Love the Illiterate Girl

Mom's smiling

In the hospital,

Mala ran fast through the hospital corridor, she did not care about the people she passed looking at her.

With a stinged breath Mala arrived in front of the door of Devan's room.

Devan still felt asphyxiation on his bed.

Kenny arrives and stands behind Mala.

Mala stepped slowly near Devan's bed, Mala no longer cared her tears spilled in front of Devan.

Mala just wants Devan to know, why she loves him so much.

"Mama's been fighting son,mama's looking,mama met your papa but mama continued to fail.Mama did not get what Devan needs now.Mama felt pain in the heart.Sick very sick.See Devan felt pain on this bed, fighting alone, alone,mama can't see the pain Devan.Mama apologizes son.

If only I could change positions let my mom win all the pain Devan."

Mala continued to speak inside her sobs.

Devan is too tired with his pain at this time.She still smiles at mama Mala.Although the smile was only a little adorned her tiny lips.

Mala approached her favorite son.

She hugged her son tightly, climbed into the bed, and held Devan in her arms.

He wanted to continue like this, hugging Devan for some reason it felt like he didn't want to let go of his hug.

"Mama.."

"Yes dear"

"Sickness ma.."

Mala was crying with an insufferable voice.

"Devan mama's son, forgive mama today mama failed again to bring papa Devan here."

"Nothing what ma."

"Mama don't cry well, Devan love same mama.Devan don't want to see mama Mala belsih."Devan rubbed Mala's tears which still continued to flow profusely on Mala's cheeks with her small hands.

"Yes son, you're not crying, you're just shedding tears."

"Mama, don't be sad.If later Devan pelgi.Mama is subtly happy."

"Devan don't talk like that, son.Devan will be with you forever."

Devan stroked Mala's cheek gently with his weak strength.

Mala could only cry her tears continuously flooding her cheeks. Kenny and doctor Anastasia were also there to feel the pain of Mala, they also cry sad.Seeing the little Devan who was weak without energy still want to comfort his mother so as not to grieve seeing his condition.

"Mama.."

"Yes dear"

Devan smiled sweetly to his mother."

"God, why is it so painful to see this smile on my son's little lips."

"Hold me dear, son of mama.Mama's favorite child can certainly be strong for mama.Yes, right, dear?"

Devan just smiled at him.

"Mom can promise Devan?"

"What promise, dear?"

"If Devan is far away, you can't be sad."

"Devan can't go anywhere.Devan should always be with mama yes dear."

Mala started sobbing again, she could not hold back her sadness anymore.

"Pokoya Devan must continue to accompany mama until anytime."

"Devan has to survive baby.Wait for mama will try again to get a donor for Devan."

"Ma.."

"Yes dear.."

"Tell Devan, if you can't be sad, if Devan is too sad."

"No Devan, you don't want.Devan should always accompany mama."

"Mama can't be happy without Devan.Becah happy mama is Devan."

"Ma.."

"Later if Devan pelgi can not if mama hold Devan with mama's sadness."

"Devan is always going to be my mom's favorite son."Mala sobbed in her tears.

"Mama.."

"Yes dear.."

"Devan tired ma,"

"Hold on, baby, make mama."

"Mama has promised me Devan, if mama can not be sad Bial Devan also happy to see mama later."

Mala was growing sobbing in her cries.

"Ma.."

"Yes dear,"Mala's getting her hug hardened.

"Liat Devan."Devan's voice still sounded weak.

Mala looked at Devan's pale face, my eyes were too tired because she still wanted to say something to Mala's mother.

"Liat and follow Devan grin ma."

Devan gave his best smile, his pale face giving happiness to Mala.

"Smiling me."

Mala smiled at Devan, even though her tears kept on wetting her cheeks.

"If you smile, don't cry ma," Devan gently wiped Mala's tears with his small hands.

"I'm sorry Devan, because I can't stand for my mom.."

"No dear, no .Devan is the darling of mama.Ngak can Devan not go anywhere.Stay with mama yes son."Mala spoke in her sobs.

"Devan dear mama, and always there for mama.Mama do not be sad ya."

"Yes mom won't be sad son.Asal Devan wants to heal baby."

Mala stroked her son's hair, Devan looked at Mala's face with her sweet smile.His little bluish lips, revealed her best smile."

"Ma, Devan loves you.Thank you for everything," his voice grew weaker, and slowly Devan's eyes began to close.

Devan did not move anymore, Mala did not feel his heart rate anymore.His breathing was no longer able to feel from his nose.

"DEVANNNNNNNN"

"Wake up baby, this is mama."

"Open your eyes, baby,"

"Kenny please wake up Devan Kenny,"

Mala called kenny,

"Devan don't be naughty son, you wake up.Follow said mama son."

"Wake up dear, please dear mama.Make mama smile again dear."

Mala was sobbing, hugging her son's body.

"Devan, wake up baby.."

"DEVANNN."

Mala's body collapsed, and fell unconscious.

The doctors started to approach Devan's bed.

release Mala's hug from Devan's body.

