
Ziko felt weak once she sat in the Corridor of the hospital anxiously waiting for news from the Doctor who handled Devina earlier Devina had realized, she was crying because the pain was getting worse. Regret haunts Ziko for leaving Devina alone when she asks Devina to call her if she wants to go to the bathroom, but maybe Devina does not want to disturb her who was in the workspace Zidan earlier.
It's been half an hour maybe Devina was in there they decided to have a caesarean section on Devina's womb, but Ziko still felt anxious. Clearly she saw Devina's agonized face and it felt like Ziko was completely limp her legs were even hard to stand.
Ziko should not have left Devina alone.
Ziko should have finished her work in the room while accompanying Devina.
"Ziko"
Ziko looked up her eyes glazed with a face full of fear clearly drawn there made Nazwa could not bear to see it.
"Quiet huh? Vina must have been fine, Mama called Devina's parents." Nazwa
Ziko gave a brief nod as she closed her eyes as Nazwa held her and without Ziko asked for tears to fall on her own.
"Fear Ma... Devina's gonna be okay, right? Ma'am scared." Ziko said with fear
Nazwa wanted to cry too.
"Ziko is calm Vina will be fine just she's strong." Nazwa said that even made Ziko not calm
"Mama... Ziko should have taken care of Vina." Said Ziko slowly
"Sst it's a pity Vina will be fine just you don't believe me." Nazwa
"Devina... Devina's not going, is she? Devina's gonna be okay, right?" Ziko said expectantly
"Yes, that's why you're calm." Nazwa
"Ziko can't take good care of Vina Ma." Said Ziko slowly
Her tears falling again made Nazwa and Zidan who saw her really feel unbearable.
Ziko was not a child who easily cried she always held back her cries so as not to fall in front of many people, but now Ziko seemed to not care.
I don't know how many people pass by Ziko cries with fear inside her.
Ziko was scared, very scared because for her Devina was half of herself.
"Mama... Ziko can't have to be without Devina." Isak Ziko
"Dear that, huh? Don't think of the weird Mama sure Vina's gonna be all right you calm down." Nazwa
Before long the sound of footsteps drew closer and Daffa appeared together with Fahisa with a look of anxious face that was so visible. Ziko did not dare to look at him looking down while rubbing his tears rough.
"Ziko how? Devina how is she?" Ask Daffa
"Devina's fine, isn't she?" Ask Fahisa slowly
Ziko did not answer and Nazwa immediately explained the situation from Devina who fell to the actions that are being done now.
Just like Ziko now Daffa also Fahisa feel lost their energy even Daffa immediately swiftly embrace Fahisa so as not to fall. Both of them looked at Ziko who looked so scared that they could not bear to see her.
Devano did not know because he was checking up with the doctor along with Adara, but when they were in the car the man was busy calling.
"Ziko"
Ziko looked up she looked chaotic once her eyes turned red from crying.
"Devina will be fine I'm sure." Daffa said
Ziko gave a short nod still with fear haunting her.
One thing Ziko knows if something happens to Devina or their two children she will never be able to forgive herself.
Ziko will probably always blame herself all her life.
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"We'll see how it goes for twenty-four hours"
The sentence was said by the Doctor who explained Devina's state and it made Ziko even more upset, but there was a little relief when the Doctor said that their child was fine. Since Ziko saw her son she was still sitting in the hospital Corridor even to see Devina into it Ziko had not done it because she was afraid.
Ziko rubbed her face rough she continued to blame herself for something like this until it had to happen. Until now Ziko has not eaten even she has not**** to eat.
"Ziko"
Again, the call made him look up he saw there were her in-laws there and immediately sat down beside her.
"Eat first." Said Fahisa
Ziko shook her head slowly.
"Yes Ziko, you ate? If Vina wakes up later and sees you, I think she'll be sad." Nazwa added
"Eat a little bit of Ziko." Said Fahisa again
Ziko stared at a packet of bread there and took it from Fahisa's hand and forcefully ate it.
Tak Ziko spent only her eating half because really Ziko really did not want to eat, she just wanted Devina.
"Ziko look at your son first you'll feel a little calm." Said Fahisa
"Yes, you and Devina are waiting for their birth, right? Now Ziko sees first Devina's new look when she's conscious." Nazwa
Ziko was silent again she really felt very anxious.
"Tuh Vano just came out now you see." Fahisa said when he saw Devano had just come out to see Devina's child
Ziko finally woke up and rubbed her face and stepped into the room. On the doorstep he passed Devano and just as the man looked anxious not to play even Devano's eyes turned red.
Clearly Devina had a fever, she was the most excited, let alone this.
"Sorry Van's wrong I can't take care of Vina." Said Ziko slowly
Devano smiled faintly and then patted Ziko on the shoulder.
"It's an accident don't blame yourself Ko I'm sure Devina's fine." Said Devano who was trying to strengthen himself as well as Ziko
Ziko gave a brief nod and walked into the room and she could see two tiny, handsome babies sleeping comfortably there.
Yes, their son is both a boy.
Ziko approached him slightly crouching down in order to see clearly.
There was a hint of relief in her heart she smiled looking at her two children who looked calm when Devina saw she must be happy.
"Child Papi... Why don't you tell Mami to wake up?" Said Ziko slowly
Ziko continued to watch them in silence and subconsciously her tears fell down again.
"It's funny that Papi's son if Mami sees he must be happy, patient, baby Mami will wake up soon"
Ziko smiled as she looked at the faces of her two children.
I hope...
Hopefully Devina will be fine because Ziko will not be able to if something happens to her beloved wife.
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Devina opened her eyes!
Ziko was really relieved when Devina opened her eyes during the day and the Doctor said her situation was improving, but she needed a complete break. Now that Ziko was inside Devina's nursery room she played Devina's free finger while continuing to stare at her face.
Devina still had no voice, but she had already woken up and was trying to smile when their gaze met. Kissing the back of Devina's hand affectionately Ziko closed her eyes for a while, feeling relieved that Devina was awake.
"Absolute Ziko huh?"
Ziko looked at Devina's face with a look of regret.
"Ziko apologizes for not being able to take good care of Vina." Ziko
Devina wanted to talk, but she couldn't stand her body still so limp.
"Should Ziko Temenin Vina continue, sorry huh? Ziko apologized for making Vina in pain." Ziko
Ziko's eyes glazed over again and Ziko let go of Devina's hand and closed her eyes wanting to cry again, a cry from her. Devina flinched looking at him especially when Ziko really sobbed.
"Sorry Vin"
Devina's hand moved slowly and rubbed Ziko's wet cheeks.
"I'm scared.... You don't like that anymore..."
Ziko wiped her tears and looked at Devina with reddened eyes then brought her face closer and kissed the old Devina's forehead.
Ziko doesn't want to lose Devina.
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