Loving While Waiting for Divorce

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At the end of a deserted terrace under a clear sky with thousands of stars but not as bright as Vino's heart at the moment, Vino stood pecking with a cigarette and a cell phone he held in his hand, Vino is not a cigarette addict he used to consume this tobacco if he is confused as it is today

Under the moonlight that was full of light, Vino faintly felt his heart goosebumped, the occasional heavy sigh was heard to signal the surrounding objects that were silent, silent, if he is not okay now

"Tell me to live without you Ndah."

"Tell me how to erase your shadow in my heart so it can disappear without pain."

" I really miss you this time Ndah" Vino ventured to send Lovely a message because he was really in the throes of turmoil

Click, message sent.

Vino smiled bitterly, cursing his soul who was unable to stop the mischief of his itchy finger wanted to say hello Beautiful even though only through a message, this time in his dispose of his pride, he fell, he fell, fall in the charm of the wife who will be in her stay soon

Vino claimed not to have the power to fight against the pounding of the soul who called the name Beautiful

Tring, the sound of a reply made Vino impatient to read her

"Mas don't miss, this is your heart's choice don't make it beautiful to feel guilty about this, because to me longing doesn't have to be together."

In the dimness of the moonlight, Vino spelled out word for word to reply to the message Beautiful

Vino realized that Beautiful is not his anymore Vino entered into a house that looks quiet without Beautiful he tried to sleep tonight with a beautiful face shadowed beside him

****

This afternoon Diandra was waiting for Vino on the terrace of his boarding house

"Why so long Vin, tired of waiting for him" annoyed Diandra

Diandra does want to call Vino, sometimes mas if his mood is improving

" I have to finish my work first Di, besides you don't want to be picked up with a motorbike I have to take the car first at Mr. Amran's house" explained Vino

"Then buy a car donk can not be a famous model rich I have to ride a motorcycle around the city, can catch a cold" answered Diandra ketus

Diandra always said that she was a famous model but there was not a single advertising star that she played right, for the magazine also Vino has not seen her

" Let's go later in the night you are mostly dumb now mas" said Diandra pulled Vino's hand into the car

It must be because over and over again talking to the same beautiful, ugly innocent woman that swore Diandra in the heart

Diandra pulled out her slightly messy hair in the cold night wind. Vino shouldn't have driven his car this fast. Diandra wants Vino to run his car slowly, although the atmosphere of the city at night is not a strange thing, because a few years ago this city was the most fun place to fill some of his long days with Vino, but being able to come back to this city with the man she loved was incredible for Diandra

"Mas, why stay quiet?" Diandra glanced at Vino who from earlier felt only silent without a word

"Let's go mas, we look for a fancy restaurant that has a relaxing place, must be delicious food," said Diandra tried to give a suggestion.Vino just shook his head slowly, his handsome face remained frozen staring at the road through.

"Then, we should pull over for a moment, I want us to talk" said Diandra, who felt Vino looked different

"Mass? "

"Hm... "

"Enough, Vin What's wrong with you? Lately I've seen you change if you're sorry I'm back in town" Diandra snapped

Vino just turned his head for a while, he pulled his car over and took Diandra down

"What do you want to talk about?" tanya Vino started the conversation after ordering the two sugarcane ice cubes that were all around them

"I don't want to eat or drink in a place like this." Diandra refuses when Vino's order comes

Vino just smiled he drank his own ice water because he felt thirsty

"I feel like you've changed lately, Mom. I felt, after Indah left, slowly there began to be a distance between us. What's up, Mas?" diandra asked for an explanation

Diandra felt she should know the reason behind Vino's cold-turned attitude. Is it possible that the man regretted having chosen her? If it is very stupid according to Diandra because she is much more beautiful than the beautiful female culott who always look ancient, it is, to just dress up Beautiful can not let alone satisfy Vino believed Diandra will never be able to in fact she was not pregnant until now.

"Jawab, Mom. I'm not used to being treated like this. I'm not used to having a dubious relationship, even if I lose my pride asking you to take me to the woman's house"

" What about our wedding preparations?" ask Vino

"Nearly done everything, the invitation has been spread, especially to the closest people."

Silence, Vino did not immediately reply. His breathing was heavy, it seemed like he did not like hearing the woman's answer by his side.

"Why, Mom? I see you're not enthusiastic about our wedding preparations lately." asked Diandra restlessly.

"I'm sorry, Di. Looks like.., I can't forget Beautiful" I'm honest Vino

"I can't erase the beautiful shadow in my heart, I'm sorry...."

