
Dila falls asleep next to El as her mind weighs how she tells Nino or Kunto about her current status. It was not Dila's intention to be the bad girl who hurt the heart of the good man who sincerely loved her.
In the middle of the night Dila awoke from her sleep, Dila got out of bed, took the water of ablution, prostrated and rested on the Almighty to be given help not to hurt anyone.
" I don't know what scenario Engka wrote for me God, God willing I sincerely live it, but please.., don't let any heart hurt because of this path I choose".
He was crying in the middle of the prayer he prayed. Dila is a good girl who does not want to hurt others. When Dila finished praying El woke up because it was like hearing the sound of sobs someone near him.
" Dila's mother is crying, is Miss Dila sick?", El got off the bed, innocently El put his palm on Dila's forehead, and then he got out of bed, following Dila's habit of doing things like that if El is sick, to know body temperature.
" Don't hurt, baby, I'm very healthy, just asked God for the same prayer so that the mother's prayer is granted" replied Dila.
" Was the mother asking what is the same God?, El has become a good child, the father is also no longer even the same mother".
Dila smiled at El's words. " Mommy asked for something else, if I told you now, El would not understand. Wait for El to grow up, only mother can tell", Dila kissed El's forehead and invited him back to bed after folding his face.
Without Dila noticing since earlier there was a pair of eyes that were watching them from behind the slightly opened door.
" We sleep again yuk?, is it still dark, El can sleep in the Jungle tomorrow if this hour El has woken up" said Dila.
" But El wants to mimi milk first Miss Dila, El Lapel".
Dila nodded and carried El to come to the kitchen to make milk, El did not want to be left in his room alone for fear of still dark he said.
" Loh is still late at night when El even wake up, do you want dinner?, must be hungry because last night did not eat dinner huh?".
El nodded when asked by bi Darsih who also woke up because he wanted to go to the bathroom.
" El asked to make Bi's milk, but let me make it, aunt sleep again".
After the chocolate flavored milk was drunk by El, Dila and El returned to his room. Dila glanced at a glance at Indra's room, the lights went out, so where Indra was at midnight like this. Indra usually keeps the lights on if sleeping, but the room this time is dark.
Dila stared at the workspace on the 2nd floor which turned out to be brightly lit, visible from the highlight of the lights coming out of the door fentilation.
" He's sick, why is this hour still in the workspace?" thought Dila.
El went back to sleep after being rubbed on his back by Dila. Out of curiosity Dila finally went to Indra's work room on the second floor. Dila went straight into the study after knocking on the door.
True Indra was there sitting leaning back in his chair.
" Why haven't you slept yet?, Mas will have to rest to recover quickly, and the heat immediately drops", Dila put her hand back on the flanking Indra.
" I've been mengingan", Indra grasped the hand of Dila who was checking his body heat, "I also have slept, just woke up just before you were praying again. Is El asleep again?".
Dila nodded as she pulled her hand, "She had woken up hungry, asked for milk" Dila replied.
Indra nodded in understanding.
" Dil, was my request the same you were too burdensome for you?, do you really love that man who promised to marry you?".
Dila herself did not know with her current feelings, which Dila knew she did not want to hurt anyone.
" I don't know.I've been feeling mediocre, maybe I've never really liked someone. And have never hated someone, just like you Mas, I hate you so much because you have hurt me, hurt my heart, mind, and body" said Dila with a trembling voice.
" I'm sorry Dil, when you're the one I love, but I hurt you. Do you want to punish me in return for the wrong I've done?".
" I will gladly carry out that punishment, as long as you remain with me, be my wife and be El's mother".
Dila was silent and did not answer, because suddenly his stomach hurt, like cramps.
" I'm going to the bathroom first Mas". Dila ran down the stairs quickly, but in the workspace Indra there was a bathroom, but Dila instead ran to Indra's room.
Dila immediately rushed out of the bathroom and took her pants and pads from inside her bag.
" You why Dil?, do you want to go to the hospital?", Indra was so worried to see Dila who had hurriedly run down because her stomach was cramping.
Dila smiled, "No papa Mas, everything is safe under control", replied Dila with a face of sumringah.
Indra was confused to see the look on Dila's face that changed drastically.
She came out of the bathroom after changing her pants.
" You look so happy, why Dil?, instead of just saying your stomach is cramping?".
Dila smiled again, "I came in the month Mas, that means, the mistake we made that night did not make me pregnant. Thank God, I am not pregnant with an illegitimate child".
Hearing Dila's words actually makes Indra look disappointed and afraid, "if Dila is not pregnant, it means only 6 months of time for me to be her husband, no, I don't want this relationship to end", Indra.
" Why are you such a displeased Mas?, do you expect me to be pregnant by mistake that night?", asked Dila probing.
" No, no, I'm also glad you're not pregnant, because of a mistake I made. It's just that I wish for you to part from me after 6 months of marriage, since you're not pregnant, it's that you can change".
" I have no intention of letting you go Dil, I want our marriage to be forever", Indra again said the same thing.
Dila looked at Indra fixedly.
" Try to make me fall in love with you, Mas, I can forgive you a little because I'm not pregnant. My hatred for you is just a little less. But I haven't forgiven you yet either".
" Because actually I also want to be El's mother until the end of my life" said Dila as she passed, out of Indra's room to El's room to go back to sleep.
Dila's last sentence gave a glimmer of hope to Indra, Indra was finally able to smile with relief.
" I must find a way to conquer the heart of a girl, I must be able to make my wife fall in love with me, help me God".
Indra immediately turned on the laptop in the room, while leaning his body on the head of the bed, Indra browsing on the internet about how to conquer the heart of women.
" Well, there are so many ways that can be done, which way to wear?, but for a girl like Dila, which way is the most suitable", Indra read one by one the sure way to conquer the heart of women.
" Give her a gift she likes.., but what does Dila like?".
" So many things that Dila has not. Bags, shoes, nice clothes, jewelry, Dila did not have all that, even when married yesterday I did not give him anything, because of the sudden and unprepared event, he said, only the wedding ring that Dila received from the mother, as a sign of binding at the family meeting at that time".
" Well to summarize all that, there's only one thing I need to give you".Indra took his magic card, a black card, which can be used for any shopping without limit.
" This is it, I have to give this to Dila tomorrow, surely Dila will be very happy" thought Indra.
And the next day, after breakfast, Indra immediately gave the magic card to Dila.
" This you can use for any shopping you want, if you want to take cash can also go to the ATM. Now you've been my wife, but all this time I haven't given you a living. Please accept Dil, because this is your right, and also my duty".
Dila stared at the card that Indra was giving her. Dila is not a stupid girl who does not know what the card is, because Dila has accompanied Indra shopping for El needs, and paid him using the same card as that.
" Did Indra really consider me to be his wife. He gave me the limitless card, do I have to accept it?, but for what?, I eat and sleep here too, I don't need the card", Dila said.
" It's welcome, if at any time you need to shop like when buying gifts for our new nephew in Malaysia, you can wear this, if you want to shop for your personal needs, buy a bag, buy a bag, clothes, jewelry or whatever you want, just wear this card".
Indra handed the card and clasped it in Dila's hand.
" The pin's El's date of birth, you memorized it, right?".
Dila nodded still with an expression of disbelief. " Am I now the wife of a rich man?", Dila still felt disbelief in her heart, like a dream.