LUZIANA LOOKING FOR LOVE

GOOD BYE MY WIFE

In front of the door of the ER, the atmosphere still looks tense, riled face mixed with anxiety and anxiety can not be hidden anymore by the three of them.

Ting…

The Red Light on the ER door has changed which was red has now changed to green.

cekrek….

"Family patient?" ask a Doctor who just came out of the ER room.

"Oh yes I Doc" replied Jarwo quickly.

"To my room sir, there is something we should talk about" he told Jarwo with a serious face.

"Okay Doc" he replied as he followed the Doctor from behind.

"Please sit down sir" he told Jarwo.

"So this is sir." said the doctor to Jarwo.

The doctor who handles Minem, explained at length to Jarwo, that Jarwo must choose between two important choices in his life.

Like eating simalakama fruit, Jarwo looks confused by the two choices that the Doctor addressed to him, how Jarwo did not confuse the audience.

The first option is that his wife survived but the uterus will remain in the womb, and that will obviously make the patient will not have offspring.

The child's second choice may be saved but the mother may not be helped.

And the doctor asked Jarwo to make a decision quickly because the time he had was very thin.

Jarwo left the doctor's room to his in-laws while crying leaves ran.

"Wo... How's minem?" ask Minah and Dirmo again to Jarwo.

Notya answered Jarwo instead pulled both hands of his father-in-law while running towards the room of the Doctor who handles the Minem.

Jarwo explained to his two in-laws who were assisted by the Doctor so that there was no misunderstanding in making a decision.

Not long after his two-in-law advised Jarwo to prefer his grandson, they mengikhlaskan Minem.

All these decisions are not based on the heart or how the reader thinks to Jarwo's in-laws, but this decision was based on something more severe that would happen to Minem in the future if they chose the rescued Minem.

With a heavy heart and a small cry that is very painful and deep, finally Jarwo signed a document containing an agreement on the absence of patient family demands to the Doctor later in life with his decision taken at this time.

After they finished, they sat back in the waiting room.

"Wo, this is mom bringing you a change of clothes" he said while giving a black crackle bag containing Jarwo clothes.

"Kesuwun Bu, Jarwo all want to go to the mosque first sir" his camit as he passed away.

On the toilet of Jarwo Hospital immediately cleansed himself of the blood and sweat that had dried up on his body and clothes.

After finishing with his bath Jarwo rushed to purify himself with water wudlu, he was seen moving towards the mosque available at the Hospital.

In Jarwo mushola looks solemn with his prayers, in each prostration Jarwo looks poignant cry asking for the best decision and generosity of the creator of heaven and earth.

After finishing with his prayer Jarwo was seen prostrating again while crying, but somehow maybe because of tired Jarwo unconscious until he fell asleep in his prostration.

In his sleep Jarwo dreamed Minem came to him with the style of Ihrom and led a young boy with his right hand.

"Sir... Is this really you?" jarwo asked the minem while rubbing his eyes.

Smiling at Jarwo, Minem left the handsome little boy on Jarwo.

"Sir... Who is this?" ask Jarwo again at the minem who is always smiling.

"Mas Jarwo I titip Jono same you ya mas!" he kissed Jarwo's cheek quickly.

"Where are you going to Dek?" jarwo asked at the minem with glassy eyes.

"Mas, thank you for loving minem wholeheartedly, Minem has to go home, Minem will wait there for mas" said Minem sambi showed a dazzling white light for anyone who saw it.

Minem kissed the back of Jarwo's hand and passed away leaving Jarwo, who was holding a small child, to a very blinding light.

"Dec…. Deck... Don't go!!!"jarwo shouted calling out to the minem who left him.

"Sir.. sir.wake up sir" cried someone patted Jarwo's shoulder.

At once Jarwo gasped in shock and realized from his dream.

"Sorry sir, I overslept" Jarwo said to the prayer janitor.

Jarwo decided to wash his face and return to the waiting room, waiting for the results of the Doctor's work.

Arriving in the waiting room Jarwo found his two in-laws who had fallen asleep with their heads down.

Jarwo's view that now no longer feel sleepy again focused on the door of the ER, the room where his wife is still handled by experts.

Prayer and remembrance never escaped Jarwo's mouth, hoping for a miracle alloh happened to his son and wife.

Two hours passed now time was approaching dawn, but Jarwo's view was still not separated at the door of the ER.

Ting…

The ER lamp is now back to green again, indicating the doctors have stopped its surgical activity.

Ccr…..

"The family of Saminem's patient" asked a doctor while circulating his eyes looking for someone.

"I yes Doc, myself, how are my wife and daughter doing Doc?" jarwo asked enthusiastically.

Unknowingly the chatter of the two adults was heard and woke Dirmo and minah who had been asleep.

"Sorry sir, we can only try, God's decision is still decisive" the doctor replied to Jarwo.

Dirmo and Saminah approached the two adults.

"I mean Doctor?" ask Dirmo and minah at the same time.

"Sorry sir, Ma'am, Alloh loves Minem's mother, Minem's mother, "her answer hangs because he could not bear to see the sad face of the patient's family.

Instantly Jarwo broke in without the permission of the Doctor, looking for certainty from the answer of the hanging Doctor.

After in the room Jarwo found Minem who was stiffened with a pale face like a corpse.

Attached the index finger Jarwo on Minem's nose, hoping for a breath of life, but after some time the results were nil.

Jarwo rubbed Minem's forehead and kissed him for the last time, Jarwo had realized that the dream that appeared when he kowtowed on the mushola was a sign of his beloved wife's favor to him.

The tightness in the chest now can not be held anymore, shed tears Jarwo wet his cheeks.

"Insya alloh Dek, mas already sincere about your departure" sad speech Jarwo while half prostrate holding Minem's hand.

Dirmo and minah who have understood the true situation can only look and accept the destiny of God as written in the life of each person.