Love Waiting

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POV bagas

It has been 6 months that my marriage with Nindy passed, somehow I feel my relationship with her is starting to drift away. To be honest I felt guilty for ignoring her so often, but somehow since the arrival of siska, I felt like I was back in college again.

Siska is a beautiful and broad-minded girl, so when I chat with her I always forget about nindy. I sometimes wonder why I didn't marry him...Maybe you think I'm a bad guy.

It is up to you to consider what I am, which obviously I still support my wife in a born and also inward way. Although unlike the early days of marriage, now my time is spent more often with Siska.

Siska now works in the same factory as me, but it's different. We often eat together during breaks, actually many who look at me do not like my closeness with Siska. But I chose to ignore it because I didn't feel like I was harming them.

Siska and I met during the first semester of college, we met in the library and have been friends ever since. Many thought we were dating but Siska and I just ignored them all.

Siska who was always spoiled towards me made me become accustomed to her behavior. It's appropriate for people to assume that we are dating, because I myself also feel that our closeness is indeed a little bit of a skinship. From holding hands, hugging, even the chips we are used to doing.

Once we made a mistake that made us awkward for a few days, but after that we got back together again and since then our closeness has intensified. Although there is no mutual love speech we often kiss and do things like people.

But our relationship had been strained since his departure and we rarely communicated, and at that moment I saw Nindy and began to feel a tremor in my heart the first time I saw her. But I who was still in the shadow by Siska chose to stay still and keep it in my heart.

Gradually I began to feel dissatisfied just by paying attention to it and began to approach nindy directly. Since I did not want to see Nindy possessed by another man, I asked her to be my wife.

I know a lot of heartbroken guys see me get nindy, and I feel lucky to get her. But when it happened in Singapore, my heart felt jealous to see Nindy close to a man I didn't know. Moreover, he dared to touch nindy, my heart was hot and as a result I hurt my own wife.

Because I love her so much I apologized to Nindy and luckily nindy is a good woman and also she has a lot of respect for me, she is willing to forgive me as long as I don't hurt her anymore.

After that incident I further limited the space of motion nindy, because I do not want to be close to other men besides me. I never allowed Nindy to go out of the house alone, even if it had to go it had to go with me.

But now I see Nindy starting to change and become more silent, but she still serves me well and never refuses what I tell her. Nindy once asked me about my closeness with Siska but immediately I tepis and said we were just friends no more. And he just nodded slowly with a thin smile. all this time I have never introduced siska directly to Nindy, because for me it is not very important.

And somehow my heart is now starting to branch, on the other hand I don't want to be away from Siska but I don't want to lose my wife either.

Like now Siska and I were out for dinner together, when I told my wife I was overtime. And he just smiled a little while saying his heart of work. Sometimes I also feel guilty for Nindy but want to go again, my heart moves on its own.

"Gas, tomorrow night on Sunday can you make me watch?" I looked at Siska's face and she looked at me pleading. And I can only nod according to Siska's will.

"really gas? Wahh. You can always be trusted."

"Why did I lie to you."

We continued our meal while chatting and laughing. When we I intended to wash my hands suddenly my hand was pulled by someone.

Sreetts

Plaques

I rubbed my face slapped by a woman, and it turns out she was a friend of my wife, Nayla. I snorted softly while looking at his face.

"What do you mean slap me?" I asked while looking intently at Nayla. He could have slapped me in a place like this.

"That's what you've done by not knowing that he's playing with my best friend's heart."

plaques

"And this is to represent every tear you shed from nindy's eyes. Satisfied lo..!! Already hurt Nindy, all this time I always avoid all my talk that accuses you of cheating with this woman. But after seeing with my own head, I did not accept because you have hurt my best friend. Hehhhhhhhhhh...It turns out that a Bagas Suseno who I consider dead love with his wife turned out to be just an ordinary man who would dump women after getting it. Wahhhh.. I really do. I swear I samperin can not say anything see your behavior. Nysel I used to idolize you. Sissy lo emang.. !!!"

I saw Nayla leaving with a face full of emotion, on what basis she judged me like this. I rubbed my face with anger. Then I asked Siska to leave this place.

Siska who saw the incident fell silent and just looked at me pityingly. I keep driving my car quietly, I just don't want to be disturbed. After delivering Siska to her house I turned around to go home.

Greekk

After the fence was perfectly open I took my car into the garage, I got out of the car and was greeted by Nindy with a sweet smile. For a moment I forgot how painful Nayla's slap was to me, let alone seeing Nindy kissing my hand. I rubbed his head covered in a veil.

I walked in first and went straight upstairs. I intend to take a shower to cool my mind, when entering the room I see my clothes are prepared by Nindy on the bed.

Deg

Did I really hurt my wife?

I started thinking about what I was doing all this time, it's been a long time since I called her so dearly. I also felt that Nindy and I were starting to stay away, nindy was more silent and I thought that was natural.

Ckck

Just increase the burden of my mind.!!

I entered the bathroom and started to take off the clothes that were attached to my body, I turned on the faucet and stood under the shower.

Bress

I let this water wash over my body, I closed my eyes enjoying every inch of water flowing through my body. After enough I take soap and shampoo to clean my body from dust or anything that is attached to my body.

I take a towel and wear it around my waist. I got out of the bathroom and went to bed to pick up my clothes, I looked around but found no nindy anywhere. I put on my shirt and pants, then looked for my wife.

After descending to the first floor I found my wife who was silent watching her favorite drama. It seemed that Nindy was daydreaming until she was unaware of my arrival, I sat down beside her and she was still silently daydreaming.

pluck

I patted him on the shoulder and he was immediately surprised to look at me, after realizing he immediately smiled. I don't know why I see that his smile isn't what it used to be.

"What's up? Do you need anything?" Nindy asked me while intending to stand up but I prevented her by pulling her hand. I lay my head on her thigh and pulled her hand to wipe my half-wet hair.

I felt nindy was quite surprised by my sudden behavior, but then it was as if she had just followed my will by gently rubbing my hair. I closed my eyes and felt the comfort I had long left, I sucked my head in his stomach and he just kept quiet, usually like this nindy would laugh with amusement. But now Nindy just kept quiet while still wiping my hair.

"What did you do today at home while I was working?" I try to open up a conversation between us.

"Today, I planted a flower in the back garden and read books and kept watching the drama. How does it work today? Must be tired, huh mas?" I was silent to Nindy's question.

"Well, you know for yourself how I've been working. Ohya tomorrow Saturday mas there is a similar event so the return may be night.

Sreetts

Suddenly nindy's hand stopped rubbing my hair, and I looked at Nindy's face which was like thinking of something and I didn't know what it was. After being silent for a long time Nindy started rubbing my hair back.

"If it makes mas happy I'm fine mas."

I frowned at my puzzled hearing the answer from nindy. I saw the face of Nindy who was just staring at the tv but with a blank look.

tbc

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