Then take care of Devan's body according to hospital procedures.

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Mala wakes up in Devan's bed.

"Kenny."

"Yes Mala,"

"Where's Devan."

Kenny could not answer, there were only tears on his cheek.Doctor Anastasia can only strengthen Kenny, by patting his shoulder.

"KENNY...."

Mala shouted again, she got off her bed running out of her room, and looking for her son.

"DEVAN.."

"Where are you, son?"

Mala ran along the corridor barefoot."

Kenny catches up with Mala and embraces her.

"Where's Devan Kenny?"

Mala's tears still flooded her cheeks.

Mala sat weakly in Kenny's arms.

"Sstttt, calm down Mala calm down.I'll take you to Devan's place."

"Don't cry anymore, calm down."

Mala nods her head, Kenny rubs Mala's body into Devan's room and tidies the room.

Mala just sat down, and waited for Kenny to clear things up.Look at one by one Devan birthday decorations that still hang on the wall and began to be released by Kenny.

Kenny leads Mala to where Devan is staying.

She was crying again,

"Kenny please wake Devan, he won't wake Kenny.I'm sorry mom, wrong mom can't take care of Devan."Mala continued to blame herself in between sobs she did not stop to mess up.

Kenny calms Mala down, he is also devastated by Devan's departure.

"Relax Mala, if you keep crying, Devan will also not be calm in nature.Remember you have promised him, that you should not be sad when he leaves right."

The sound of Mala's cry became more and more so.She continued to scream and call Devan, who had been laid in the chest.

"Like his dream, he's been picked up by God and freed him from the pain that hurt his little body all this time."

"What dream is Kenny?"

The cries of Mala began to subside.

Kenny then narrates Devan's dream that he told me about yesterday when Mala went to look for Cristian.

Mala is devastated by the loss of her son, and she blames herself for the passing of her son

Kenny considers Devan as his own son.

Devan is also very fond of him.A lot of time they spent together before Devan was sick.

In Paris it's not just Kenny and Mala who love Devan .Mama Laurent, Aunt Magda and Aunt Fransisca are also very fond of Devan.

Drrttt drrttt drrttt

"Hallo ma's."

Because with the presence of Devan in the middle of their home atmosphere is always crowded by Devan who always run to and fro.Laughter and happiness filled the entirety of their luxurious house.

So that Laurent's mom really felt Devan was her own grandson.

"I'm sorry Kenny ma," Kenny started crying and sobbing.

"Why are you crying?"

"I'm sorry Kenny Ma, same Kenny has been trying to find Devan's birth father.But he always rejects Mala, so Devan does not get a donor sum of the spine, his condition is increasingly critical and.."

Kenny hangs up the conversation, though,

"And what's Kenny?"mama Laurent can't wait to hear Kenny continue the story.

"Devan has gone ma."

"Where's Kenny going, you're telling me that's obvious dear."

"Devan has gone to heaven."Kenny cried again without the power to stem the sadness in his heart.

"Lying to you Kenny, don't joke to mama."

"The truth is, Kenny doesn't lie."

Mama Laurent cried too, so Magda's aunt and Fransisca's aunt approached and asked what had happened.

Mama Laurent told his two brothers-in-law the incident that befell Devan, so that eventually the three of them cried together.

Mama Laurent wanted to fly to Indonesia, but Kenny prevented it.

Kenny felt Laurent's mother would be exhausted and his illness would recur.

"Already ma, let Kenny take care of everything here .Mama is calm there ya.kainaga mama's health as well."

Mama Laurent finally chose to obey the words of her son.

Only Anastasia's doctor accompanied them in the funeral process.

Mala did not stop crying for her son.

The funeral service is a sacred process.

Until the funeral is over Mala continues to hug Devan's headstone.

He continued to lament the departure of his beloved son.During this Mala was strong because there was Devan with him.

And now Devan has left her forever, and,

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Drrrrtt drtt

Mobile doctor Anastasia bedering.

(Alex calling)

"Hallo Alex what's up, tumben you called."

"Hallo deck, can you come here for a minute, Margareth seems weird right now."

"Weird how?"

"Just come later well, I don't know how to explain it to you."

"Alex, I'm at the funeral again at the funeral of my friend's son.If I still have time later I'll be there soon yeah."

"All right, I'm waiting for you."

Doctor Anastasia closed her call.

Kenny persuades Mala to come home.It is late afternoon, but Mala is still reluctant to release the headstone that is still in her arms.

"Mala let's go home."

Mala shakes.

"If you don't want to go home, are you happy if Devan is sad to see you.Devan's journey to heaven will be restrained by you."

Kenny persuaded Mala with gentleness.

Mala finally collapsed, Kenny then took his hand and walked to the car followed by Anastasia doctor.

Kenny takes Mala to his apartment.

Kenny deliberately prefers to stay in the apartment, in order to be able to better supervise Mala.

Doctor Anastasia helps Kenny, bringing Devan's belongings from the hospital, which Kenny accidentally takes home.

Kenny Apartment has two rooms.Quite luxurious with all the facilities.

