Married 14 Times
Chapter 4
Two weeks have I lived in a rented that lined up but quiet, but sometimes wonder also that by the night of this contract is rich there are hawatan, rame people chat, laugh and even mang meatballs, mang siomay, and even, mang fried sellers also at the base, want to feel out want to know what exactly is?, why Erwan forbid me out of the house if not with him. Again began a lot of questions in this heart, why if the night rame, why if the day is quiet like a grave?.
One month feels so short when with a loved one, maybe this is how love, affection, and the fear of loss feel.
Tok tok tok, the sound of the door is heard knocking, who is it that comes at my bedtime?, want to peek through the window but there is no window, want to open immediately also afraid, will be open, I kept quiet and pretended to hear.
"...Juliaaaa, Juliaaaaaa, it's Julia A Aceng..."
Hah Aceng? , where does Aceng know my contract?, but I quickly open the door for fear of Aceng yelling even louder.
"...Eh anu A Aceng know where here?, let's go A"
Continue kubikin drinks for Aceng, we chat at length, Aceng always get news about me every day, of course there must be a man to monitor my whereabouts. Aceng is very worried about my situation, but I am not so worried about Aceng's worry anyway no reason too right?. Before leaving Aceng wanti wanti for me to be careful to take good care of myself, Aceng said this place is not good for me. "Greetings to Erwan ya Neng, if you have time to find Aa in mess". I nodded without saying anything.
Erwan knows the arrival of Aceng, but not angry even look happy, yes in visit brother-in-law who is not happy? ahhhhhhhhhhhhh .
Aceng diligently looks at me when there is or there is no Erwan in the contract, only Aceng agrees with Erwan if I can not come out through magrib, but they never explain why they forbid me.
That day was exactly 3 months I had a love with Erwan, Aceng used to visit but with another purpose, which was to attract Erwan's marriage, Aceng pingin Erwan immediately legalized our relationship, aaaahh Aceng is really you figure of an older brother who loves his sister very much. Erwan, did Erwan ask when would Neng Julia marry him? Just silence without answer, huhelah bang Erwan rich grandfather of agate, use scratch garuk ga itch everything, does Erwan do not like the statement of Aceng?. Aceng was very patient waiting for an answer from Erwan, even willing to give all the time, but Erwan hurriedly answered, answering,
"Sorry A before, Erwan could have married sister Aa right now, but could not officially most religious marriage", yes yes yes yes marriage religion first, if now right siri marriage yes. Because driven by love and the obvious because I am still relatively innocent, just want to be married siri, every marriage of biological father is always a guardian. Because the residence of the same mother father was not so far away, only about 1 hour using elves at that time.During divorce is still very easy ga as it is now in a very complicated sense.
Finished the marriage contract, I ask permission to nginep mother overnight in her rickety hut, of course I strongly agree that the wong from coming already in the salam tempelin hehehe. Aaaahh complete already my happiness, no longer could I be a widow thought I at that time. The next morning we glide again to the city of flowers to continue our love story.
As smart as the squirrel jumped, eventually it fell too, it turns out my beloved husband is a copet, I know from Aceng that afternoon gedor gedor, he said Erwan again in the police station because he was caught again nyopet, nyopet, the dark feeling of this world, the narrow-hearted feeling, yes Tuhaaaaaaaaannnn if it's police business, he must have entered bui and I don't know how long he will be in brackets.
At that time somehow if you hear the word police, the knee feels like shaking the body feels helpless, what's with the police, yes I remember because my mother if I want to say I always say, I always say, watch out if you get shot by a police father, you die.
Staying in a rented alone is certainly very uncomfortable, every morning I samperin Aceng with a delman ride, yes at that time there was already a delman but the number was a little, home afternoon of course in between Aceng, yes, always and always so until I get bored and ask Aceng to take me back to mess. Returning to the place of origin is very uncomfortable, the most shame, but Aceng who always strengthen me.
I don't know how long I've been alone again, the work is not there because the rice stall is already there who work again. Aaaaahhh again in a situation that is not desired, I also did not feel good to take care of Aceng continue, I was ready to go home again, without husband and supplies alakadarnya the rest of the piggy bank in the same life Erwan. Already immune to mother's torment, what will happen is already in the shadows. But what happens, I get a surprise from mom, mom has a husband? Marry again? Now pregnant? I believe this body, who is my stepfather?, it turns out the mother married widower he said. It's called Mang Shodiq a very beautiful name isn't it?.
But not in fact.
My stepfather supported my mother, never also rude to me, but why was my mother so?, once a week I was told to go to the market to shop for kitchen needs, and, salted fish is always present as a special menu, brown rice is always there to increase appetite, said the mother, which is the problem why if I can not ride the vehicle to the market?, must walk 5 hours, return 5 hours, bring groceries for 1 week, take a deep breath, may be congenital pregnant women, even though I have never been pregnant, coming home from the boro boro market in order to rest, even in told to directly finish the groceries, rice, make sambel, fried salty, cooked abis I was told out the same mother, nanak rice, well mom and her new husband are also my sister on eating inside, later they are full and then call me to make their leftovers. So it continues every day until the day of grief the mother came, the morning blind a woman came to curse the mother, she said the mother had seized her husband, orah is this his wife mang Shodiq?, it turns out, really, the woman gave a choice, came home with him and became a master dam again, or choose mother but damang at the pull again?.Huum turned out that Shodiq mang was living in the armpit of his wife, mang Shodiq turned out to prefer his wife rather than a mother who was pregnant, if this is how it is for sure I again have to make a living.
At that time my age had stepped on 20 years more, my energy was strong enough for work in the village, I became a clove scavenger, tea picker, rice paddy paddy as well, I became a clove scavenger, sometimes there are people who send the harvest to the house, either harvest vegetables or harvest rice, of course in return for money dong ya. It did not feel it was time for the mother apparently, I immediately called the shaman berakun to help the mother's delivery, not waiting long for the birth of a tiny baby girl who is always called neng by all.
After 3 days of my birth in the mother's messenger to meet the mang Shodiq, the father of my brother, walked a considerable distance of about 2 hours to get to his address, Mang Shodiq told me to wait and he entered his room, patiently waiting for him, Mang Shodiq gave me an envelope to give to my mother, I thought it was money, when I got home immediately the envelope was handed to my mother, and it turned out that it was just a piece of paper, a letter to be exact, but Shodiq said he did not admit the baby, he would not give a penny for the baby, whatever if you want to be thrown out or killed please. I thought the contents of the letter, too bad I could not read the letter.
Now my task is to increase, namely work while ngasuh my brother, not easy things day I live, carrying rice on it in sittingin my sister. Tired of course, but there is no other way but to enjoy all this. Go home
kuli I cross paths with a man, no handsome at all, he offers services for my sister's car, aaaahh coincidentally, my shoulder almost broken, then immediately I give my sister to the man. It was in my mother's hut, the mother who didn't know what to ask the man to propose to me, probably because she heard that he was an ABRI. What is the name of the man yes I forgot, oh yes Syahjudin out of nowhere but he lives in an ABRI dormitory, if not the wrong name of his dormitory Lapang Paris. I don't know how he came from, the man agreed to marry me. This time married in the father's place, it does not feel like 4x the father became my marriage guardian. After getting married, my mother allowed me to join the husband on condition that I have to bring the baby girl, still the baby mak, still nyusu too, mother said no problem would be there is sugar palm water or sharp water. With forced to move to bring the baby and Syahjudin introduced the baby was his son, it turns out that in the dorm he did not live alone, there was a mother and 2 younger sisters who were still in school.
