Loving Alone

Third meeting

That's what I am, I'm not interested in things like that. Where my High School days were just like a clean, spotless glass that accompanied her silence, no color decorated my teenage years at that time. I just understand learning and learning, I don't know what that feeling is more, like my friend.

But when it happened, I felt something strange, even though it was only a few seconds in the eye with him , it made me feel something unusual, somehow?, but?, I felt something strange, but I didn't care anyway, even when I realized, it turns out I had feelings for the guy. It's been 1 year, I've only seen him from afar, seen him smile happily with his other friends. At first, when I was first put on the door, I tried not to care, but why it was so hard not to think about it.

This feeling of not wanting to leave my heart, I don't know why, but I feel happy when I remember it.

Bruck

"Ouch...

I grimaced in pain, my book also fell out of my grasp, it hurt so much, My head felt so heavy, why? It turned out that the basketball had landed in my head.

"You're okay?

I heard a soft stinging sound.

You're okay what? That's what I heard from that guy's mouth. When I raised my face, it was him, Brother Aldo? I can't believe I saw it so close for the second time, after what happened 1 year ago in the classroom. My heart seemed to want to jump out and tell me if I was almost out of breath seeing it very close to my face. I pushed him a little further away. I was nervous about what just happened.

"ee.. E.. No, brother, no papa.

I stood up, and cleaned my clothes, I just looked down, ashamed to look at him.

Brother Aldo helped me tidy up my book and put it on the school garden chair.

"I'm sorry, I was unintentional.

Brother Aldo was about to touch my shoulder, but I retreated quickly, and picked up my book bubble and went away. I didn't have the courage to be close to him.

"Father brother, then I go first.

I also left because of the wrong behavior.

Aldo's expression immediately changed with my attitude earlier, how not, he just wanted to help and apologize, But I'm not ashamed, if I was there continue, if I was, surely my face instantly turned reddish like pink marmot.

Sorry brother, if my attitude makes brother Aldo confused, but I do not have the strength to be near brother for a long time.

I'm a fool, like people lose their mind when they see it.

Until this moment at least I know what it's like to love in silence, to harbor the feeling of longing alone, for more than a year.

I guess, I'm not going to experience this time, at this age, but I'm not. True to say people, adolescence is a very colorful time.

I can only look at you from far away, see your smile with others. That's enough for me.

Every now and then I steal a glance from the classroom, watching you play with your basketball. You seem to like basketball a lot, I wish I could keep seeing your big brother's smile, even if it's just from afar.

"Eh Yun, what's wrong with you? How do you bruise gini?

Linda asked worriedly while holding my seat.

"No Lin, I had a basketball.

"WHAT? Who dares to ask me!.

Linda's threat while angry is not clear rich people out of breath.

"What the hell Lin, brother Aldo accidentally threw a basketball at me.

I sat on Linda and opened my book.

"WHAT?

"The fire Liiin. I want to study first.

"Yun did you actually meet Aldo's brother?

"Yes.

Ketusku

"So how?

Ask linda

"Where's what?

"Early Ayunda.. You like the same brother Aldo for a long time, when you have no improvement anyway, dare little cake.

"Eh Lin, don't be hard dong, later anyone hears to know.

My hand immediately landed on Linda's chatty mouth.

"You, you don't see him or her, at least you know how you feel.

"You're crazy Lin, I'm a girl, and again, where maybe brother Aldo wants to be with me, at most he's just kawain I doang, must be the end of me who is embarrassed, I'm ashamed, My people are inversely proportional to him.

I also feel sad about my own words.

"Yes.. How dong, do you not hurt what do I keep doing?

"Udah Lin, mending you sit down, a moment again the teacher has entered, you do not want today we repeat daily know.

"Oh iyya yes... I forgot, yontek ya Yun.

Linda smiled sweetly at me, I just pursed my lips.

"Bas with you, if you're cheating.

Linda just chuckled at my words.

The class ended, today was a long and tiring day.

The bell rings.

I also parted ways with Nur and Linda at the school gate, because the direction of the road to our house was different.

"See you tomorrow Yun.

Linda and Nur.

I smiled and left my two best friends.

It's nice to have friends like them.

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Seriate