"Enough, Mas, don't you go on again, you know what will happen if we don't get married, your mother's self-esteem that you bet mas" cried Diandra, her eyes did not feel red

"Then what does it mean for our love, our memories and all the struggles we've had for this relationship?"

Vino was silent, he had no intention of having Diandra argue tonight

Even just to wipe the tears of Diandra who had soaked her cheeks was reluctant Vino

"Let's go home Di, it looks like I need time to fully love you like I used to."

"Mass? "

"I want you to change a little, so that I do not regret choosing you and abandoning my beautiful wife" Vino's pressure made Diandra even more upset

Diandra clenched her hands, she was jealous if her appeal with a beautiful woman who was clearly far from her, she was jealous,vino used to adore her so much but why when she came back again Vino instead asked her to change, this is what she is, Diandra was used to being flattered and in the puja of men

After paying for his order, without further ado Vino got up and walked towards the parked car not far away

Look you're beautiful, I'm not used to losing anyone. I will prove, I am the most perfect woman first, now and then and I am the only woman who has the right to have Vino not you swearing Diandra in heart

Diandra pulled out the hair that covered part of her face, a sly smile, poking from the lips of the beautiful woman

It did not take long they arrived at the Diandra kost, Diandra used to live with her uncle and aunt but now she chose the boarding house to be more comfortable and free

"Come on, Mas go in first yuk," persuaded Diandra when Vino opened the door of his car

"Dear baby, I'd love you to spend the night with me." Whispering Diandra with a voice that sounded seductive made Vino stunned her normal man let alone how long Beautiful left her

"No Di, I'll just go home" Vino refused, he still had control of himself not wanting to commit adultery

"You must not be a hypocrite, when a thousand men willingly kneel at my feet to beg for love, your rejection is absurd mas, you do not want satisfaction" accused Diandra made Vino speechless

Talk satisfaction is he who is married so he knows that it is a need, he said, how can this girl who is still in girl status speak of what satisfaction Diandra out there has played with other men, thought Vino

Diandra's eyes threatened, she was not used to accepting rejection.

"In the meantime we're getting married, what's keeping you from touching me? " diandra's low voice tried to seduce Vino, making Vino's body go back and lined up to the car's backrest. The man tried to dodge, as Diandra wanted to grab her lips

"I'm sorry Di, we can't do something like this" Vino replied

"Don't be a hypocrite, don't insult me because you don't want to do an *** with me, don't call my name Diandra if you can't get you out of my arms."

Vino was pensive, his eyes staring at the shadow of the woman who had been present in every prostration, the future mother of his children.

Very low, the way he reached my heart. Whisper's disappointed.

"Wait, Di" Vino brushed Diandra's hand that had embraced her body, she felt uneasy in the arms of the woman who was not her current muhrim because Indah had guided her many things about religion, she said, understandably the hijab woman knows more about religion than Vino

Diandra looks disappointed with Vino's attitude that does not want to accept his treatment

"Look at my eyes Di, aware that we haven't been kosher all these years together you should understand who the man standing before you is." Vino's voice grew colder.

"I've always wanted to have you, to remember you and love you unconditionally, but I'm also the only man who never tried to touch you, "

Vino again exhaled a rough breath while Diandra's face flushed red with anger

"I did love you at first sight, but I couldn't touch and have you in such a despicable way, let me go, and we thought again about our "firm marriage Vino immediately walked away

"Who taught you to turn into a hypocritical man? "asked Diandra, her voice rising as Vino moved away from her

"Beautiful, he taught me how to love women nobly, I never even touched his hand, before Ijab kabul and he taught me a lot about religion, he said,it's not wrong that her parents gave her the name Beautiful because indeed her behavior is as beautiful as her name" replied Vino, her voice trembling withstanding the thump of her soul? remembering a beautiful person is one of the most beautiful in his life.

Diandra's approaching

Plaque !!

Suddenly a loud slap landed on Vino's cheek making this handsome man grimace

"It's enough that you've said indirectly that I'm a cheap woman. Go, I don't like your hypocrisy Vin, go...!!!," Jerak Diandra left Vino who was sculpting.

Vino let Diandra go, he himself did not understand why Diandra easily invite him to sin even though only a few days longer waiting for the official marriage

Vino got into the car, now it's just a beautiful shadow that is in his memory

"What are you doing now? I'm getting homesick" Inner Vino who keeps breaking through his cold tonight