Loving my Friend's Father

Mita's Regret

Mita looked at Willy's back which was getting further away. After hearing the words Willy will think of a reference with Keyla to make his chest tight. It turns out talking is easy. But the effect is incredible. Like today Mita who is too easy to ask Keyla and Willy to refer. But after hearing Willy's reply, Mita was already feeling sidelined. Mita held her chest that was getting claustrophobic. The tears could not be held back. Considering Willy admits he still loves Keyla, making the tears even more rushing out.

Mita rubbed it rough. Mita felt stupid for a moment. Mita feels that what Willy feels for her is love but obsession. Mita just realized. That he loves you too much Willy. While Willy was only fascinated with her beauty and could be just to taste a virgin girl.

Mita suddenly remembers all of Ratmi's grandmother's rejection when she first learned of her relationship. Mita could see that what the grandmother said was already evident now. Still a few months of households. Willy has dared to admit that he still loves his ex-wife. And even said he would rethink the reference.

Mita gets out of bed. Stand in front of the mirror and look at his face. Mita reached out her hand to take something from the drawer. She took the contraceptive pill from the drawer and took it. She no longer wanted to conceive a child from a husband who loved her half. Mita changed her mind. She would not allow her youth just to become her husband's lustful satisfier. Mita plans to continue her studies outside the city.

Mita turned around when she heard the sound of the bathroom door opening. Mita walked towards the small table in the corner of the room. Mita takes out her book and leaves for Alda's room. Sad times like this. Mita needs to share friends.

"Om, I'm going to Alda's room."

Willy only answered yes when Mita said goodbye to Alda's room. In front of the door Mita ventured to turn her body. He saw Willy spraying perfume on his body. And from the mirror. Mita could see the husband's face. Mita saw Willy seemed so happy. After this, Mita finds out that Willy is definitely going to Billy's room. Mita finally stepped away from the room towards Alda's room.

Mita opened the room slowly, the owner had not yet returned. Mita feels this room is a suitable place to be alone. Mita is sure, Alda will be home a long time. With Nino, Alda will forget about time. Mita slowly entered. Mita saw a wall full of pictures of Alda. Photos of Alda and himself as they have since been in blue white uniforms. Various poses with a cheerful smile. Mita smiled looking at the photo. His friendship with Alda was a very sweet one. But ever since he married Willy, the friendship has slowly come to a distance. And Mita's conscious. Distance exists because it is he who makes it.

Mita once thought, after a relationship with Willy get the blessing of Alda. Their friendship will go back to normal as usual. Mita was wrong. Alda now accepts himself only as a stepmother. Although there is no hatred and the gluttonous nature of Alda for him. Mita can feel Alda getting further away from her. And after more than a month of living in this house. They were just ordinary talkers not like they used to be full of laughter. Alda is getting busy with Keyla and Billy is also frequently out of the house with Nino. Mita is busy being Willy's wife.

Mita took a deep breath. The decision to marry Willy turned out not only to change the friendship between himself and Alda. Mita is also increasingly able to see Willy's love which is only half for her. It's different when they're not married. At that time, Mita can feel the love of Willy really sincere. Moreover, Willy kept his honor until Married. Makes Mita very sure that Willy's love is very holy and sincere.

At the beginning of the wedding, the first day of the wedding. Willy adored her as if she were the only woman in the husband's heart. But since the secret of Keyla's departure was revealed. Mita can feel Willy's love being divided. Although not brightly explained Willy shared Mita can see from the way Willy who looked and called the name Keyla.

Mita sat on Alda's bed. If he once glorified friendship with Alda now Mita regretted his attitude that is not open and prioritizes love than their friendship. Alda was a friend of his likes and sorrows since he was dressed in a white ash uniform. But Mita's changed it since she was dating Willy. Mita chose to keep her romance with her father rather than telling friends like Alda did to her. That was the beginning of disappointment for Alda that made their friendship tenuous.

Mita realized, if from the beginning Mita was open to Alda. Alda will give a lot of input. However, compared to her, Alda is more aware of the true nature of her husband. But it's too late. Mita has disappointed Alda and is now married to Willy.

Mita could no longer hold back her tears. Realizing her selfish attitude and falling too easily will charm Willy makes Mita feel more stupid. Mita should try to avoid or sell expensive. But the charm of his best friend's father can make Mita as drugged so willing to be kissed the first time they meet. To Mita's grief, the regret comes after the wedding and upon learning Willy's love isn't whole for her. And that regret was also due to the strain of his friendship with Alda who is now his stepson.

Mita wiped those tears when she realized the door was opened. Mita doesn't know who's coming. But whoever it is. Mita does not want to show herself crying in front of others. Mita thought that it was Willy who was going to say goodbye to take Keyla like she had suggested earlier. Mita still turned her back to the door and had no intention of seeing.

"Mama, what's in my room?"

Mita breathed a sigh of relief after hearing Mita's voice. He turned around and smiled. There is clearly a distance between them. Alda went straight into the bathroom without hearing a reply from her. Mita felt her heart throbbing pain. Alda ignored himself more painfully than hearing Willy's confession. The smile that had been engraved before now faded into a pitiful face. Mita wants to cry.

"I'm kebelet ma, Tumben comes into my room. What's the matter ma?" ask Alda gently. As usual, she called Mita Mama. And this made Mita feel there was a distance between them. Whereas previously Alda had said he would call him a name only if they were alone. Hearing Alda's words due to kebelet, Mita felt relieved. That meant that Alda did not intend to ignore him.

