Loving an Ex

A difficult decision

Love is never wrong in the eyes of the lover,

What is wrong when Love but not together,

When two people love each other, they,

It must separate and interpret the meaning of Love itself,

Every Love is a form of affection given to every human being by its creator.

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Rifki's situation worsened, Citra could not delay their departure again, he did not want bad things to happen to Rifki, the woman again persuaded Rifki to leave immediately, he said, Citra knows exactly what makes heavy Rifki leave Indonesia, the biggest reason is Syakila.

After a long debate, Rifki finally resigned to his condition, He had to return immediately, Citra can only give time for three days to say goodbye to everyone, especially to Syakila and also friends.

Within three days Citra must complete all affairs, so that their departure is smooth.

That very night Rifki wanted to see Syakila, he wanted to be with the girl, wanted to look at her for as long as possible and remember the girl's face, even when He forgot everything He wanted to paint the girl's face in his heart and memory, as if He could never see her again forever, once again He felt a sad parting in his life, He also did not want Syakila to see the end of his miserable life, He just wanted Syakila to remember the happy days with him.

The image could not hinder Rifki, even though from the bottom of his heart he was very worried about the state of Rifki.

"Ma, let Rifki meet him one last time"

"But baby, you're sick, Mama's afraid something will happen to you, let Mama accompany you"

"She Ma, Rifki's going to obey Mama."

Citra drives a car and delivers Rifki to Syakila's house, when they get there, they have been welcomed by Syakila and Mama, before leaving Citra had contacted them.

Citra and Riska let Rifki and Syakila chat on the porch of the house while they talk in the living room.

Citra explains everything to Riska, Riska encourages Citra to always be optimistic and never despair.

"Do you have to tell Syakila?"

"Actually I am not calm if I have to keep this a secret to Syakila, but Rifki does not want Syakila to know, He wants to try to be healed"

"One day Syakila will know, and when He knows the truth, I fear He will be angry"

"What do we think we should do?"

"I can only thank Ma'am, to be honest this situation makes me very sad"

"You must be strong Cit, for Rifki's sake, I'm sure he'll soon recover and get back together with us"

"May Ma'am, that's what I expected"

Shakila looked at Rifki's face, The young man was drowned, not a single word was spoken from his lips.

Rifki couldn't say that in three days' time he would be gone.

"Rif, what's wrong?"

Rifki looked inside Syakila's face, that look was filled with sadness, her face was so cute that she made Syakila even more worried.

"Plisss don't shut up, I'm scared"

"I'll be gone in three days' time"

For a moment Syakila was stunned, as if she was frozen, at this moment her heart was shaken, why did Rifki have to leave so soon, instead of He was going to leave within a month?

As Syakila's countenance changed, she looked sad, Rifki clasped Syakila's fingers.

"I promise, I'll come back to you, please wait for me"

Syakila sobbed She could not stem the tears of her grief, she said,

"You said you were leaving in a month, why all of a sudden so soon?"

"I'm sorry, I can't keep my word, but this time I have to go"

Shakila approached Rifki, He touched the young man's face with both hands, He tidied the young man's hair that almost covered some of his eyes, He wanted to look him in the eyes deeper.

"I'll wait for you, you don't worry about me"

"Thank you, from tomorrow I won't go to school, but I'll see you"

Somehow the feeling of Syakila was very afraid, his heart was troubled but he did not want to make Rifki become worried.