tried to follow the direction where Danar was taken. A recovery room for some patients who have just completed an operation.

“I need to talk to Ibuk. It is about the current condition of the patient.”

Dina anxiously tried to calm down and follow where the Doctor was taking her. While Fai on the closed pintillate continued to stand agitated with tears that were not stopped.

“That patient Fai. Aunty sure, Papa you will definitely be fine.”

“Fai fear…. Hixss…. Hixss…. Fai doesn't want to lose Papa. Hixss…. Hixss…. Fai hasn't been able to make Papa happy. Fai never understood Papa's will. Papa is like this because of Fai…. Hixss…. Hixss…. Hiksss..

“Everything that belongs to God. We just need to pray and surrender. We just wait for the latest news from Doctor.”

“Let's go back to your apartment. Take some clothes for you to wear later. Now you calm yourself down Fai.”

“Iya Fai's. Everyone is still worried about your Papa's condition. But don't think too much. You have to be strong and healthy. Many here are expecting Papa's healing. You better lay your body down here first Fai. Waiting for the latest news on Papa.”

Fai according. He walked to the waiting chair for the patient's family. Putting his tired body to sleep in a sitting position. His head was slid on Ayla's shoulder. Al who noticed that was eager to calm Fai down. But he didn't want to bother Fai too much. As a result, he can only sit still while waiting for the doctor's definitive answer and continue to inform his Papa's actions about the hitman papa Fai car.

***

“We cannot confirm the recovery of Ibuk's husband. For the time being we managed to stop the bleeding on his brain. But not with the others. Mother's husband had complications in his heart, lungs and kidneys Buk. It got worse because of this accident. Now, he can still survive because of the various tools that are installed to regulate your heart rate. Pray and try to be sincere Buk. My nurse and I will always check on my condition. Hopefully there is good news about his condition Buk.”

Dina no longer dared to put out her words. Quite resigned at this time. I don't know what feeling he wants to show. All mixed up. He walked weakly to the whole family who also accompanied him tonight.

“How is Om's condition, Tan? Doctor said what?” Al first started the question.

Dina looked at Al with eyes full of tears. He was confused as to what to explain. Really afraid of the reality that he will receive later.

“Tante?”

“Tante please pray from you. Aunty does not know what kind of face to show in front of the children Aunty. Doctors can't confirm the cure. Perhaps only a miracle can help Om at this time. Auntie doesn't know how to explain this to Fai. Hixss…. Hixss…. It's too soon for Aunt to accept Al. Auntie is not ready to be left. Hixss…. Hiksss..

Al looked at Fai who had fallen asleep. He could feel how the heart of Fai will be broken after knowing what the Papa was going through. Everything seems to go with the situation. He got up and preferred to go to calm his mixed thoughts. His thoughts continued to center on one papa Fai request regarding Fai. Feeling constantly stalked by guilt and fear of choosing to act.