Marriage I Don't Want

episode 19's

Kamila was very curious about what had happened to Joseph

Kamila walked to the desk with drinking water

"tok. tokkk" came the sound of the door.

" ckreekk" the door opens

Kamila saw that the room was already very messy things were scattered everywhere and saw someone crying and slumped on the edge of the table

Kamila was approaching

" hhhh why is this so? " question Kamila was very worried to see Joseph like that somehow but Kamila could not bear to see Joseph like that and immediately embraced Joseph

"what's up ?" ask Kamila back

Joseph just kept quiet and he felt comfortable in Kamila's arms

Camilla stroked Joseph's hair

" you want to forgive me? " ask Joseph to Kamila

" why do you have to apologize to me? ask back to kamila

" because I always make you sad" Joseph replied

" It's okay that I understand what's going on between us isn't what we want" Kamila said

" i promise you I won't make you sad anymore, will you accept me as your husband? "asked Joseph while hugging Kamila

" yes I want to " answered Kamila

" yes I will be a good husband to you" said Joseph

" well, let's go to sleep now it's been very night" said Kamila holding Joseph

" well let's "Joseph walk in Kamila's footsteps

" did you not take a shower and want to go straight to sleep? " ask Kamila because Joseph kept holding her in bed

" well, I just want to go to bed and hug you" Joseph said, still a little bit unfamiliar

" well then " answered Kamila

Joseph did not answer he just hugged the camilla with a feeling that could not be explained

They also sleep in their sleep

at midnight, Joseph woke up

look at Kamila who was asleep

" i'll learn to love you Kamila "Joseph punched Kamila's forehead and went to take a bath because she felt so sticky

In the bathroom, Joseph cleaned himself while still feeling unreasonable

" i must forget about Diamond and love Kamila tomorrow I will invite Kamila to shopping because women usually like to be invited to shopping "inner germs Joseph

After the ritual bath Joseph dressed directly back to bed again, he looked at Kamila who was asleep

" i didn't know why you lost a mother because of me

are your days a no-nonsense time when your mother is gone I believe you're a strong woman

I beg you never hate me Kamila I will always be there for you and give you such great love don't be sad again from now on "to gently stroke Kamila's hair

Joseph felt so guilty in him that he would do anything if Kamila could forgive him if he had known earlier about this fact that he might have treated Kamila well he would not have opposed this wedding

The feeling of press was very enveloping his heart But he would hide first this fact might tell at the right time when Joseph had given what made Kamila happy .

" don't ever grieve make me your back and always be happy for me Kamila " Joseph spoke while hugging Kamila he felt more relieved that Kamila was beside him there was no feeling of tightness like the beginning because maybe Kamila could accept her