Love Without Rest

Chapter 3

Time goes by without news from ciko, semingu a month 2 months no news from him, in my heart I just pray smoga you success ciko..insyaAlloh klo soul mate we will meet again.

In bali I know a guy his name is cipher.he is a jogja as well.he is a soldier AU health department, he used to graduate spk, it just so happens that he is in the service dibali.She is more mature than me,we are different four years.She sometimes nganter me back to the boarding house if I visit my bulek house.She is a good person, pay attention to me.Something when I am sick and my body has a fever.She called klo I was sick,he came straight to my hostel with medicine.

"thank you san, you've brought me medicine" I said

"same ca" answered the password

After I took the medicine, I fell asleep because my head felt heavy dizzy...

Sandi accompanied me to bed next to me, suddenly2 she kissed my forehead and said:

"I love you ca"

I was shocked, with what the password did to me, I could not speak anymore.When I was sick I was unable to rebel, my body was limp, I was weak,he hugged me.I just silently felt the warmth of his embrace.Usually if I hurt my mother who takes care of me, now there is a password beside me.I need affection, I need love,in my heart I can only say thank you password.After the incident the password often maen to my kost.We live a relationship like a couple, he often invites me to walk the road to the beach kuta.

Among us there is no commitment whatsoever, nor do I express my feelings to the password.

One time my mother came to Bali with a bridal troupe, and my mother stayed at a hotel in Renon.Sandi drove me to meet my mother.Finally I was able to meet my mother, until the hotel I hugged my mother.

"My mother misses" my clothes

"Yes ca, my mother also misses you, in a lonely house there is no you" answered my mother

"hehe..mom can do it"

"who are you, ca?"

"oh, here's my password ma'am.sandi introduce this my mother san"

"i cipher tan, ica cement"password

After we talked for a long time three.I finally decided to go home to mom...

"our mother came home first yes, I met you like lebaran yes mom,insyaAlloh ica will go home"

"hati2 on the road, son"mother hugged me

"luckily there are you and, finally I can meet my mother, thank you san,i love u"

"same ca, I love u too"

I hugged the cipher from behind, this heart feels very happy, it can be close to him, I do not care what the cipher thinks.Sandi did not refuse my embrace, he held my hand, he held my hand,the atmosphere became shahdu drizzling rain we still lunge.

after arriving at the post I bought rice wrap for two meals, after that the password went home because it was ten at night.

My day went through with the password, sometimes he picked up at my place of work.It does not feel like it has been six months I dated with the password.But in the midst of my happiness the password disappeared without news, not even knapa I know, either,all this time our relationship was fine there was no problem whatsoever.I began to get upset, what happened with my relationship, whether there is someone who envies my togetherness with the cipher, I began to worry,so that someone wants to destroy my relationship.I like losing my direction, my phone is always rijecked by the password.The tears flowed with a lot, what's my fault with the password, he suddenly left me, without news.My heart hurts, I'm sick,my heart is broken.But I still wonder what makes the password leave me.I came home to my bulek house, I happen to have a work holiday.I walked from the front of the dorm to my bulek house.After staying overnight, I want to go back to the boarding house, I want to go back to the boarding house,suddenly I saw the guard cipher at the guard post, it turns out he was picket.I walked with my head down, I did not want to see it, my heart still hurts.Sandi called me.

"Come, come here first"

"What's wrong" I replied as lazily2an looked at his face, then there was his friend, fahrul his name.Fahrul sent the password nganterin me to the boarding:

"Sana anterin ica first" said fahrul

"yes, be sure to rule, ga until half an hour I balek ksini"password

"Old also gapapa san,hihi" replied fahrul while giggling.

On the way, I just kept quiet, even though I kept a distance from the mallows, my heart hurt, I tried to forget the cipher, why he was back...I opened the conversation:

"are you kamana san?no news about you, I've never picked up, how wrong I am you treat me like that, our relationship is floating, I need an explanation..."

"sorry I'm ca, we're sisters"

"okay if that's what you want" I replied cynically

"we're friends, aren't we, ca?"

"yes" I replied lazily...

After arriving at the boarding house, the code went straight home.I ran dry after I opened the boarding door, I cried as tight as2nya, it turns out this hurt was cut off the same girlfriend, everything felt bland, males eat, mgapa ngapain.I became inget ciko...maybe this is how I felt when I mutusin ciko...

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