Marriage I Don't Want

episode 41

Joseph kept thinking about things that did not make his head dizzy with his own thoughts

"where are you going, baby"

"i can't if you're not here "

joseph continued to speak

"is he okay "

" have he eaten "

" is he depressed by me to end his life aahhhh" Joseph shouted

" aahhh kkkk" Joseph ruffled his hair

There was a screaming voice from above Joseph's mother and father hearing a very loud scream

"dad what is this? " ask Merta

" dad also felt strange ma'am why our son-in-law has not yet returned" replied Wiliam

" we should look up well from earlier Joseph did not go down to eat and also he looks angry" said Merta

" Let me just "

because william knew if merta up will make himself panic to see the state of Joseph if anything happens and also from childhood Joseph closer to his father

Wiliam went upstairs and settled down slowly to see his son's door open and William was shocked

" Joseph.. Joseph... What are you doing? " Wiliam came running to Joseph

" yahh Joseph can't be like this hikssss" Joseph cried

"kamila's father knew what Joseph had done to his mother and the Diamond came again into Joseph's life to make Joseph waver the hiksss but now Joseph knows where this heart goes " Joseph kept crying

" does he know from whom? did you explain it ? " ask William

"not me well, but Diamond who suddenly went to my office and said if I only felt guilty to Kamila for killing her mother and Kamila went to my office and heard everything Diamond said "

" he must have felt very upset because it was not you who said it yourself but someone else "

" i can't explain, every time I want to why my heart feels hiksss pain"

"it's okay not to think maybe Kamila needs time to be alone, you look very pale let's eat immediately "

William checked Joseph's body temperature like shivering

"you're hot, don't do something like that Joseph if you can't help him tell dad" said william

" i'm afraid well if Kamila doesn't want to come back to me so I keep thinking no-no and want to end my life, I can't live without him well every night I'm always stroking his stomach and feeling every move of my son, I can't get my reward "

William immediately hugged Joseph who was devastated by the circumstances, because william knew every time there was great pressure Joseph always thought of ending his life like Joseph used to do when Diamond left him drunk and took the car at an unnatural speed to make happen what happened to Kamila's mother

" you have not taken care of the company first let your father go to the villa at the top to calm down, I will try to find Kamila "

" well well Joseph also will not be silent to continue looking for Kamila, and hopefully Kamila can forgive Joseph well "

"for sure .. sure Kamila forgave you because Kamila was a very good boy "william kept patting Joseph's back

" Joseph wants to break dad can get out now "

"Good dad's going out remember don't do anything stupid "

William came out and closed Joseph's door