
Apart from the house of the bandot it feels incredible relief, although the heart is still afraid of arriving tuh bandot is behind and clutching back this weak body. Running while occasionally looking back is not easy, from afar it has been seen the road that turns, aaaaahhhhh it seems like it is a highway that is usually passed by vehicles, sure enough when he got there a lot of vehicles passing by, I tried to stop him but none of them stopped, maybe they were strange there was a shabby little boy in the morning on the side of the road, is my image like a beggar ?. Gontai I stepped in the direction of the vehicle while incessantly praying"a, arrived there was a minibus that stopped and asked where to go, I answered innocently that I wanted to run because in torment, the father opened the front door for me, relievedaaaaa it feels though not knowing where to take this weak body, sleepy eyes tired so much that I did not realize I was asleep very soundly.
Waking up when he heard the voices of men looking for passengers, ooohhh apparently has reached this destination, uh the destination of the drivers I mean not my destination. Surprised, where is the good-natured father ? my father gave me a ride. Celinguk may be able to find the good-natured father but nil, with fear I open the door of the minibus and I samperin one of the men while I asked the whereabouts of the father.
"Sorry where is this driver going ?".
"Ooohhh Pa Karna neng ? Already back to mess, Pa Karna said, neng eat ajah first, later let Aa payin, so neng message Pa Karna sama Aa".
"Ga need to pay in A, I also have money to eat mah A, do not bother Aa payin, tell me where the food stalls are."
"Call A Aceng neng ya let neng later if necessary what to find A Aceng to friends Aa friends, they on tau neng."
"Oh yes A, thanks for the help of Aa, Aa know the mess Pa Karna ? "
"You know what mess with Aa, what's wrong with neng nanyain Pa Karna?, Oh yes whose name is, let Aa easily call it".
"You pay the cost of A, you want to say thank you to Pa Karna, for helping me".
Finally arrived at the food stall, quite crowded even though the appearance is very simple, A Aceng order food for my meal, drink warm sweet tea , it feels so good to run my blood flow is frozen, A Aceng asked this it is, I answer what is because at that time it was still very innocent. A Aceng also promised to find work for me even if only a dishwasher.
Long story short a month has passed, I was accommodated in the mess of the drivers and kernets are the majority of men, the majority of men, but no one dared to hesitate because they knew I was the younger brother of A Aceng, who came from the village to find work, they treated me very well, always bring food and drink when the operation is over. I did not feel 2 months already I was in this mess, the feeling began to be uncomfortable began to haunt me, one night I ventured to call A Aceng asking about the work for me.
"Ooohhh yes neng, Aa almost forgot sorry yes tomorrow
Aa must've been to the guy".
Three days passed A Aceng also invited me to meet a young mother, beautiful, neat and nice clothes, said A Aceng mother was my prospective employer, kindly friendly and I immediately agreed. That day he took me to his luxurious home in his time.
It turns out that a lot of people are busy, working in an office but no matter what office, her husband Pa Candra works at a bank, and, at home only two children who are 7 years old new kls 1 SD, not asked to cook because after the morning prayer mother entered the kitchen and I justĀ
Lebaran employer gave me a long leave of absence he said so I could get together with my family, to refuse even the taste was not good at all, that night the night I never missed, he said, back again with a broken intruder in order to my life.
Aaaahhhhh why don't I just go home to see mom, maybe mom has changed now ? I also came home with a lot of money, good clothes I can buy mother by, yes yes, just go home to the mother hut yes, I hope you feel missed me.
I went to mess to say goodbye to Pa Karna and A Aceng as well as the other drivers and kernets who have helped me a lot, so far, A Aceng was like an objection to let me go back into the arms of a cruel mother, but the determination was already unanimous, I had to go home to see mother no matter what. That night I slept in the empty mess of my ex and the next morning went to the terminal with my foster brother .A Aceng leave me to his friend so that I get to the destination safely. I saw my foster brother's eyes glazed over, and so did I.
