
“Looks like I'm not cut out to be a mafia.” Shadow muttered as Kai examined his wound.
“Redden?” Kai chuckled at the sad face of his lover. It captures if the trauma still looms over Shadow.
“Seems like. I'm just endangering you. Fortunately mama in Berlin did not know about this.”
Kai slowly pitched the plaster on Shadow's shoulder, then stared as he covered in a knotty smile. “Mama know, and very angry.”
Shadow flinched in shock. “Serious mom knows?”
“Yes, papa and mama know. Among my five bodyguards, there was one person who became my mother's spy. I don't know who it is, because no one wants to confess. He was very loyal to my mother, and every move was reported to my mother. Except for the last mission, mama only found out when you were saved.” Bright Kai.
“God.” Shadow cupped his face. “Terus?”
Kai smiled looking gently at his lover. “Papa's pocket and mom will be here.”
“Does mom know if we stay at dad's house?” Shadow blinked while thinking about the thing he had to prepare. Especially mental.
“Know. I've spoken to Mama, Shaw. Mama wants us to go back to Berlin and live there. According to my mom, Berlin is safer than Hollywood. What do you think, Shaw?” Persuade Kai while holding his lover's arm.
For a moment Shadow thought, examining Kai's many true words. Entering the third day after his abduction, Shadow is often awakened in the middle of the night by the same dream. Shadow had always dreamed of Nana and Kazue, the incident of the two dying hugging each other could not just disappear in his memory.
Shadow did not tell Kai about it, for him it was common to see a traumatic event and bring it to the subconscious. Shadow sleeps alone, he's not together with
Kai to his – men do not know those nightmares. Maybe Shadow when he regained consciousness, he still thought about the contents of Nana's head that dared to use Kazue and resulted in the fate of both of them ending tragically.
In the eyes of Shadow, Nana had a unique Asian beauty. Beautiful face, sharp narrow eyes, long black hair, beautiful body. Not too thin and also not contained, Nana is perfect. If only the woman would be grateful for what she has, of course Nana will not end up with a terrible fate.
Honey, it's all over. Survivors can only remember before they forget. People come and go for various reasons, some present only to destroy the order of life and some improve it. For Kazue and Nana, the presence of the two of them gave Shadow many valuable lessons.
From the tragedy he experienced, Shadow also
overshadowed by feelings of guilt towards Alexandre. The handsome actor beat out Shadow's parents' happiness when he was rediscovered. Time and again Alexandre called out an apology as well as gratitude for Shadow surviving the incident involving him.
Alexandre was suddenly very concerned, yes before the incident the actor often sent messages but not in the chatroom by Shadow.
"Mama and papa will stay at Sky's house" said Kai made Shadow aware of the daydream.
Shadow's brown beads gnawed beautifully. "I also want to meet Serenade, Lake and Forest. Can we take them for a walk?" tanyanya expectantly.
Kai scrambled Shadow's black mane while chuckling. "Your shoulder hasn't healed yet, and Forest isn't the kind of baby who lives in his car, Shaw. How about Nada alone, it's easier to set up and the kid's so funny."
"Yes, I want to." said Shadow cheerfully. Although rarely met with his lover's twin brother, Kai often shares photos and videos of Sky children. They are cute and adorable kids.
Although they have come to the discussion of the wedding, Kai has never uttered anything about life after that, except that they will stay in Berlin. Even Shadow let everything flow as it is, especially Kai still thinking about Black Panther. It is attached to the pumping heart and the flow of blood that flows inside the man's body.
"How can you be so tough? While I'm just dealing with people like Nana, it's ruined everything. I dare not think about the next Black Panther mission. Can't imagine yourself coming empty-handed against dozens of Yakuza. I want to die, Kai. Just by thinking of such a thing." said Shadow as he cupped Kai in the face, sinking into the man's blue bead.
Kai muttered short, his eyeballs rising upwards indicating that he was thinking, analyzing Shadow's question.
"Mama knows the process from zero, not like you. Since childhood grandfather forged a mental mama, befriended papa, build Black Panther together. Hm.. Mama's great, yeah she's great."
