
Getting upset with the uncertain end of the wait is no reason to change hearts in the middle of the journey.
- Doni
***
Rifan.
"You're here too? " ask Nida in the crowd.
The look on Nida's face looked excitedly at Zidan.
"Yes, you know, hp you're not active?" zidan answered while taking his phone out of his pants pocket.
"Yes, sorry lowbat."
"It's a habit to keep lowbat, tomorrow you don't have to bring hp not to be slow as well as the person." timpalku tried to cover my dislike for Zidan.
Although not very familiar with Zidan, I was once a faculty birthday organizer. That's where I know Zidan a little.
"Ihhh nyebelin ya lo. " Nida answered annoyedly while pinching my waist.
"Da, I went to Doni first yes later if you want to go home if not in the same park Doni mostan in musholla faculty yes, first bro! "
I decided to leave them by patting Zidan's right shoulder.
The show is not yet fully completed. Still sounding boisterous roar in the ballroom even though Doni had ended the event and resigned retreat.
While Hanum with a face that no longer knows what to cover down the stage and immediately ran out of the crowd. Of course followed by his imagination, Dini.
Doni and I made a pact to hang out at the park over the show. Actually with Nida too, but after I think again especially Nida has met Zidan better he was with Zidan first.
The campus park.
I sat on a long bench under a palm tree near the deanate building.
"Wasapppp!" Doni came to surprise me to jump over the back of the bench from behind.
"Well drink wear out are you! "
"Learnest lo, the fasting hormatin dong. "
"Haha intentionally. Very satisfied I swear to see the expression of Hanum was beuhhh. "
Doni is non-Muslim but he is the only one closest to me even from the time of Ospek.
"Eh Pan! " doni's close call to me.
"Moran? "
"How many days do you have to stay here? ga asik actually so maba together, the passage abroad. Very ****! "
"Eh the handle of the pot is horrin yes, what a pleasure to leave the place that you think is most comfortable who you have lived from the baby, left behind friends, the family of the dear ones anyway. Trus must be able to adapt directly in a new environment that you never know before? do you know Don I mah never far from grandma especially after mamah equally papa no."
"Yes, I know Pan, so I want to let out my tears" said Doni as he rubbed his face against my sleeve.
"Jijay far away lo, thought homo ntar nih sueee!"
"Well Pan, notar who dong who ngasi idea gw nulis? really sad for me."
"Yaelah Don, without me you write keep believing. Try to see where? "
"Newly chapter 12, the novelmedia nargetin must expire 20 chapters abis lebaran. I usually have to do it before I publish."
*For the departure of who knows when to return...
A waiting that has not been met...
I also say a fragment of your name in every prayer I pray...
It is an endless effort, not even to my breath today...
Today, as you read this...
I remain like three stanzas at the beginning of the poem*this...
- Poetry for Dinda from Devan*-
"Dalemmmm really borrr! Lah this mantep nih." said my salute to the results of Doni's writing.
Hearing my response like that, somehow Doni just showed a lethargic face and then leaned her stage to the back of the bench.
"Hhhh" let out a long sigh while occasionally gulping down water in his mineral bottle.
"Don, I'll come back and when I come back later please promise if your book has been published and has been working in accordance with your expectations, lo, I'm sure you can be a great journalist and author! "
Doni was still silent with a straight look ahead.
"Why you're kayak aja si hahaha diem ntar ends say whatever, watch out lo! "
"Gue keinget when we only know Pan, when the same bokap nyokap separate and choose to marry again with their respective affair, each of them, at that time there was no one who I felt was on my side until a mallem lo dateng nanyain why I rarely entered class... "
"That time you mabok heavy room you have not formed the vow room guepengen spray perfume sekebon to your room... "
"When we just hangout 2 times an lah but lo respect very much the same me, not only me, the lo it does have a helping soul, hmm salut. "
"Pan Malem later I'll go to your house yak! "
"Iyeee, I unplug the bye! "
After the end of the Ashar prayer I intend to wait for Nida. Nida came to me first.
"Fann!"
"Oy, have you prayed? "
"Udah just now, mmm I went home with Zidan ya Fan, all would refuse his invitation hehe"
"Ohh, I was careful if you stopped by dating first in the emperor, I aduin to ibuk! "
"No, just go home, promise! " hold out a little finger at me who is putting on a shoelace.
"A little bit of little finger ah males ahahaha be careful!"
"Daaaah. "
***
After returning from the terawah with grandma, Doni was waiting at my doorstep while playing a mobile game legend by using earphones in his earlobes.
"Doni's been waiting for a long time, hasn't he? " ask grandma.
"Where denger nek he uses ear plugs, gini this way let him be horrified, see this nek! "
Though my grandmother and I had been standing for about five minutes beside the chair where Doni focused on his phone but Doni had not yet realized our existence.
I made a budek, budek dah luuu.
"FIRESOMENNNNN!!! " shouts while pulling the earphones in Doni's ear.
"Nob... ehh grandma ehehe long ago grandma? "
"What people? bangs what? " my answer is challenging.
"No, there was a meatball brother let's come here."
"Here, let's go into the house later dikirain what else is the same citizens, come on Doni!"
After being full and spending two plates of rice in the kitchen, Doni put on a sad look, starting a drama that the queen was defeated by his behavior.
"His beautiful grandmother Rifan really enjoyed grandmother's cooking, I so want to play here every day. "
"Lebay I'm tampol ni ya! "
"There are only you, then grandma wants to sleep first yes already sleepy you continue talking. "
"Dadaaaah nekkk have a nice dreammm. "
After we finished eating, we moved to my room to relax while mabar.
"Huh?"
Doni got out of the bed and sat down.
"Anything just******more exciting nihh."
"Tomorrow when you have left grandma lives with who dong? "
"There's my aunt, she's gonna live here by chance her husband moved in here."
"Pa? "
"Pan pen pan pen ah males playing is what I'm Don!"
"Gue wants this for the last time, please answer him do not be kidding ya bambang? "
"What's mean? lo debts? I swear by it. Well I hope that I have a debt to you yes sincerely also yak ahhahaha. "
"Just kidding me of horse boils!"
"That's a whispered horse hahaha, yes did I answer that note! "
"Lo sure you don't want to be honest about how you feel about Nida?"
I was silent to Doni's question. My gaze focused on the phone that actually locked the screen.
"Two years you go it's not a minute Pan, I know how much you love Nida, why it's so hard for him to admit 'yes' to me Pan."
"Lo can lie to everyone but to me I can't Pan, you sure you will release Nida for Zidan? not funny."
I took a long breath.
"Gue don't know, this feeling is really what's wrong for Nida, I just want to squirm Nida is always happy. And I saw Nida's happiness fitting her same Zidan, I can what Don? "
SERIATE...
Thank you for reading episode 8 of "Love the Lost"