Loving While Waiting for Divorce

Stuffy

The eyes of the beautiful old woman who gave birth to Sendu stared intently, at the two figures who were away from her house, Diandra and Vino, Although silent, she watched everything that happened, she watched everything that happened, behind the window curtains in his house. Her chest rumbled with a million disappointed and wounded, watching Beautiful collapse on the perverted floor after closing the door, Beautiful stuffed tightness in her chest since earlier she was resistant and finally her tears spilled, as strong as she is, She is a woman who has pain that has a soft feeling

The woman who used to be called the mother grabbed the shoulders of Beautiful who sat on the floor looking Beautiful crying bitterly, in the hug of her daughter this

" Cry if it makes you feel relieved" said Ms Ida

The golden twilight rays that broke through the window curtain that unfolded further made Indah feel injured.

As a woman, she understands what her child is feeling at this time.bu Ida rubbed both cheeks wet Beautiful, hoping to bandage the wound of the heart of her youngest child

Silent, there was no other sound besides the beautiful sobs and whirling wind combined with the sound of bamboo leaves rubbing against each other in the wind at the end of the drought.

"Sometimes we find things difficult and painful in marriage. This life is not always beautiful son, joy and sorrow come and go, no one man continues in pleasure, no one, nor do we continue in sorrow and sorrow, for the truth is that God is testing us, that we may become stronger and always remember him,you know son if we surrender to God he will give the best for us," he said make Beautiful hold back the sediment.

" Maybe Vino is not your soul mate or your matchmaking period is over"

After a long time of hiding her face by cupping both hands in the face, Lovely finally raised her head, exhaling her wheeze into the air.

"Betraying is sick, you also understand, let alone betraying people - people we trust are much sicker. Be a woman who is patient and strong, because the trials are not ceaselessly approaching people who believe and are patient, if married to Vino you are left not yet know what happens in the future, he said,the important thing is that you have to be strong, son." Beautiful mother wiped the ends of her eyes that helped children see the suffering of her daughter

" Mom, what is Beautiful wrong if you want to maintain a beautiful household, Beautiful not the power to hold mas Vino not to go from the Beautiful life of ma'am"

" Kid there comes a time when you fight and be fought by someone. Be patient and focus on strengthening yourself now, Rest assured God will present the best for you let Vino spell love for you correctly, let him understand that your presence is not only a necessity when he is betrayed, but your presence is needed because he does love you, let him feel lost when you leave."

Beautiful sigh, felt in the stab of thousands of knives on his chest at this time he slowly rubbed his heart that pain.His parents were always amazing never blame anyone in his household, he was, it is never oil when there is fire, Beautiful gentle demeanor descends from her mother this simple and uneducated woman who when she was young was only a small farmer married to her father made her mother's life change but one that never changed simplicity and humility despite the many gossip out there he remains legowo facing his, old woman who always taught him about life full of meaning makes Beautiful become a polite person

The eyes of the twilight woman who has eaten a lot of salt acid life is glazed. At the end of his age, he must find the beautiful household of his daughter at the end of the horn.

"Ndah, take the water of ablution Weep on the prayer mats, complain to the Gusti of Allah about all things. Let the Gusti of God decide the best thing for your household," said the Beautiful mother gently.

Lovely wept bitterly, hugged the frail body that had given him the water of life and love. In old women that Indah learned a lot of the meaning of violence and life

" Mom, maybe some time in the future Indah will find a Religious subpoena, for divorce proceedings Indah" said Indah in a soft voice barely audible.

His mother listened carefully, occasionally the sound of wind whirling against the lush bamboo leaves accompanied their conversation.

"In a moment, Indah will bear the title of widow Ma'am."

"You embarrassed, son?" ask her mom to cut the conversation

Beautifully silent, her lips smiled bitterly.

"Don't be ashamed, son, Widow is not insulting let alone noble, better than having a husband from the results of depriving, a woman's self-worth is not attached to the status that is her destiny, she said, but on the behavior and wisdom of everyone knows you Ndah, or your nature no one will doubt you only destiny is not on your side at this time son, Mother, Mother,your father and brother are always there for you, you do not love us and God who accompanies you" said Ida bu grasping hands Beautiful gives strength to this daughter

Lovely smiled softly, trying to digest what the woman who had given birth to him said

"If indeed the Gusti Allah has outlined your marriage to this end, do not be sad. You can restart your life with us here, you can start teaching again like you used to here, let your time be more useful to the crowd, son, don't let sadness rule you"

" Yes Ma'am, Indah will return to teaching as before here and Indah wants to open a study for the children of ma'am so that Beautiful days can be filled with useful things"said Beautiful and embraced by his mother

" There's no hard life, son. As long as we are willing to fight and try, more importantly we must be grateful for what Gusti God has given us"

Lovely looked at the eyes of the woman he loved so much, slowly nodding and wasting her breath he felt was tight.

" Let's get up soon, take your Wudhu, Believe me if your suffering is as wide as the sea, then the mercy of God is greater than the expanse of heaven and earth and God will always love every people who will come to complain to him"

Lovely wiped her tears and immediately rose up perhaps as her in staring at her heart back at this moment.