Loving Assistant Mom

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#30

Mama, what's going on between me and Ben, is this going to answer my question since I was a kid why my face wasn't like my mom and dad?Edwina looked at the man who was across the street, who was the next second already stepped up, while putting his hand in his jacket pocket, looking down and going nowhere.

Madam Minda stood up and hugged Edwina. He was crying really. 

"I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry mom couldn't be the best mom for you and Edwin" Minda said. Edwina hugged her mother.

"Mom, I'm an adult, mama don't feel guilty, I just want to make sure I won't blame mama, as long as I'm a mama's son there's nothing wrong with mama, mama listen to me first, mama listen to me first, stop my mother's cry, I just want clarity," Edwina took off her arms, looking at her scarred mama's eyes, she felt even more confused.

"If I may suggest, it is better to sit down, let's talk carefully, this is indeed a matter of the past that is very painful if opened, if opened,but it would be better to be open than to be as long as he kept the question mark," James said slowly.

Ms. Minda and Edwina akhinya sit.Edwina grasped both hands of her mother, looked at her mother with a look of pity, she did not think.his mother kept a story of the past that hurt.

"Tell me mama, I won't cut, I won't blame mama or anyone," Edwina gave strength to her mother, she still clasped her mama's hand.

Slowly and stammeredly Minda told me everything from the beginning. Edwina was flabbergasted to hear the story of her mother, how great the trials and sufferings of her mother, while James just looked down to hear the story of Mind. After finishing, James also told the home life of papa and his mother, Edwina again just shook her head slowly, he repeatedly exhaled heavily. Edwina stroked James's arm slowly, and looked at James's face as Edwina realized that he looked more like James than Edwin.

"Mama, you don't have to feel guilty or anything, your mama's complicated destiny is like this, it's not fair if I also give you a wound, and I want to see Ben again, mama, before me and the kids go back to Singapore" Edwina looked into his mother's eyes. Mom Mind just nodded.

"Please if that's your wish, but mother's request, don't tell mama to sit at a table with you, please meet where," Mama looked at Edwina with a sad look.

James stared at Minda. "Aunty hasn't forgiven papa?" ask James. 

"I'm sorry, aunty has long forgiven your father, even before Edwin was born, but that does not mean the aunt forgot what he did, forever will aunt remember, but not that, because forgiving does not mean aunty should have a sweet face and laugh cheerfully together, aunty can lead a normal life, not berating your papa, can be natural to you it's a sign that aunty has forgiven your papa," minda explained as she held James' hand and James nodded slowly.

"May I call papa aunty?" ask James.

"Please, sit here Edwina, mommy is coming in," Mom Mind touched James's arm slowly, smiled and stepped in while wiping the rest of her tears.

***

Ms. Minda opened the door of Meisya's apartment and found Meisya sitting alone with Edwin on the sofa, seen Edwin who kissed Meisya's head and was shocked when Minda's mother stepped closer to them.

"Mama streets with James, earlier brother Edwina nyulus ma, want to know our subscription foodtruck," said Edwin while staring at his mother who looks sad.

"Mom not talking?" edwin looked at his mother and sat down near Meisya. Madam Minda breathed heavily, hugged Meisya's arm and leaned her head against Meisya's head.

Ibuuu, I'm not papa, right?" ask Meisya quietly. Sounds of mind. Minda started to tell her about the conversation with James, Edwina who suddenly appeared and all three of them had.

"Mom why cry ma, we will not blame mama, this is the destiny of God that sometimes we ourselves can not afford to think why this happens we mama's children, love mama, love mama, whatever happens, mama and mama now," Edwin looked at his mother who was still crying.

"Mama just thought, why after it's okay, she came again, you've forgiven her decades ago, but to be nice again, it's only natural that it's impossible Ed," mama still made her cry.

"Mamaaaa, it would be better this way, mama will not have any more burdens because the problem is over and sister Edwina already knows, we grew up mama with compassion and humility papa taught to always be able to forgive people no matter how painful the effects of other people's actions, he said, because our magnanimity is determined by how we deal with those who hurt us" Edwin knelt before his mother to stop his mother's cries. Madam Minda finally hugged Edwin's head in her presence

***

Om Ben looked at Edwina with a difficult look, his eyes looked glassy. Edwina stood up and walked over.

Om Ben reached out his hand about to shake hands but Edwina hugged Ben and felt his chest suddenly hurt and pounding. Om Ben wept without a sound, his tears flowed profusely, he rubbed Edwina's hair, the flesh and blood of which he had been dying to meet for decades.

James's glassy eyes looked at his papa that was shedding tears profusely. He saw his papa's close embrace of Edwina.

"Thank you for hugging me, forgive your papa if you want to call me papa" Ben's voice stammered.

"Nothing to forgive, pa, have walked our lives like this, I will not blame anyone, I am grateful to grow up and grow up in a loving family,  so that when experiencing a shock like this it is not easy to blame anyone," Edwina untangled her embrace and momentarily saw a tired face in front of her.

"May I see you in Singapore?" ask Ben to Edwina.

 

"May, may if papa wishes, if papa calls first, fearing I am busy with corporate affairs," Edwina sat beside James, James looked at Edwina and looked at her with great relief.

"Thank you" said James.

"Well, equally, we're destined to be brothers James, we don't know fate has brought us this far, since childhood I've always wondered why my face is different from that of papa, mama and Edwin, after decades, this is the answer" Edwina said looking at James's face. James sighed and smiled as he nodded slowly.

"We went back to the apartment, huh pa?" ask James. But their conversation stalled when they saw Edwin and Meisya chasing after the children of Edwina.

"Mamaaa, Mama kok ninggalin Tiffany, even here the same granda," Tiffany was seen bending her face.

"Hey here beautiful kids, want to join the granda streets looking for food there, there are good burgers, want?" om Ben looked bright instantly his face.

"Mau maaauuu, join the grandpa ya mama," the children of Edwina look attractive hand Edwina.

"Come with all of you" Edwina told Edwin, Meisya and James.

The children of Edwina were seen running around cheerfully.While Edwin was embracing Meisya's shoulder with a friendly and conscious as Edwina patted his shoulder.

"Haduuh brenti duluh you, just after marriage in the complacency of his affection," seduced Edwina. James just smiled looking at Edwin who laughed and Meisya who was smiling held in shame.

"Oh yes Ed, later his time to the orthopedic doctor, routine control May,"James reminded Edwin. Edwin nodded while showing his thumb.

***

Ms. Minda sat on the sofa, hugging a pillow to her chest. Sighs and he feels grateful that everything went beyond his expectations. He stepped into the kitchen and began to brew hot tea, slicing lemon and squeezing it on the tea he was about to drink, while going to throw the lemon he had squeezed into the trash, bu Minda saw there was some kind of suspicious object, somewhat hidden among the garbage paper, he took, it turned out the testpack, his chest was pounding more and more when he saw the two lines on the test pack ....

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