Love Without Rest

Chapter 2

Ciko was always attentive to me, I bought a silver ring that inscribed C❤ I, I am very happy, the ring I wear in my sweet day.Our happiness can not be expressed in words, I am happy,he always entertains me with a song that he sang.He is very good at singing because he has a band with his friends.Tiba celebration August 17, the celebration of Indonesian independence, Indonesia,in my village there is a stage.Ciko performing there with her bandmates singing a rice song titled so beautiful.When she sings I fit in front of her, she pointed at me she sings the verse "so beautiful"My heart is pounding, even flowers, flowers,being the girl of his clan, when actually my relationship was opposed by my family, I could forget my sadness while with him.

Ciko plays at my house almost every day, I'm getting less heart to this situation, I can't decide all this one-sidedly.Although my love is monkey love, my love is,I do not want to play with his feelings.Tak feels almost six months I'm dating ciko.And one by one the problems approached our relationship.Rejection from my family looks once, ciko considered one eye.Kakku jg do not approve of this relationship,I'm afraid that ciko is not involved with my brother.Actually I can't break my relationship, but for the good of both of us, but for the good of both of us,I had to take it off.When he was struggling to find his true identity at this time.Finally I decided to end this relationship.But I was unable to say the words break up to him, I wrote a letter to him.

 

To:My love ciko😘

 

"Love, forgive me, I can't go on with this, my parents forbid me from dating you.You're always ignored by my family, I hope you understand my decision.We should be friends like we used to be,again forgive me ciko.May what you aspire to be realized, become a soldier.My prayer is always with you.I love you..."If we are a match, we will be together again"

 

from:Ica

 

Not felt my tears flowed by itself.Just this time I felt heartache, lost my loved ones.Although I decided but this heartache,I can't imagine how ciko feels when I receive this letter.I'm sure it will break his heart like what I feel.I'm sorry ciko.I can't bear to give my letter to ciko.I finally have the initiative to leave my letter this is through the rental officer next to my house, take his name.

"mom, I'll write a letter to ciko" I said

"yes, I will love you to ciko" said mbak nur

"thank you, ma'am" I said

"same-sama" answered mbak nur

The letter has been given to ciko, and maybe ciko has read it.I always avoided meeting him.I used to often play rental now never.I did not dare to meet face to face with ciko, he said,I can't bear it when he won't accept my decision.I try to forget it.

It did not feel like a week I have not met ciko, actually I miss him.But what status I am now is just an ordinary friend.Ciko also now always avoids passing me.I hope ciko soon forget me,and as if he was focused on the tests he passed so he graduated as a soldier.Ciko who used to be always happy now turned quiet, I can only pray that he can forget me as soon as possible.

Time passed, I already faced my graduation test,I have to focus on how my grades can satisfy my parents.I don't want to disappoint those who have paid me skolah.Ebtanas I've been through and I graduated with satisfactory grades.I've forgotten Ciko, I've forgotten,and I'm used to my loneliness.I took the UMPTN test but I did not pass.My father told me to continue studying at a private college and take D3, but I do not want.I want to go to college yes S1.And finally I didn't go to college, I worked in a wartel deket my house, I was saturated with everything.

I've forgotten ciko, suddenly my phone rings:

"hallo who is this"

"i'm ciko"deg.I'm surprised not to play where ciko got my hp number.

"ci.ci.ko"

"from mbak nur" replied ciko

"o..you how are you "

"well,ca I want an education in Bandung, pray I ca smoga everything goes well"

"iya ciko, I pray that you will be a successful person, your ideals can be realized, and your education will be smooth until you are appointed as a soldier.

"ammyin"

"wait for me ya ca, I'll prove that I'm not unemployed anymore to your ort"

"yes, I was ciko, I'm still at work"

"okay, I'll call you sometime"

"vid...."

My feelings were mixed into one, between happy and sad, I did not feel my tears flowing, it turned out there was still a sense for him, I was happy to hear his voice, but I could not hug him, I miss joking with him....

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