
For you whose name is rooted in the chest.
Congratulations on my heart that is all yours.
Even if it is one-sided, I am still like this.
Like rain that brings rainbows.
You have to stay, let me go.
poetry for Dinda of Devan-Davis
***
"Crazy tuh son nge-mc nulis also yes, bar style rich thugs are rich heart mimi fairy ehh fairy godmother deng! "
Rifan had just finished reading the 11th episode of Doni's novelpedia. Although for all his encouragement and enthusiasm, Rifan himself did not want to jump directly into the world of writing he preferred music.
Drrr... Drrr...
Live long, child!
"Ha Assalam..***** I always forget you christian! "
Rifan's reverie is startled by the call wa from Doni.
"Well!!! really arrogant, just ticking tomorrow if you want to caw aja lo! "
"Yaiyalah has met you every day on campus, want to change your taste see bule ahahaha! Eh here dong lo shucks! "
"Suee lo! yes no longer buy martabak, well itung-itung as a sign of farewell yes! "
"Martabak aja riya' lo, Sippp dah! "
***
I don't know what makes Nida still reluctant to communicate like she used to with Rifan.
Though Rifan was eager to meet even though it was just a crisp joke on the meatballs of Pak Hardi for the last time before his departure.
Many times tried to come to Nida's house and many times also Nida reasoned that she was not feeling well and preferred to lock herself in the room. Even though Nida was acting so cold, Rifan had absolutely no resentment and resentment towards Nida.
Meanwhile, at Nida's house.
"Sir! "
"Nida, how long have you been! don't pity me tah same Rifan you keep cuekin? "
"Hhhhh"
Nida really wants to, really miss playing with Rifan buk! but Nida is shy, unable to even meet.
"Mother again said this tablets even dream that, if marahan continues to gini will you be careless, there is no place to tell stories no joke place, right? "
"It's okay Mom, Nida still needs some time alone! "
"All that passes, let Nduk pass away, all this God can not overcome for us without any wisdom on the contrary! yes already, sleep tomorrow the luck of his sahur! "
Before leaving the room, Ms. Hanna stroked Nida's hair and kissed her forehead.
Doni who had just arrived at Rifan's house immediately went into the house as usual.
"Know Aunty, this is Doni he mah after I leave will not play here anyway. Food in the kitchen is safe! "
Rifan introduced Doni to his aunt who had just arrived from out of town.
"Lo's camper! "
"Grandma don't be sad Grandma, missing granddaughter that's this grandchild still there! "
Doni babble to grandma while patting her chest signifies her recognition as a granddaughter of grandmother as well.
"Hayuuu DNA test hayuu gelut hayuu! " said Rifan defiantly while folding his sleeves.
"You guys are always kidding, tomorrow must miss each other right! " grandma answered Rifan and Doni.
That night Rifan's family also Doni dissolved in laughter.
So beautiful it feels, a warm night that two years ahead can not be felt Rifan.
In the middle of the crowd Rifan still thought about Nida.
Da! i'm kangen. Where's my old best friend? the first love I didn't dare to do? are we really meant to be friends? even now we are far away, you do not want to be equal again with me. Da! when can you stop filling my heart and mind!
"Pan, I'll take care of Nida for you! l promise! and you also have to promise to go back and realize your feelings to Nida, find a lot of money Pan, marry Nida! " whispered Doni who had noticed Rifan was daydreaming.
Rifan only smiled faintly in response to Doni.
***
After many times trying to contact Nida via wa but never responded.
Rifan forced himself to go to Nida's house before leaving for the airport. Unfortunately, Nida and Ms. Hanna are on their way to shopping for iftar preparations. Rifan learned of it from Nida's neighbor.
Rifan decided to leave a message to Nida's neighbor who was watering the plants in front of his house.
"Bu Nettt, later if Bu Hanna and Nida return home if I say goodbye to Switzerland ya buk! "
"Ahaha tell me so Mom later, by assalamualaikum!"
Waalaikumussalam, weird! still young, no longer want to be a TKI.
Neighbor Nida this one is famous for a little lola. Buk Neti name, quite familiar with Rifan because often accidentally met in front of Nida's house.
Not long after, Nida and her mother came home.
"Yeah! is Rifan Temen you want to be TKI? too bad! "
"Bu Neti said what the fuck? haha. "
"That's you see, Rifan was here saying he told her to say hello he wanted to go to Switzerland! "
"Wait on! What date is it today?"
Without waiting for a response from Ms. Hanna. Nida immediately started the engine of the motor to Rifan's house.
"Faan! Assalamualaikum granny! .. assalamualaikum! The rifaan! "
Nida banged on the door several times and called out the names of Rifan and grandmother. But the result is nothing, there is no answer. Marking they all must have gone to the airport.
Nida returned with her motorbike to the airport which was about 30 minutes from her home complex.
I don't know what was on Nida's mind, she felt her body lightly float. Nida didn't care about anything blocking the path in front of her. Unknowingly, speeding like that would greatly endanger the safety of his life.
"Citttttt.." suddenly ngerem.
"Woy slowly woy didn't see his eyes it was a red light! "
Nida's eyes started to turn red. Not because of the harsh words of the fathers he almost hit at the red light. But as Rifan's shadow increasingly filled his head was also the guilt getting stifling his chest.
Nida just silently responded to the harsh words of the fathers who crossed earlier.
The tear thread was no longer able to hold back to wet the maroon-veiled girl's cheeks.
*Sammar,
Dinda, don't cry
There is not always my palm to wipe your tears
My shoulders are too far away to be your backrest
My ears cannot hear your sigh
Just wait to sit sweetly at home
Believe me, when away from you
Every moment is my attempt to always be on my way home to you
- Poetry for Dinda from Devan*-
***
At Airport.
"Pan kanya do not have to wait abis lebaran deh for nyampe 20 episodes I nih. I don't know why my brain lately really smoothly ngehalu hahaha." said Doni while staring at the screen hp.
Rifan did not pay much attention to what Doni said about his novel.
"Why Nang! how nervous is that?" said grandma while patting Rifan's shoulder slowly.
"It's okay, grandma, hehe."
Every now and then stare at the airport entrance, hoping the long-awaited person appears from there.
Ah, it's impossible!
***
That morning it suddenly rained heavily, as if hinting at how Nida was.
After the red light changed to green, Nida again drove through the rain. Though the raincoat folded neatly in the motorcycle seat. But he chose not to waste time to get to the airport immediately.
Her tears had fused with the rain that splashed all over her body. Nida rides her bike at above average speeds.
"Cittt.. cittt... "
BRAAAKKKK
***
Three hours passed, Nida made it through her critical period.
"Mother, Nida wants to see Rifan! " said Nida raau.
"Mom, why is everything dark? Nida can't see Mom! "
SERIATE...
Thank you for reading episode 11 of "Loving the Lost"
Author so sad herself same state of Nida huhuhuwww