Love Sejagat, Love Friend

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Arriving at home. I met my mom in the kitchen who was busy making cakes. I put my foot in the bathroom. But it stopped when Mamak asked.

" Why did you come home soaked? It was a really late afternoon too. Where the hell are you from?"

" Sorry Mom, I had an extra activity at school, I was in a hurry to go home quickly." My answer was lying continue my steps in the bathroom.

In the bathroom, I flushed my body while holding back the sobs that wanted to come out broke. I was just a little hanker hoping Mamak wouldn't hear my cries.

After my crying subsided, I went straight through Mamak who did not pay much attention to me, he focused on printing his cakes.

Arriving at the room, I locked the door tightly and I immediately put on warm clothes. The coldness had already pierced my bones, and my aunt continued to tremble. I immediately put my body under a thick blanket. But this tired head can't make me sleep well. My head was quite sharp, my nose sneezed a few times. This time I was really sick.

I asked Mamak for help because Mamak was busy. I just went in the kitchen and poured warm water in a glass, I drank it and then I went straight into the room again.

The sound of my phone ringing, I checked it out when Earth called me. But I didn't pick it up, I couldn't speak in this shivering state of my body. I'd better just turn it off.

Then I lay down again in the blanket, my mind started to drift considering the events today at school and Dian's treatment of me.

I really did not expect, Dian would be that easy to believe without asking me the truth. No matter how bad a friend is, never leave him. Moreover, Dian has not found out the truth. Sis Bintang is like that too, like holding back her anger and disappointment on me. I felt like the world was coming to a standstill, seeing that the sky on the roof of the room was beginning to faintly and suddenly darken. Only a sound called to me...

" Daughter, you're so hot." Maybe Mamak's voice and after that I don't remember. everything went dark.

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My eyes began to open looking up faintly. Where'sme? Am I dead? But... I still recognize the sky above. Oh, this is my room. I'm still alive. I began to circulate my gaze, something was wet on my forehead. My hand slowly lifted the thing, a wet towel that was quite warm. Maybe the heat in my body moved a little into that towel.

" Mom... " I raspy. I held my throat a little sore to be able to call Mamak. I called him a few times but Mamak never came in. Finally I lowered my feet to the floor slowly. The excitement all over my body was inevitable. Until finally I can open the door of the room looking for Mamak. Not getting out the door, Mamak walked from the kitchen carrying a tray containing one glass of water and one bowl of porridge.

" Daughter, why are you maxing out? Come on baby get back to your bed. Mom's a little help." Mamak put down his tray and immediately held my shoulder to help me get my body into the bed. Then pull the blanket lying on the floor to cover half my body.

" Mom... I don't want to be sick, Mama..." Rengekku.

" Sthp.. The dance... Don't talk and move much. You need to rest, baby. Mamak was very worried when your body temperature was very hot. "

" If there are additional activities at school, you should tell Mamak, if it is out of the rain also do not like to maxain yourself, This is the consequence."

" I'm sorry, dance is mak." I regret touching Mamak's hand. Mamak nodded with a smile.

" His porridge is eating yuk mumpung still warm." Invite Mamak while lifting my body sitting leaning on a pillow. Mama slowly started to bribe me. Looking at Mamak's face, I always remember my childhood when I was sick. My mother always took care of me attentively. I've always been comfortable lingering wanted in the same spoiled care Mamak. But after I was a teenager, Mamak had rarely noticed me because he was quite busy making order cakes. Now I feel again how that warmth is created.

" Thank you, I want to take care of you. I'm sorry I'm also Mak still always ngerepotin Mamak." Imbuhku.

" You're talking about what the hell Nak is, as long as Mamak is alive, Mamak never feels in your repotin. You're the only son of Mamak. You're the only one you've got in this world." Lirih Mamak. It looked like Mamak was covering her tears that were already floating.

" Mr..." I touched Mamak's hand and hugged him. I rubbed Mamak's back gently. My mind was stirring again, the events at school were like circling in front of me. I feel like I let Mamak down. I need to get it done before Mamak finds out. I don't want Mamak involved. The point is I have to heal first, after that I will find a way to uncover it.

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The next morning, I woke up when the sunlight began to shine its light on my glass window. I lifted my body, my whole body was sweating. The heat in my body has gone down. I feel good, it's just a feeling of aching in the body, and the feeling of tightening the chest is still stored in the bottom of the heart and stuck in my mind.

My brain became more depressed when I started checking my social media, lots of comments and messages coming into my account with blasphemous sentences. There were even some nosy memes laughing at me about my quiet private being getting entangled in a sacrilegious case at school, their views said. I scrolled down, posting my friends who would insult me as they pleased. My heart is getting more and more in the roar of overwhelming distress. Like getting a big rock smashed into my chest. I don't feel any tears running down my eyes.

" Earth... Why don't you call me again? Why do I feel sick alone now. Do you know about this?" Lirihku.

Tok ! Tok ! Tok !

The sound of the door on the knock.

" Dance... It's Mamak. Are you awake? Mama's coming in..."

Chequek. The door opened, the figure of Mamak appeared carrying a plate of breakfast.

"Yes Mak." I immediately wiped my tears. I hope Mamak doesn't suspect my face. Then Mamak put the plate in his hand on my study table.

" Have you gone, baby?" Mamak sat on the edge of the bed looking at me as his hand rubbed my head. I nodded weakly.

" Daughter, this Earth was here."

My eyes reflexively turned to look at Mamak's face.

" So on...?" Tanyaku.

" As usual he picked you up but Mamak said you were sick."

" So she said what, Mak?" Askaqua.

" He prays you're cured. He said he'd come home from school and he'd come here."

" Oh..."

Disappointment is like flowing through my body.

Does Earth not care so much about me? Why didn't he just wake me up, visit me directly ? But... Why do I care so much and need the attention of the Earth? Ahhh... My brain is always expecting more. We just got into law. So I don't deserve to ask for more.

My mind keeps fighting inside this chest.

" Laughter, finish your breakfast quickly." Mamak broke my daydream. I jerked. I also say Mamak's speech which was then accompanied by Mamak's step out of my room. After Mamak disappeared from behind the door, I immediately took a plate of breakfast made by Mamak, and I devoured it by forcing my mouth to chew.

I need to recover and get back to how I was. My inner.

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