Love Waiting

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Nindy POV's

After my divorce with the bagas , I chose to live in my former home with my son. I deliberately parted with Bagas mas because I was no longer strong enough to withstand the pain inflicted by Bagas mas. Whichever wife is willing to share love with another woman, I am not that strong. I am just an ordinary woman who would feel pain if her husband abandoned me just for the sake of another woman.

Often I think that this is just a momentary feeling, but after being seen by Bagas mas even does not change and even more so.

Most painful when it came time for me to give birth, Bagas refused to accompany the birth process of his child. Busy busy people if they know his wife will give birth, surely he will apply for leave and accompany his wife. But it is basically Bagas mas already does not love me anymore so he can do that.

At that point I began to believe that my decision was unanimous and filed for divorce with her. I know I'm selfish for preferring to divorce when I've just given birth to her child, but why keep this marriage if my husband doesn't care about me anymore.

Mas Bagas had refused if I asked for a divorce from him, but I could no longer afford to live with him. Than I have to eat The heart continues to live with it. For a few days I always asked to part with him, finally he granted my request on condition that I have to wait for Arya to turn 40, and I agreed that the important thing is that I can separate from her.

After Arya was 40 days old we began to take care of our divorce, yes although it was a bit complicated but Alhamdulillah finally I can be free from these shackles. I also did not demand gono gini treasure from Bagas mas but my former in-laws would not listen to me. They demanded their children to continue to pay for their children's lives once a month, and fortunately Bagas did not refuse. Bagas was offering a car for me but I refused it, because I did not need anything from him anymore.just he financed Arya's needs alone, whereas I could support myself with my savings.

And for the mass cafe, Dad mas Bagas forced me to accept it because he felt guilty because his son had hurt his heart and also made nindy a widow at his young age. They even promised not to abandon me and her granddaughter.

I who truly love them so moved, behind my suffering there are people who really sincerely accept me. My mom and I hugged and cried together. Mom felt sorry for me who had to take care of Arya herself, even they intended to find a maid for me, so I could focus on caring for Arya and the homework could be handled by the maid. But after being given understanding they finally accepted my decision.

Now Arya is one year old and Alhamdulillah has been able to walk, yes although sometimes still falling down but fortunately Arya his son is not crybaby so even though falling Arya still does not give up.

"Mas ardan thank you well has delivered me and Arya to the house. And this is the shopping money?"

"Let's just say I'm buying you Dy..! And no need to feel sorry for me. I'm glad I could help you. Next time you go anywhere you can call me.!"

I looked at Ardan, who was walking to the wheel and opened the car door for me. I seem to know what Ardan's attitude meant to me, because I've been treated like that before by someone.

I don't know why I'm so scared that I'm going to hurt Ardan, because I haven't been able to open my heart to anyone else. I'm afraid I'll have to get hurt again.

"Thank you for that." I said while taking Arya out of the car. He put his hand over my head, even though it didn't touch me directly. Maybe Ardan meant that I wouldn't get hit by the body of his car.

"Sama-sama Dy's. You better come in first let me bring your groceries." Ardan said as he opened the back door of his car to pick up my things. I rushed to get the key in my handbag, holding Arya I was quite difficult to find the whereabouts of my house key.

Srett

"Let me find the key to your house. Sorry if I was presumptuous.I just felt like you needed help so I helped you." Bright Ardan who was now looking at my face with an unpleasant expression, then I nodded in response.

"Yes mas. Sorry to bother Ardan."

"Not at all Dy. I'm glad hehehe..." I smiled at Ardan's happy laughter, but I didn't do anything, but he was happy.

"This unlocks Dy? "

"Yes right mas, here let me just open the door of his house .!"

"Just me. You must be hard because you're holding Arya who's sleeping."

his attitude is so kind to me, I'm sorry Ardan for not opening my heart to you.

"New home shopping mba nindy...?" Suddenly from behind there was Ani's mother who was taking out her motorbike. I turned my body upside down and intended to briefly mince words with my neighbor.

"Yes Bu Ani. Where are you going?" I looked at Ardan who had opened the door to my house, and he sat quietly in the front seat of my yard. I feel bad for him.

"Yes this wants to condangan to the brother's place, but later tonight also has come home. "

"OH like that, then be careful on the road. "

"Eh wait for mab nindy...!!" Prevent Bu Ani when I'm going to leave in front of her.

Deg

I was surprised by the assumption from Bu Ani. My heart suddenly felt pain from the words of Bu Ani. I tried to smile to respond.

"Open Ma'am, he's my friend from a long time ago." My words are honest, because I did assume that Ardan is a friend. Not more.

"That could be mah, now say it's a friend but who knows tomorrow it could be a friend of life. yes mba Nindy...?" I who began to feel uncomfortable with this conversation chose permission to leave on the grounds of wanting to put Arya to sleep, and was very forced to allow Bu Ani to leave.

I rushed over the fence of my house and approached Ardan now standing facing me. It seemed like he heard my conversation with my neighbor earlier, because it was so close that Ardan could hear it.

"Then I go home first Dy. I'm sorry to make you so uncomfortable with my presence here."

"No mas, mas Ardan wait here let me put Arya to sleep first, I'll get you a drink first."

"You don't have to..."

"This time let me repay the kindness of Ardan to me."

"Well if you force it.!"

I went into the house to the room to put Arya to sleep. And fortunately Arya did not wake up and continued to sleep again. After that I made a sweet tea for Ardan mas, I was looking forward to looking for Ardan's whereabouts and it turns out Ardan is still sitting in front.

I walked up to Ardan in front with a sweet tea and also a snack in the form of sponge cake that I made myself rmtadi morning.

Understandably nursing mothers must eat a lot so that their Asi is abundant.

"Please drink the tea mas, and this is also my own cake, please be advised if it tastes bad. hehehe" said I after arriving in front of Ardan, then I sat in the other chair.

"Still Dy, I'm sorry to be your nicotine. Well, I think it's good, I eat it Dy..?!"

Said Ardan while taking one cake and eating it voraciously.

"Wow, it's not good anymore Dy. This is the best cake I have ever eaten. May I ask to take it home..?!"

"Kkkk, could be this Ardan. If Mas Ardan like let me later bring to mas Ardan. earlier I did make quite a lot of cake, so it can be given to mas Ardan if you like."

"Alhamdulillah, thank you yah nin."

"I should have said it like that, Ardan mas often nolongin me. So it shouldn't be Ardan like that. "

"I can feel your homemade food is also more than enough Dy.!"

I felt touched by the kindness of the Ardan mas, May Allah give a good soul mate to the Ardan mas. While we were chatting on the porch of the house, suddenly there was a car that stopped in front of my house. I who knew who the owner of the car was could only sigh.

**What did he come here for?

Tbc

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