Shadow assented while nodding small. From body language, he has judged that an Aurora Kila is a very tough person. The woman who never looked weak in Shadow's eyes.
"You have great admiration for Mama, Mr. Mafia."
"certain. Mama's my heartbeat, Shaw." Kai quickly chimed in.
"Sure mom is your heartbeat, baby. The question for me is, why don't you look for a woman as tough as mama?" ask Shadow suddenly. He was discouraged by his ability, feeling weak from being able to do anything. Shadow is nothing when juxtaposed with Kai's heartbeat.
"Nobody is as tough as mama, Shaw." he said, shaking his head.
What if you found a woman like that, would you leave me ?
Shadow shook his head, when the monologue was over.
Kai took a long breath. "I never thought I'd fall in love with a girl like you, Shaw. It all happened so naturally, God arranged the meeting between the two of us, opened my heart when I saw you roaring on the beach. Ah that's so funny."
Shadow laughing. "You're evil. Saying my face like a ghost just because my mascara is gone. I've never met a man who speaks as completely as you."
Kai flicked his shoulders then pulled Shadow's fingers to stand up. Ricchi's shouting voice calling them for lunch made him move before being overtaken by the middle-aged man.
"Honestly, if I had never spoken like that before, Shaw. I was just being open with Brother Ibo and Sky" Kai said as he hugged Shadow's waist.
"Yes, this means we're fighting. You know, not if it's something that's present that can't be predicted. Flowing like water, blowing like the wind." chirped Kai who made Shadow laugh out loud.
"Please, stop it. You're not very fit to be a poet, Mr. Mafia. Stay on your path." Shadow's laughter was so alive that Kai could sigh in relief. Apparently Nana's tragedy did not make Shadow slumped and depressed, her lover seemed fine.
...
Shadow was a little awkward when setting foot in Sky's house, the atmosphere of her lover's twin sister's house was very crowded. All the members of the Kai family seem to be gathering in Hollywood. Shadow was finally able to talk to Isla and Adrien. Kai has a great big brother, and they are very open about accepting Shadow.
Actually Shadow had no confidence, faced with his lover's brother. He compared the difference in the contents of his account balance with the couple, which, if likened to Mount Everest and Shadow, was only a 10-centimeter-high mound.
"You need to be more patient with Kai, Shaw. She's the youngest because Sky is getting married faster. Sometimes the mindset is still immature. Hope you can understand it." Isla said wisely while stroking the familiar Shadow's arm.
"Thank you, Brother Ibo." said Shadow sincerely. He could not deny if the man who stood not far from Isla had a very handsome face. Adrien occasionally exchanged smiles at him, the man did not say much. Shadow also certainly can not chimed in the words of someone who is in the top five richest people in the world.
"I want to borrow you." A embrace on his back made Shadow turn his head abruptly. Apparently Kila, the mother of her lover without permission and so intimately pulled her out of the living room without caring about Isla and the people.
"Finally my mother escaped the small army." Isla laughed brightly as she walked towards the pool.
"But mama likes it, has a lot of grandchildren. Isla 4 and Sky 3, how many kids are you planning to have?" kila continued, which made Shadow gasp in shock at the question of the woman who loved her lover the most.
"We haven't talked about it yet, ma." Shadow replied weakly.
"Only here away from the crowds of people, son. Mama didn't bring you here to discuss the number of your children. But, about yesterday's incident" Kila said as she sat next to Shadow. The look on the face of the woman who gave birth to Kai now looks more serious, Shadow also tensed waiting for the words pearl from Kila.
Kila took a deep breath as she stared fixedly at Shadow's face, a gaze that exposed the things she wanted to hide from everyone, including Kai himself.
"You had a bad dream, huh baby? Did that haunt you?" keka Kila with words like a sharp arrow stuck right in his heart.
Shadow bowed with a misty brown bead. Now her fingers were tightly held by Kila, a pair of hands that channeled power into Shadow's weak soul.
"That's normal, my son." Kila rubbed Shadow's cheek while raising her head that had been still down.
"There's a feeling of giving up, ma. Shaw, I feel like the mafia world is not my way of life. It's too sadistic, seeing people die so easily. But on the other hand, I love Kai so much." whispered Shadow staring at Kila's loving and also very strong face.
