LOVE STRUGGLE (THE BATTLE OF LOVE)
I'm More Destroyed
Fani returned from the kitchen with a bowl of porridge in her hand. He sat on the edge of the bed, next to Eza.
"Za., you eat first well, do not think about anything first" said Fani while looking at Eza gently.
Fani scoops her porridge and points it at Eza, intending to feed the man before her.
"Open your mouth, Za don't be stubborn at a time like this," said Fani a little annoyed because Eza never opened his mouth.
Eza according to Fani, he opened his mouth slightly, Fani who saw it directly pointed her spoon into Eza's mouth to bribe him.
"Udah, Fa I can eat alone," said Eza after swallowing the porridge.
"Father, Za is already in your care, Za open your mouth again !" fani's word and Eza's inexplicably obeyed him, either because he felt guilty for treating Fani harshly all this time or because he felt indebted because Fani had been kind enough to care about him.
"Eating real, Za do not dream," said Fani who saw Eza eating while daydreaming.
"It's a real mess lo, Fa," said Eza to cover up his shame that was caught base was daydreaming.
"Cerewet gini because I care the same lo, Za," said Fani.
"Yes yes, thank you, Fa" said Eza with a slight smile that he gave to the woman who was bribing him.
"Thank you for what ?" ask Fani later.
"Thank you for taking care of me, thanks for taking care of me, and sorry I've also been about my treatment to lo lately," said Eza who thanked and apologized because honestly he felt guilty for treating the woman harshly.
"Yes yes. Udah ah do not have to melow that, eat fast, finish the porridge just take medicine," Fani said again.
Fani continued to feed Eza painstakingly until the porridge ran out. After that he helped Eza to take medicine.
"Lo rest yes, Za. I returned this first," said Fani while showing a bowl of used porridge.
"Oh yes, Za I sleep here well because I'm not strong if I have to drive the car home. Relax I will sleep on the living room sofa really," said Fani asked permission, yes because Eza apartment only has one room that is now occupied by Eza.
"Once again thank you, Fa and sorry have taken care of you," said Eza who again thanked and also felt bad for Fani.
"It's easy, Za," said Fani while smiling sweetly at Eza.
"Lo is my best friend, Fa," said Eza smiled, but it made the sweet smile that originally appeared on Fani's face disappear instantly.
"Gue's out, Za," said Fani and went straight out.
He ran to the kitchen after closing the door, where he cried remembering the words of Eza who only thought of him as a friend.
"Why do you just think of me as a friend, Za. What lack of me, why do you never ogles me even once, Za. Why don't you ever notice my feelings, Za. I love you, Za. I love you, Za why do you only think of me as a friend, not more than that, Za. My heart aches, Za has always seen men that I like even like other people who are none other than my own best friend, Za. I'm the same sprain of myself who can't forget lo, Za who can't get rid of this feeling, Za. I'm claustrophobic, Za every lo lo lo lo who is very caring for Puput, especially when you see you destroyed because of rejection, I'm sicker, Za. I'm more broken. When the hell, Za you think I exist, consider me more than just a friend," said Fani with sobbing.
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***Sorry well these 2 parts are special to Eza and Fani, kasian them if only as a display, ntar nambek them. But next part back to Kevin Puput kok 🤗🙏🙏
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