Marriage Becomes Love

Chapter 106 The worst nightmare

On the other side…

No different from Rayhan, the man is now tired of digesting the feeling he is feeling. Tormenting.

For several days the man had insomnia. Every night, he thought of his wife, thinking of the fate of his marriage which was already on the verge of divorce.

Rayhan stroked the bedsheet beside him, it was so cold, his body felt so cold. If there was Ashila she would not be cold and experience this excruciating insomnia.

Surely they will hold each other, warm each other and channel their love.

***

With a heart filled with insight, Ashila was now sitting in a chair provided by the hospital.

The girl is waiting for her husband and Renata who are doing USG to prove Renata's pregnancy.

Ashila exhaled many times, she was worried about the results of the USG, it would be a determinant of the continuation of their marriage relationship.

After a long wait, the door finally opened, Rayhan looks out with a face that looks tangled. With a rash move, Ashila walked up to him. "Where, Mas?" tanyanya.

Rayhan looked at Ashila grimly. "Sorry," he said.

Soon Renata came out with a slanted smile, then walked over to Ashila and Rayhan. "Darling, I'll wait in the apartment, yeah. Today you can spend time with your wife. You want to make your promise, right?" he said as he wrapped his hand around Rayhan's, but the man immediately brushed him off.

I wanted Renata to be angry, but he said, he replaced it with a sly smile. "This way I go first, you guys are satisfied today, because tomorrow-tomorrow you can't both be like this anymore."

Renata then rubbed Ashila's shoulders. "Patience, yes," said Renata then passed away leaving the two men.

Ashila and Rayhan stared at Renata's back which was getting further away from their sight.

After Renata was completely invisible, the two people looked at him.

Ashila wiped her tears, exhaled many times, then looked at her husband. Their net was locked, clearly visible from the look of Rayhan's guilty eyes.

"No papa, Mas. I-you're not wrong, maybe this is our marriage's destiny." Ashila paused her words for a moment. "M-mas, if so, t-talak me right now."

Rayhan. "No, honey, I-I can't." The man held Ashila's fingers, begging her to retract his words.

"You promised, Mom."

"T-but, Darling–"

"Promise must be kept, my dear."

Rayhan exhaled deeply "Alright." The man paused his words for a moment. "But let me give you one last hug."

Ashila nodded. "Here, Mas."

Without warning, Rayhan immediately hugged Ashila tightly, both of them sobbing. They shed all the emotions that are within them.

After a long second hug, Ashila let go. "Now it's time for you to talk me down, Mas" said Ashila, holding back her tears.

Rayhan shook his head. "No, until whenever I'll never talk about you, I won't."

"But you promised, Mom."

"I can't do that!" Rayhan slowly retreated, leaving Ashila, running towards the hospital balcony not far from where he had been talking to his wife.

Ashila chased after her, surprised to see her husband climb the balcony guardrail, they are now on the 17th floor of the hospital.

"Mas, what do you want? Come down, Mas, don't be weird!"

"No, Mom, don't fuck me!" Rayhan continued to climb the fence, not caring about Ashila's screams that kept asking her to come down. The man closed his eyes. "Goodbye, dear. We'll meet in heaven."

"Mas..don't Mas, come down!"

Bruk!

Unexpectedly, Rayhan dropped himself off from the balcony.

Ashila widened her eyes, her body felt weak instantly, she reduced her body to the floor. "MAS RAYHAN?!!! NO…!!!

Geck, tok, tok!

The sound of knocking on the door woke Ashila from the nightmare, she blinked and wiped the forehead that was soaking her forehead.

For a moment he was stunned to remember his dream. Ashila shook her head, trying to remove the remnants of that nightmare shadow from her mind.

However, the shadow of Rayhan-Husband that plunged from the bridge kept spinning in his brain.

The girl sighed softly, glimpsed by the wall clock that showed at half-four in the morning. Ashila looked around, she was on the prayer mat, she saw the Qur'an still open in front of her, she was still wearing a mukena.

Ashila just realized, it turns out he overslept when he was reading the Qur'an earlier, he gasped when the sound of knocking on the door was heard again.

Spontaneous Ashila closes her Koran, kisses her and keeps it on the dressing table. Then he walked to the door and opened it.

"Why, Honey? Umi denger you were screaming? What's up?"

Ashila immediately hugged her uminya. "So Shila had a nightmare, Umi. Shila dreams. mas Rayhan plunged from the hospital balcony because he did not want to tell Shila, Umi." Ashila sobbed in her arms.

"Darling, dreams are just flowers sleeping, Rayhan is a grown man, there's no way he's doing such a bad thing."

***

Rayhan squeezed the rubber car's steering wheel, the man was stunned. Truly, he deeply regretted all the bad fate that befell him, why his household should be tarnished by his vile actions.

The man stepped on the brakes when he stopped at a red light.

Allahu newspaper Allahu newspaper…

Allahu newspaper Allahu newspaper…

The sound of Adhan Ashar echoed in his ears, the man turned his head to the side.

"Arin, can you go back to the office by yourself? I want to go somewhere first."

His arin-secretary nodded. "Yes, Sir. No papa, I can take a taxi home." After clearing some files, Arin got out of Rayhan's car

Rayhan drove his car back. Before long the man arrived in front of a golden-robed mosque. He parked his car, the man got out of the car took his black peci on the dashboard, and walked to the ablution.

The roll of his pants and also the sleeve of his shirt, the tap began to turn on. Pray first and then pray.

After the wudhunya is finished, his feet step into the mosque, his feet are now resting on the carpet that describes the mosque. Many worshipers are praying and some are praying. The intention was conveyed and then he began to practice circumcision.

After the completion of the prayer. Iqamah began to be preached the sign of prayer will begin soon, everyone who was there began to compile prayer shaf. Then the priest began to lead the prayer.

After the prayer. The priest began to stand up to deliver the cult that is usually done after obligatory prayer.

After the completion of the salutation and the preacher, the priestly discourse began to enter at the core. The congregation listened to him with great enthusiasm.

"Man is a place of error and sin, but remember that Allah is Oft-Forgiving and Merciful. As in the Qur'an surah az-zumar verse 53 Allah SWT says: "Say, O My servants who transgress against themselves! Do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Allah forgives all sins. Verily, He is the Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful."