Makmum Putra Kyai

Aulia Alwi is Pondering.

The afwan.....

I hurt you again habib.

going away from you leaves a beam of wounds leaving a bitter memory.hurt you again and now deepens.the wound that cannot be seen by the eye but is so painful.

I'm just scared.

fear of losing you fear you change when I leave . then I strengthen myself if what I say is true.

so that we don't hurt each other with the disobedience of dishonesty.....

now I know what I did was right . and I'm sick myself.

syukrons....

you've been present the day you were present carrying the omnipotent love.You've changed my outlook on life.

you have managed to get me yahkin to choose you.

choosing you to be my priest to heaven NYa.

but now I hurt you....

I hope one day you can forgive me.

forget all my ego.

make the queen in your heart forever.

trumpet

I'd like you to go. ...

go chasing the dream that you have strung together for so long. I am indeed afraid far from you.

afraid losing you.

afraid you'll forget your nature.

afraid you're out of my sight.

but I learned sincerely. ..

maybe by being far apart there whose name longs to come struck.

add beauty to love.

coloring a romance.

it gives a new feeling called longing.

there it will begin to unravel the resentment and anger so that it will go away.

i'm upset....

what's on your mind.?

don't you believe in my love..?

I can resist the miss.

I'll try to hold him back and wait for you.

until all your goals are accomplished.

and we are reunited to live the household with Sakinah mawadah and rohmah.

duhai. ..

you are the most beautiful gift I have ever had.

the beautiful look of your smile changes my world.

I said that in my eyes you are everything.

your presence colors the world.

alwis....

clear lips flow slowly.it can not be held anymore.has wet the faces of these two people.the two do not realize each other if in their chest there is a painful burden. but they mutually meyahkinkan if now it is ready with all the consequences of each choice.

the hue of sadness does exist, but more into relief. have expressed each other's hearts content between them.

OH ALLAH....

YOU ARE ALMIGHTY, ALMIGHTY, NOW I CRY OVER YOU. I WANT TO EXPRESS MY DESIRE. PLEASE TAKE CARE OF MY HABIT . MAKE HER HEART FOREVER MINE. MAYBE I'M ANOTHER SELFISH ON THE OTHER LIPS IN THE HEART. BUT HOW ELSE AM I JUST A HUMAN BEING. WHO HAVE WORLDLY DESIRES WHO FEAR BEING HURT.

MAKE ALL HIS WISHES COME TRUE. CONSIDERING HE IS YOUR OBEDIENT SERVANT.

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O ALLAH THE ALL-GREAT, THE ALL-POWERFUL, THE HEREAFTER. THE SKY AND THE EARTH. ALL IN YOUR CONTROL. THIS TIME I PLEADED DEEPLY. BEGGING THE TRUE COMPLAINT. TAKE CARE OF MY BIDADATIKU WHO WANTS TO GET AWAY FROM ME. TAKE CARE OF YOUR SOUL AND BODY. TAKE CARE OF HER LOVE, KEEP HER FEELINGS. AND I WILL TRY TO DO IT ALL FOR HER.

I'LL ALWAYS STRADDLE RINDI. MISS THE HALAL. UNTIL LATER WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN KAGI SAIL THE ARK TOGETHER. YOUR KERIDOAN.

they pound after pouring out the contents of the heart. is now starting to steady with the choices that will be chosen and traveled.

they returned home because it was now dusk

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