Loving Assistant Mom
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#40
Edwin stared at his mother's face. He was confused as to what to say, Edwin just clasped his mother's hand.
"Then mama, what did you say to Ben?" ask Edwin.
"Mama only had time to ask, how bad, he just said, severe or not I only need you to strengthen me once, mama hates me, mama Ed, mama should ignore him, let him be in pain, let him hurt, like when mama was in pain, she died alone in her house, but she was worried about her life, worried about how she would endure the pain all by herself" Mama cried and Edwin hugged her mother, he remembered her on Edwin's chest.
"Mama still loves Ben right, if you don't love her, you won't get sick like this" Edwin said.
"No Ed, no, there is no love left, mama was just a messian in her old age, she was sick alone, there was no wife and child accompanying her," she still sobbed softly
Edwin did not say anything else he just hugged his mother and felt her mother's sobs disappearing.
***
Edwin sees Mei accompanying his mother to dinner in the room. Take the water and bring the dirty dishes to the kitchen.
"Mama, don't you call Ben anymore?" edwin asked and Minda shook her head.
"Edwin so want to contact Ben ma, papa friend Edwin there are recovering from the verdict of lymph node cancer, ed means if it is only the initial symptoms can we immediately find a cure for the disease om Ben, cancer of the lymph nodes ato lymphocytes that if the medical person says it, ato I don't know Ed less tau too, too, ed meant, Ed would meet his father's friend Ed and om Ben," said Edwin and seen the face of his mother who changed expectantly.
"Oh yes Ed mama also little understand the disease, mama remember the parents of friends mama there who suffered from the disease, had routine control, chemo also uh it turns out yes finally died also Ed, Ed, maybe you can call Ben, mama so sick all it feels if you remember he was sick himself in old times like this," unconsciously his mother expressed her concern. Edwin took off his embrace and once again looked at his mother's face.
"We strengthen Ben ma, even though mama is only part of the past om Ben, we can do good for the life of om Ben, even though mama is only part of the past om Ben, we can do good for the life of om Ben, whether mama still loves or not but the anxiety and worry of mama until sick like this indicates mama still pay attention to om Ben, if mama really wants to accompany om Ben to seek treatment please, please, no need to think about your feelings or look back again when you were made to suffer by om Ben, do not ma, if you always look there, mama will only hurt yourself, mama will only hurt herself, mama wants to do good for Ben but on the one hand like there is something that attracts mama to always go back to the past, yes it's the effect to mama, sick, sick, tension so high and the work of your heart so heavy, it looks like actually if you think about Ben?" edwin asked after his long opinion he expressed.
Mother Mind was only fixated, she wanted to justify all of Edwin's words, but she was silent, she did not have the courage to agree with Edwin's opinion.
Edwin again clasped his mother's hand, looking into her mother's eyes
"Mama must be strong against your own feelings, make peace with your heart, Ed knows that you will never forget the pain even though decades have passed, but mama's a good man who can't leave someone who needs your attention, however Ben was once a part of your life" Edwin kissed his mother's forehead and stood up, looked at his mother once more, then walked out, he let his mother think about what he would do next.
***
Edwin reached into his cell phone from his woe pocket. He will call James, James should know, not he sassy to tell ahead of Ben, but any type of cancer, early stage though can not be considered playful.
Many times he called James but was not picked up, on the fifth page only to hear James' voice.....
Hello Ed, I'm sorry I just came from the bathroom, just came from campus, a lot of Ed's work, thesis and thesis of students that I still correct, what's up Ed?
I was confused as to where to say James ... gini duh, the story from the beginning only .. My mama suddenly fainted after the airport .
Wait, Ed commented, is it because my papa, is it gini Ed, I saw your mama take down Edwina's sister and family but I saw Edwina's little nangis, little brother Edwina, finally I saw your mama markir car, then down together, well fitting your brother boarding was aunty want to go home when my papa recklessly walked closer and held your mama's arm, I can only be stunned from far away, whether they say what is clear your mama looks shocked and half ran to the parking lot and Aunt Minda's face looks sad, sorry my papa Ed
Well it's not a problem that James, it's more important and you should know immediately, say my apology to om Ben if considered presumptuous, your father is sick James, he... he has lymph node cancer..
Who said Ed? Aunt Minda said that? That's why your mama looks surprised, then half-run to the parking lot
Gini I tell the chronology, so said mama, your father said that if he wanted to accompany mama, give strength even though it was just once, by accompanying your father during the first chemotherapy, well this makes my mother James' dilemma...
I know Ed.
