LOVE YOU BECAUSE OF GOD

Rafania Point of View (POV)

Rafania POV

Who wouldn't want a happy marriage like the romantic dramas that inspired me so much to be a good wife. Although I took Tania's place as Mas Gino's wife, I really loved Mas Gino like a wife who loved her husband.

Every morning I prepare Mas Gino breakfast as usual I never dig up I never mumbled even though Mas Gino sometimes changes. Sometimes even rude to me. No problem, this is all the process to happiness because it is not easy to live a marriage that he does not want.

Although I took Tania's place but I enjoyed my position as his wife never once it crossed my mind that we were married just because we were forced to be a good wife I would always serve Mas Gino like a wife and generally.

I also love the Gino family. I never distinguish it from other people I consider Mas Gino's parents as well as Mas Gino's family is my family too which I must be happy, he said, all this time I always did not think about myself even though I had a lot of money but I never indulged myself to just a holiday or even shopping for need that is not beneficial because I was stingy I just thinking all of that is a waste of time.

A few days ago I heard the instructions of Hana's ustadzah who said that I could test my husband with indifference to him, so I never prepared him breakfast or dinner. But apparently it hurt Mas Gino's self-esteem, he even loudly asked why I didn't make breakfast. That's what I want every time I cook I want my husband to taste it tasty bad, I want to always be a chef for my husband even if it's hard.

Even though I have been indifferent to my husband for a few days, I have never stopped to say something like a sigh in my heart because I hurt his pride by cheating on him.

I reach the mukena and prayer mats on the nightstand, I wear the mukena and hold the prayer mat facing the qibla, it is time for dawn prayers. I look at my husband's face again usually I will wake him up and invite him to the morning prayers together. I really wanted my husband to be my priest but I knew I would definitely be rejected so today I will allow Mas Gino to rest and not disturb him.

I just feel like a good wife I should take my husband to seek heaven together which should be the husband's duty to take me but since my husband is so cold and cold to me I can only do something that's not my job. Although I also get a reward if I constantly invite my husband to pray five times.

After a few minutes I opened my face and folded back the prayer mat and put it on the nightstand that I usually put there. I turned my head again to see Mas Dino is this indeed the destiny and fate that I must accept to be the bride of my cousin's successor?

I know Mas Gino still loves Tania so much that I sometimes see her speechless and imagine how her memories with Tania I would never be able to get into Mas Gino's heart and get rid of Tania in the first place my place is not here all the fault is with me I agreed to Tania's request to be Mas Gino's bride.

After the dawn prayer I rushed to the kitchen to prepare my husband's breakfast, this time I will make a different menu. I will still make fried rice but the side dishes will be different I will fry the chicken and process it in another way this time I will spice a little on it I will also fry my crackers as well will prepare warm milk and some other menus.

A moment later my phone rang, I saw the name Winda Tumben she called me this early morning.

'Assalamu'alaikum, Winda, ' I replied.

'Waalaikumsalam, ' replied Winda from across the phone.

'Tumben you call. What was? You got a problem?' my many.

'Allah's Alhamdulillah, Allah, may you bring the happiness that Allah has given you. I am so impressed and proud of you. You can invite your husband to seek heaven together because Allah is very fond of married couples who prioritize their obligations as Muslims I am happy.' I'm certainly happy.

'I'm also sure someday your husband will love and love you. Never stop praying. Never break up to pray for the best for your family.'

'Amin allahumma Amin. Thank you for your prayers yes I also pray the best for you all the things that God has outlined for us does not mean that it is not the best for us, it is not the best for us, at first it will be very unpleasant but I'm sure the more we walk it all the more will get ridho and blessings from Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala.'

'Amen O Allah. Are you praying at dawn?'

'Alhamdulillah. I'm getting ready to make breakfast.'

'I will also start cooking for my husband. Wouldn't our husband be very happy if his wife cooked by herself?'

'But you have ART.'

'ART does not mean just cooking, I will cook for my husband from now on sometimes ART will do his job, many other tasks right? This morning I will see you.'

'Yes, Nda, the spirit yes, ' I said.

'You are also spirit. Assalamualaikum.'

'Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.'

I smiled proudly at myself because there was someone who realized what I said I was happy that the Tauziah I gave could change people for the better. Vinda had emigrated even her husband with her to seek heaven together. I'm happy that Winda is happy that I also have to work harder to make Mas Gino want to be my priest.

I opened the fridge and took out some groceries after which I put them on the kitchen table, after which I also took out some eggs and chicken meat that I had preserved in the freezer. After that the chicken I soak in the container.

I let out a long sigh and I did not stop smiling when I heard the words of Vinda usually move waking up in the morning but finally she struggled to wake up at dawn prayers with her husband as a Muslim it was time to move to the right direction.