Makmum Putra Kyai
The First Delayed Night.
Seemed nafik sitting clack on the sofa of his room.he was finished stuffing and had changed clothes.look tired on his face. his mind was either glazed, where. unthinkable 2 days more there is still an event in the holy and the trip to cairo Egypt. has been imagined very tiring.
"Yes Allaah...why do I do such useless things." nafik sighed.
alwu has not come back yet.it looks like he will stay up late chatting with his friend2. nafik take off his hijab unravel long hair waist. slowly sit quietly combing in front of the dresser.
a clean white face with no make ap at all. it feels comfortable for days not to untie her hair.
"it's hard to get through all this. I guess it's as easy as wishful thinking. .." His hand movements stopped.
"Yes ALLOH until when I do something that will trouble people... hurt them what is it how big egoku.?" again the nafik did something but thought in the other direction.he moved to bed with his mouth was sadarus but the mind went nowhere. long drowsiness came.
alwi came the lights had been turned off .only there was a dim light from the lamp sleeping on the nightstand.at he saw the wife leaning on the bed until she fell asleep. in his dekayinya and sitting next to the navel stroking the long beautiful hair, the crown of the new trumpet he saw. already from a small trumpet never showed the aura of walo with women though.
"beautiful..beautiful.sukron ya zaujah you've taken care of all this for me" a warm kiss landed on the nafik forehead.
"habib don't go" a strong pull holds the alwi as it passes to change clothes.
it turns out that the lustre of his sleep pualas.he is always easily disturbed by movements as smooth as apapon.
" babib will not go where the angel" alwi again sat now leaning on the mattress.
"afwan.." nafik leaned his head.
"you promised you wouldn't cry anymore...What did I do to hurt you?" alwi remembered that afternoon as he gathered with all the weeping nafs.
"a little bit.." answered nafik.
" must be a lot. ..".alwi sighed taking a deep breath
" what I did hurt him" thought Alwi as he twisted his wife's hair.
"which wife doesn't hurt if she's always ignored?" suddenly the word just glided begifu from the mouth of the nafik.
"wouldn't that bother you if the seed grew?" alwi heart asked.
"kalo habibi still can not accept my decision yes what is the name of our relationship.?.. habib worried about my future or do not want me to be the mother of your children" alwi was shocked when there was anger there.Their eyes met each other.
" don't you think too far an angel?" alwi held his wife's body in his arms and held her tightly.
" you are the only one who is most worthy .. afwan if it hurts you." whispered alwi in the ear of the trumpet.
" so painful are you. I've hurt you. Let's fix it all" alwi wiped the tears gently lovingly.
"let's fix everything.." alwi kissed the wife's loving-friend.
that night they gave each other acceptance in an intimacy. channeling the desires that are buried in shame. wasting away bad thoughts hurt each other. already no longer worry about the possibility of doubting the heart of the heart.
choosing to unite their egos.bringing aside unnecessary wishful thinking in the bonds of love that are anchored in worship to God.
uniting themselves in true love.no need to worry about hurting each other and harming each other. Because they want each other . mwlwbut relationship into one very strong bond....
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