Mala chose to go into the room and rest,

Doctor Anastasia chose to return home.

"Thank you Anastasia, you've been with us for a few days.Sorry we've been troubling you and taking up a lot of your time."

"Don't say so Kenny, everything I do is selfless.We friends should not hesitate to ask each other for help"

"Then I go first, if I'm going to be here tomorrow after the hospital."

Kenny escorted Dr. Anastasia to the front door and saw Anastasia's doctor enter the elevator.

When Kenny entered the room, Mala was already asleep hugging Devan's clothes.

There was a sense of compassion in Kenny's heart to see Mala who was tired of everything she had been through.

Kenny took the blanket, and covered Mala's body.Then turned off the lights, replaced it with a sleeping lamp .

Kenny came out of Mala's room and closed the door.

Kenny took a deep breath, and landed his butt on a sofa in the middle room of his apartment.

He thought hard how to make Mala feel entertained.And finally Kenny fell asleep on the sofa.Actually Kenny was also just as tired as Mala.

She wants Mala to be happy, but it's a pity what Mala expected didn't happen.

Destroyed his heart, how his day had been all this time he lived with Mala and Devan.

But now Mala is also destroyed along with the departure of her son.

For one week Mala spent her time by confining herself in the room.Sambil hugged and smelled the scent of Devan who was still left on her little clothes that Mala deliberately scattered on her bed.

That way he still feels that Devan is still with him.

Although invited to eat or drink Mala does not want.She prefers to lock herself in the room.Once she screams hysterically, only Kenny can calm her.

"Mala."

Kenny went into Mala's room.

Mala simply eased her eyes towards Kenny.

"Here you eat, I bring your favorite food."

"I purposely ordered it at a famous restaurant in the city for you.You ate well."

Mala shook her head, she didn't want to eat or drink anything.

Pain and despair filled his heart.

"Mala, are you going to keep going like this?"

"Why do you want to torture yourself."

Kenny has been unable to resist Mala's attitude all this time.

"I want to die too Kenny, it feels so crowded in my chest.My life is empty without Devan.I will not be happy if not with my son."

"Then what do you get, if you despair at this time.Don't you realize Devan must be very sad to see you are dissolved in your grief.Then who will pray Devan, who will pray for Devan,if you want to go after him with your desperation."

"Be aware Mala, you must come out of your sorrow.Remember your promise to Devan.He wants you to be happy.If he sees your sadness, do you think he is happy in nature?"

Mala shook her head, though,

"Therefore, awaken Mala."

"We can be sad, I am also sadder.But our time does not stop.When we keep going."

"Entertainment and strength, fill your time with positive things, so that we can let Devan go, and accompany him in our every prayer for him."

Every day Kenny always entertains Mala, he never gets tired of doing it for Mala.

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Kenny bursts out of his sleep, he smells the smell of cooking right now.

He glanced at the clock on his wrench, still at 06:00 in the morning.

"Who this morning is cooking.Such as the aroma of Mala cuisine.But who else is cooking?"Kenny muttered to himself in his bed.

"What did Doctor Anastasia come over this morning and cook for us?"

Instead of continuing to ask questions and curious Kenny also came down from his bed.

He opened the door and walked into the kitchen

Kenny was surprised to see who else was cooking in the kitchen.

"Good morning Kenny,"Mala said a greeting to Kenny whose face had just woken up and had not been hit by water.

"What's wrong with your face?"Mala looked at the unblinking Kenny looking at her.

Kenny rubbed his eyes a few times.

"I was dreaming, seeing Mala cooking in my kitchen, my God" said Kenny still could not believe what he saw in front of him.

"Kenny, are you teasing me?"Mala took out a glass of water, and splashed the water on Kenny's face.

"Where to go to your room, and clean yourself up, we'll have breakfast as soon as I cook the jam."

"God, I don't dream, this splash of water is real on my face."

Mala smiled at Kenny.

"Let's get ready, I'll prepare breakfast for you right now before you leave for your office." Mala said, so Kenny would get ready soon.

"Kenny."

Mala was upset that Kenny was still standing in his place.

"I am, I am getting ready soon."

Kenny passed to his room and headed for the bathroom.

In his heart he was grateful that Mala had started doing her activities again.

But Kenny knows Nala still has a wound in her heart.

"Ah has been, later to be thought.Asal Mala has made a progress, I must be able to continue to support him."

While in Indonesia, Kenny still takes care of his company here.

While in Paris, Kenny entrusted his assistant in the same to take care of everything.

This morning Anastasia visited their apartment.Together Kenny enjoyed breakfast together.

Keny looked at Mala's face, in his heart he promised to restore the happiness in Mala's face as before.

"Are you sure you can be alone here?"

"Let's calm Kenny, I can take care of myself here.You focus on your work well."

Mala and Kenny looked at each other and smiled slightly.

There's relief in kenny's heart.

"May you always be happy, Mala."

"Mala lowered her head."

"Stay strong, for the sake of Devan's happiness in his new nature."

Mala nodded, and shed a clear tear on her cheek.