"Mama understands, baby. But don't ever think like that mess with how you feel about Kai. He's a very strong boy, but everything related to you, Kai is very weak. Mama is like Kai, only your papa makes you weak. Mama is sure, if you take an important lesson from yesterday's events, it won't happen again. You're close to Conley, aren't you?"
Shadow nodded strongly. "Yes, mom. All of Kai's bodyguards are great, including Conley."
Kila smiled as she fixed Shadow's hair that fell on the cheek. Shadow blushed at the affection of the woman who gave birth to her lover. Kila pays attention like Shadow is her own biological child.
"When Kai is busy, stay near Conley. He's a great man, you're safe with him." Kila's words sounded an order, inevitably Shadow nodded without any coercion.
"I'm not as tough as my mom. It's even so weak." I Shadow poured out his heart.
Kila nodded understanding Shadow's feelings. "A Shadow Faburun doesn't need to be tough like a mama, or like Kai's five great bodyguards. Shadow just needs to accompany Kai, give strength, ideas, suppress the anger of the mama's child. Devotes attention and love, because that's all Kai needs. Shadow is tough according to the portion. Even so, this beautiful mama's daughter, remains a Black Panther. The blood flowing through your body, fused with thousands of other Black Panther members. No force can make you part. This is a life to death covenant. Shadow will accompany Kai until the next successor is born."
Shadow sobbed listening to Kila's words, his doubts disappeared in a moment, the shadows of Nana and Kazue vanished without a trace in his heart and mind. Shadow was so fascinated by Kila's power, just his words and spirit now blazing intensely.
"I want to be strong like my mother and loving like my father." Shadow hugged Kila.
"We have plenty of time, baby. You're going with your mama back to Berlin. At least if you're in Berlin, mom and dad have a reason not to attend our friends' boring party." kila joked up.
"Thank you, ma. Now Shadow is more relieved."
"A mother must know the heart of all her children, right?" Kila ended the hug with a kiss on Shadow's cheek.
"Mama's the best." praise Shadow in amazement to Kila.
Kila smiled sweetly and pinched Shadow's cheek. "Amom's daughter-in-law, you're the special one, baby. Wh why? Because you've become the companion of a leader of a very large mafia organization. Kai needs you to stay strong near him, and papa's mama will continue to support you. So, spirit!" exclaim Kila as a teenage boy. Shadow laughed at the free entertainment of his lover's mother.
"Spirit!" Shadow returned Kila's call while raising both of his fists in the air.
"This is my son's new." back in the soft pinch landed on Shadow's cheek. Kila, the woman who does not seem to be confused with Dee, Shadow's biological mother, now runs agile when she hears a call from a white-blinded man. Not Kai, but Hugo Chan.
Shortly after, Kai followed after Kila returned to the house.
"What does Mama say?" Kai asked embracing carefully Shadow whose shoulders were still in recovery.
Shadow glanced mischievously at the handsome face and sensual lips of the Black Panther leader.
"Hm.. Mama asked me, how many kids are we gonna have?"
"Seriously?" Kai widened his eyes as well as his beautiful lips were gaping.
Shadow chuckled and it was her turn - it pinched her lover's cheek in a fit of anxiety.
"I told Mama, if we want a lot of children. Maybe like Kak Ibo who only needs to contain twice" he said then stood up in a hurry.
"Hey, Shaw. When?" kai shouted after his lover who laughed cheerfully.
"When what?" tanya Shadow furrowed her brows. Now his arm was being grabbed by Kai as if it was not tomorrow for the two of them.
"Starting giving grandchildren to mama? Later tonight?" the expanse of the blue sea was like a flood that slid down every recess of the Shadow heart.
"Papa... Bawdy kai!" shadows shouted, and his lips were smothered by Kai.
"No, I'm just kidding." Kai shook his head strongly, that handsome face was suddenly as white as his man.
Shadow laughed out loud, then hugged his lover tightly.
"You're so adorable, Mr. Mafia. And I love you so much."
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alo pet💕,
more actions? or more romance?
or both..
do you think there is such a strong love in the black world?
I don't think there is..
[there's a double up for this chapter]
loves, love,
D😘