Sorry if you offended James, sometimes I feel that our parents are actually still equally harboring feelings but yes it is, the story of the past that shackles them, sorry once again yes James, James, I'm afraid you still remember your late mother so hurt by my words
Ah no, no Ed I know, if papa since a long time ago there was only your mama in his heart
I said the same mama, please if you want to accompany Ben when he was on medication, even crying did not want to, still hurt by the story of the past, but mama even hurt, but mama even hurt, tensi until 220 means my mom thinks of your dad, well he's the one who made my honeymoon delayed
Hahahahah Eeeed, Ed the sick old man even you think honeymoon, uh by the way papa disease, I so remember, lately papa is easily tired, tomorrow I will call him, I will call him, papa is still in Sydney, he's in his own apartment, don't want to live with me..
I'm just kidding, James, for me and Mei, mama is more important, the honeymoon can be postponed, Eh James your voice is not surprised anyway when I say your papa disease?
I'm surprised it must be Ed, I have to scream, but tomorrow I will meet him
Gini I mean James ask how far the disease, how severe it is, because there are my friends parents who are cured of lymph node cancer, I will ask how the treatment
Ok, tomorrow I go to Papa Ed
Edwin turned off his phone. And stepping into his room, he saw Meisya who was already wearing a nightgown and looked at him while closing the door.
"Not sleeping, baby?" edwin asked while looking at Mei who was laying down on her bed.
"Over May the mattress, I changed the same bigger one," Edwin looked to replace the shirt with a thinner shirt and joined the break beside Mei.
"Too big, brother, fit three people" said Mei hugged the bolster and turned her back to Edwin. Edwin hugged her from behind and kissed Mei's ears.
"I want to go to bed, I'm in my room, time again," Mei's voice whined.
"And here not yet, not yet feeling a new mattress," Edwin began to stroke Mei's flat stomach. But Edwin understands that if Mei is still tired, he hugs Mei tightly.
"Sleep, you won't bother me" he said quietly and closed his eyes.
***
Morning Edwin woke up already not seeing Mei by his side. Where Meisya went, she woke up early in the morning.
Edwin stepped down and saw his wife cool in the kitchen with Sum's biker
"Why am I being left behind?" tanya Edwin stood on the side of May.
"Aduuuh den Ed manjanya, just left behind and even followed, so crowded kitchen, there used to take a shower, later did not prepare breakfast," said Bik Sum laugh filled the kitchen.
"It's over soon, take a bath first, my dear my love," Meisya said, kissing Ed's lips at a glance.Edwin smiled and stepped up the stairs to his room.
***
When Edwin just came out of the bathroom, Meisya went in and took the bathrobe to go to the bathroom.
"Aren't you taking a shower, baby?" ask Edwin.
"Yes, but want to take another bath, no longer feel good after drying from the kitchen," Mei went into the bathroom and Edwin followed inside, Meisya shouted and her lips were immediately closed by Edwin.
"Kaaak did not come in, you have taken a shower" said Mei after pulling Edwin's hand that covered her mouth. Mei gets even more scared as Edwin approaches and drops a towel wrapped around her waist.
Mei chokes softly and Mei doesn't know what else to do when Edwin kisses her lips and hears rough and Edwin's hands go everywhere. Meisya finally enjoys the elusan and kiss Edwin who always keeps her warm...
***
"Kemanaaaa tuh two people, he said he wanted breakfast, had been prepared to not go down and down, what bath while draining the bathtub yes, uh there is no such thing as the name bettap whatever," bik Sum could be heard talking to himself while arranging the dishes on the table. Madam Minda who suddenly stood at the side of Bik Sum could only smile.
"Eh nyonyah, alhamdulillah already healthy, eat together here yes nyah I prepared another plate," Bik Sum rushed to the kitchen.
Edwin appears in a full suit and Mei accompanies Edwin's steps behind him.
"Halaaaah yoo lamaa bath, it turns out playing rain-dark both nyah," Sum laughed as she closed her mouth, while Mama just held back a smile staring at Mei whose face was red
"Yes gini this bik, if the honeymoon does not finally deliver the honeymoon continues at home," Edwin's laughter filled the dining room Edwin sat down and Meisya poured drinking water for Edwin and bu Mind. As well as preparing a warm moccacino for Edwin and warm honey tea for the Mind.
"You're going in Ed?" ask Mama Minda.
"Yes ma, because ntar want to leave again if mama is healthy, maaaa honeymoon," said Edwin raised his eyebrows
Suddenly Edwin's phone rang, he saw the name om Ben there...
Hello to Ben
Good morning Ed, sorry to interrupt, can I have a word with your mom?
Oh yes om, this is mama (Edwin gave his phone to his mother)
Mind, I beg you, come to Sydney even if only once, I need you by my side once, if I end up dying from this disease, I will calmly leave this world
Ms. Minda looked into Edwin's eyes with trembling hands and eyes that began to glaze over