"We can be like Alda. I miss you saying my name" Mita said expectantly. He looked down and did not dare to look at the face of Alda who was already standing near the bed.

"Because this is my private area. Okay Mita. What brought you into my room" Alda replied calmly. Alda get on the bed. He was already face down in bed holding a cell phone. Mita immediately did not know what to answer. He went into Alda's room only to be alone because he thought Alda would come home at night. Beyond his expectations. Alda came home this afternoon.

"You watch drakor. I have the latest series" Alda said again. Alda has unlocked his phone. Mita shook her head. He does not want to watch Korean dramas at the moment. While being able to be alone like this with Alda. Mita wants to mend their friendship.

"I want us to be like Alda again" replied Mita slowly. Alda laughed without looking at Mita. But Mita could hear if the laughing voice was like mocking her.

"Do you feel like we're not what we used to be?" Alda asked back. Mita stuttered. Alda's question made Mita lower her head. Mita regretted the word slipping from her mouth. Mita feels wrong starting this friendship.

Alda looked at Mita. Friends for years. Alda has accepted Mita as his stepmom. Alda's been trying to forget what ever made them ever silence each other. But still there was a bit of awkwardness that made Alda unable to get as close as he used to be.

"I mean. You call me mother. I feel like it puts some distance between us Alda" Mita said slowly.

"What do you mean say I dominate your father Alda?" ask Mita wonder. He doesn't feel like doing that.

"Myth. I think you're a smart kid to be able to interpret that. Because you are too happy. So you can't interpret the word dominating?" alda asked increasingly firmly. His eyes were staring at Mita.

"I don't feel like doing that Alda" replied Mita slowly.

"alright. I'll tell you. You married a widower not a single man. That means your husband is none other than my father. Not your own. But it also belongs to his son. You can even force your will to honeymoon in the Maldives when Billy needs my father. Does just fuck have to be a long way to the Maldives there?" alda says sharply. Almost a month ago Alda harbored disappointment towards his father and Mita. She knows if a newlywed couple needs a honeymoon. But look at Billy's situation. They could have delayed the honeymoon. And what makes Alda disappointed is Mita who sulked for the honeymoon. Alda knows it all.

Mita felt her heart feel guilty. What Alda said is true. He shouldn't have made the drama of that time to change Willy's decision to honeymoon.

"Sorry Alda." That's all that came out of Mita's mouth. Realizing she was very selfish made Mita lowered her head and did not dare to look at Alda's face.

"You even dominate my father at all times Alda. Billy needs a dad. But you just let my dad say hello to Billy. Honestly, I'm very disappointed in you two" Alda said.

"Sorry Alda."

"As friends. I'm just suggesting you be smart about putting yourself in as a stepmom for my father and his son. We also need my father's attention" Alda said. Since Willy and Alda's return from their honeymoon. Her father is busy taking care of business and Mita.

Mita was instantly sorry. The childish nature he has sometimes requires Willy to always pay attention to him. Talking to Alda at this time seemed to realize Mita that she was only the wife of a man who had two children. That's right Alda said. He shouldn't have dominated Willy too much. Mita remembered. Since getting married, Willy has only been with her. Breakfast together, lunch together and dinner together.

"I'm going to change Alda" Mita said again. After hearing everything Alda said. Mita promises to change will not dominate Willy as Alda says.

Alda looked at Mita for quite a while. Her best friend has changed a lot after becoming the wife of her father. Hearing Mita say it will change makes Alda actually feel guilty for everything that was thrown from his mouth. He shouldn't have expressed that disappointment to Mita. Because the real key is in Willy. If Willy can manage his time well between jobs, Billy and Alda are also with Mita. Alda wouldn't be disappointed like this. But Alda could not resist all that disappointment when Mita asked him to be as he was.

If told to be honest, Alda actually can not guarantee if he can return to what he used to be. But look at Mita's sad face today. Alda is trying to fulfill the request of his best friend. Because Alda also realized that nothing is perfect in this world. Including her, Mita and her father.

"Never say that Mita. Because I don't know what you mean. I'm just asking you to be smart to put yourself as the wife of my father who has two children" Alda said flatly.

"Sorry Alda."

"Don't keep apologizing Mita. If you want us to be like we used to be. I will try even though it looks like there will definitely be a distance even a little bit" Alda said frankly.

"Sorry Alda. I want to watch Korean dramas. Where's the latest series you said earlier," said Mita. He wants to start and improve their friendship. Alda smile. Her honesty did not make Mita retreat. Alda opened his phone.

"On the laptop only Alda," said Mita while getting out of bed. He took the laptop from the closet and gave it to Alda.

Mita smiles. Looking at the wallpaper of the laptop screen is a photo of himself and Alda. Mita embraces. When the Korean drama began airing on the screen Mita laptop back down from the bed to take tissue and some snacks.

"Let's know the story is sad" Alda said after Mita sat next to him.

"From the title is predictable."

"Ma, just this snack. Banana chips seem to still be there," Alda said when he saw the snack there were only potato chips and yam chips.

"Call Mita, Alda," said Mita annoyed. Alda laughed heartily at the annoyance on Mita's face. Alda nudged Mita's shoulder and then grabbed her. Mita happy. He looked at Alda's face that was very close to his. Mita is so sorry. Regretful for making their friendship stretch.