Arriving at home but very quiet, where were the mother and baby sister who were still in her birth at that time? , ask here and there someone finally told you that the working mother became a rice-cutter in the rice field owned by Pa Udin, I followed it there it was true that mother again swung her sickle , while the baby dede is put to sleep in the saung where the workers eat. Shouting I called mom, "Emaaaaaaakkkk, emaaaaakkkk", mom was my call to mom, mom turned half in shock, rubbed my eyes then nyamperin, "Juleha you come home," alamaaaakkk mama again called Juleha, a name I really hate, I want my name Julia, Julia emaaaaakkk Julia. Just met again after 14 months do not know anymore news of mother, wow mother flocked me with millions of questions, mother also came to curse mother's maki on the day of my departure from the bandot's nest, I apologize to my mother for disobeying my mother's orders, but I don't tell her that the bandit molested me, for not wanting me to expose the old wounds that had disappeared from my heart and mind.
I carried my younger brother, who was named Supyadi, a baby born when I was not next to my mother, all the money from work in the city of flowers I leave everything to mother, mother is very happy, the next day mother left my sister with me, she went to the shopping market all needs, she went to the market, thank God my mother was finally able to embrace my weak body.
Time rolled so fast, the money abis not rested, the mother returned to her original nature, began to rough again and yell again, again, my cry can only be overflowing at night while asking the creator that tomorrow morning mother is good again, but only a dream, only a dream, the character of the mother who is as hard as a stone is only melted when it comes to food and money slips.
Starting to penetrate the rice fields of the neighboring fields, I became a worker kored, tandur, ngarambet and cut rice, when I brought my part of rice after a few days of paddy cutting, paddy, because at that time the energy was paid for rice paddy instead of using money, 1 sack of rice I carried to bring home to present to my mother, but if the power is not able to withstand the burden of that weight, me and the rice fell into the rice field until the body and sack was covered with mud, I left the rice in the rice field, I left it in the rice field, I went home to complain to my mother, not a comforting word that was heard but instead a slap and a maki curse.
"Based on useless children, do not know yourself why you did not just die all of you were eating mud" so hardik mother.
Tears oh tears, do not let you swim because it will add to the emotions of the mother . I hold as much as I can to prevent tears from falling, mother pulled my hand, dragged the body to get to the rice field where the rice fell, mother pushed my body then mother followed down into the rice field and stepped on my body until the ashes filled with mud, nose, mouth, ears filled with mud, and so on, after being satisfied mom went up and went home maybe, I was trained to get up to the shower to clean the dirt attached to my body, I was afraid, no matter what the paddy is how fate I don't want to know anymore, what I want tonight to sleep soundly without the sound of mother's nagging, mother, I headed to mushola wet clothes I took off to replace with mukena, melaputan mukena felt so warm.
Until the worshipers performed the worship, I was not strong to wake up even though just sitting because my whole bone felt broken.
A mother shook my body until my eyes opened, the mother told me to get up but my face grimaced without being told, the mother seemed to understand my situation and asked, I covered up my behavior , I said I fell in the rice field but was afraid to go home because my clothes were dirty all the way to sleep in the mosque wearing a mukena.
He wanted to go home to get clothes for me to wear, he also brought food for my breakfast, God always helped me. After breakfast I say thank you and say goodbye to go home, of course no longer want to go back to mother's house but go again even without purpose.
Already can not stand the behavior of the mother who has not changed, I decided to go again to the city even without a penny stock as well, I decided to go again, yes there is one name in my mind that is A Aceng who has been my adoptive brother.
Arriving in the city I look for the name, but the news I get, A Aceng again returned home because his parents were sick, to come to the employer's house I was embarrassed, I was embarrassed, uh I accidentally saw a child my age was gathering, on his fingers tucked in a lit cigarette, doubtful I samperin them, they greeted me with a friendly smile, he said, I think it's good to be them, gather and laugh cheerfully playing with friends of the same age, especially now they seem to expect me to join them. This was my start enjoying a world of freedom without supervision.