Love Sejagat, Love Friend

" Sleep Good Sleep to Other People's Lover"

After the order was completed in between, at my request Mr. Sukri dropped me off near the A-20 block house. The house I first sent her a cake order. This is the second time I have come to this house. The house I believe to be the home of the Earth.

My steps are a little hesitant. Actually I was confused about how I met Earth, while I was very embarrassed that I had not been in contact with each other for several days. If he were here all of a sudden I'd be even more embarrassed. For what purpose did I try to come here, it would be very strange to answer on the grounds of following my heart. Yes, but the truth is that.

The two-story mansion that was quite majestic was indeed suitable for the elite area here. Actually, I'm very insecure that I can be friends with Earth. From the size of my house and his house if compared, maybe my house is the size of his living room.

Standing for a long time and glued in front of the gate of the house people will make people suspicious, but I would love to meet Earth today. On the trip I had already arranged the words. There are some things I want to say, including wanting to apologize about my Mom's attitude, asking why she didn't tell me, asking her how she was after the incident, and there is no progress in uncovering the problem of who is the mastermind behind the sacrilegious photo trap.

Stifled in daydreams, my soul was awakened as a car in front gave a horn. My eyes were fixed on the black car about to enter the gate blocked by me. I removed my body from the front of the gate. From the inside of the house, a guard came out running to unlock the gate and open it. The car came in but stopped after passing through the gate. My position was as if watching a car go through the gate. Suddenly someone from the steering wheel opened the door, his figure grabbing my attention. It was the person I had been waiting for since. With a full-open blue shirt outfit featuring a casual white T-shirt interior and ripped jeans on his knees, his shoes are also very sporty. He came closer to me, I stared at him stupefied. The earth with this look made my heart beat fast. Ah, what is this feeling.

Without me realizing it, a woman behind Earth came out the side door again. Looks walk gracefully with the appearance of his clothes is very fashionable. The girl wore sunglasses, curly hair, and a pretty dress of her bicycle. When the glasses were opened, I realized who was in front of me right now.

" Dance... Why are you here?" Ask Earth to meet me out the gate.

My mouth is gaped up. Want to answer my eyes focused on who is beside the Earth right now.

" dear... Why is there an ugly girl here?" The tip of his eyes darted at my look from the tip of the foot to the tip of the head.

" Stop calling me that Liona !" The small mutter of the Earth pressed down. I heard a little bit that the Earth was covering something up.

" Sorry Earth... I-I'm just here by chance. I-I'm sorry I didn't knowingly block your car." I tried to cover my nerves.

" Where did you end up?"

" Ak-i'm done... An-assort cake."

" Ouch... The earth's... Let's go in. Why are you treating this ugly girl ! Males deals with the poor." Sela Liona's.

" Silent Liona !" The Earth snapped turned sharply towards the side of Liona. Liona's face shrunk.

" What ? Why did you snatch me ? Because there's him?" Cih !

Liona pointed at me with a disdainful tone. The distance of our bodies was two meters adrift while I remained lowered not daring to look at them.

" Sorry, I'm disturbing your comfort, excuse me." I turned my body.

" There you go ! Don't come to this house again, disgust I see you ! Hus !" Remove Liona. I was about to walk away but my hand was held back by the clutches of the Earth. Liona who saw the actions of Earth, tried to release her grip from my hand, but could not. The earth ignored him.

" Tars... For now we don't have to relate. I'm sorry to disappoint you."

My head turned her head, I briefly glanced at the reaction of Liona who was looking at me sharply. He heard her snorting in annoyance. I saw the attitude of the Earth today has answered all my questions why he did not tell me these few days.  I gently let go of the grip of the Earth's hand.

" It's okay with the earth... I also apologize for my mother's attitude at that time. May you be happy when I know this." I smiled and headed back to the main street. Across the street my alley is already visible.

" the tar..." Sluggishly.

" Excuse me." I finally walked away from that place and did not look behind me again.  My steps are more accelerated, I want to get home soon. I don't want to know if the Earth is still standing there or if it's been put into Liona's house.

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Arriving at home, after giving the repayment money from the people's orders to my Mamak, I went straight to my room with the feeling I wanted to overflow.

Huuu... Hicks !

I cried as if I was breathing out my emotions. I don't know what this feeling is that makes me cry when I think of Earth and Liona in one car. Given the words of the Earth at that time he said he had no relationship. But today they showed as if they had a relationship. Even Liona called the call 'honey'. Have they been dating since long? I have no right to Earth life, with whom he is related. I should have realized, Earth knows Liona before than I do. I also need to be aware of who I am in the eyes of the Earth. Just a friend.

Remember it's Dance... Huu... Hixes.

I was crying so much. Putting my face on the pillow so that my crying voice could not be heard by Mamak in the kitchen. Now I have no one else. I was separated by those I loved. I want to disappear from the face of this earth.

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The night is getting late. The body used to crying has drooped weakly on the edge of the mattress. My feet inching towards the window opened the curtain. My face looked up towards the dark sky filled with stars. Up there a moon shone brightly. They're my friends tonight and the nights that follow.

" god... When was I loved by a good man who accepted me for who I was?"

On hp, I opened the music player app. I put earphones in my ears playing my favorite songs. Tonight I play the song Sheila on7-Stop Wishing, which will accompany me until I fall asleep. Tomorrow I hope to recover from my sadness.

I'm h-home...

Without revenge...

I accept... My defeat

Rebind your calories

Let go of you slowly

You'll understand everything

I stopped hoping

And wait for the dark to come

I'll see you someday

No love I can get

" Good sleep, lover of others..."

Test ! My tears fell.

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