
at that time Rafael was heading to the teacher's room, precisely the room of Jordy sir.
right in front of the door of the room, Rafael was about to knock on the door where Lova was in it. But his hands that had been raised he lowered back when he saw the door in the next room slightly open.
not intending to eavesdrop, Rafael was only curious about the sound of a conversation between two people in there that sounded quite clearly carried through the air through the opening of the door.
"so, who are you currently with after severing our relationship, Rain ?" ask Kamayel who was in his room.
while Rafael is currently at the door of Miss Kamayel's room, having shifted from the door of Mr. Jordy's room earlier.by sharpening his sense of hearing, Rafael assumes that Miss Kamayel is talking to her former lover . but what made him curious to want to eavesdrop was when his teacher mentioned Rain's name, a name that was no stranger to him .
it can't be the same Rain as Lova's current lover right ?
*****
Rain and Kamayel were talking in the kamayel workspace .
there Rain was standing leaning his back against the wall of the room, right on the left side of the kamayel desk while Kamayel sat on the chair where he worked.
it is quite long their discussion, so cool to chat until they are not aware if there are currently two pairs of ears that are listening to the conversation between the two.
Lova was closing her ears on the wall next to her, while Rafael was right in front of the door of the room.
it sounded faint but it was still clear every word that was spoken, it seemed like it was indeed Rain's voice... Rain Lova's.
"sorry. I have been guilty of a lot of you. I used to grieve our relationship, and now I have decided on you unilaterally, without giving any explanation and reason why I broke up with you" Rain sighed as he puffed his head against the wall, his gaze now fixed on the ceiling of the room .
kamayel smiled wryly, he threw away a fleeting face then looked at Rain.
"i know.your parents do not agree with our relationship, so you want to accept Indira-so that your mother believes that we have no relationship anymore. that way our relationship can survive"
still staring at Rain, Kamayel waited for Rain's response to his words earlier.However, it seems that Rain did not respond to anything Kamayel said, he finally returned to his voice.
"have you forgotten everything ? do you have a new boyfriend ?"
hearing Kamayel's question immediately Rain turned to his interlocutor whom he had neglected.
"you mean ?" tanya Rain pretended not to understand.
"you used to accept Indira because you wanted to disguise our relationship, so that your mother would believe that we had no relationship. But now, you are turning away, and you also broke up with Indira.so, is there another woman who made you flirt ?"
"yes.." Inner rain spoke. but there was no way he was frontal so. after all, Rain still appreciated the feeling of kamayel.so, Rain would cover everything so that their relationship did not turn bad, so Rain would cover everything, at least they can still be good friends, he thought.
"not at all. Right now I'm trying to be alone.learn from our past relationship, it seems like I have to learn more firmly" he explained slowly. "I don't want my mother or anyone to be the reason for my relationship, or even the breakup of my relationship with the person I love"
"so ???" kamayel asked with one eyebrow raised
"the bottom line is, I want to fight for what I want to have" Rain replied .
kamayel chuckled at Rain's explanation, he still did not understand why Rain who had loved him so much now even seemed to have forgotten him.
in the past, only Kamayel who was in the world of Rain. kamayel who occupied the throne of his heart, kamayel also became Rain's reason to survive in the midst of family pressure that he received. don't forget that Kamayel also changed Rain for the better as he is now.Then Rain is a playboy and lover of the night world... rain used to be a wild race enthusiast, but Kamayel managed to bring a big change in his life.
rain's mother and father should thank Kamayel for making a positive impact on his son.
kamayel always encouraged him when his ideals to become a musician must be buried because the mother who forbade him, forced him to be the successor to the grandfather's business.
rain's parents thought that Indira was an angel who carried a positive aura, because they did not know that Rain was still related to kamayel, they assume that Rain changed while in a relationship with Indira.
unfair indeed, so Rain always prioritizes kamayel. Anything Rain would do for the sake of kamayel, but now ? everything seems to mean nothing.that is the reason why Kamayel still has a taste for Rain, because Rain is the first for kamayel.
"can I hug you ?" soft kamayel pinta.
Rain stood up, facing the direction where Kamayel was sitting without answering anything.
"if you can't, sorry" said Kamayel stammered, he was embarrassed because Rain was cold to him.
"indeed it has changed, Rain is not like before, his warm gaze is gone" Kamayel thought.kamayel rose from his seat to let Rain out. because he could not be longer in the same room with his ex-girlfriend.
"come here" pinta Rain as she spread her hands, as if welcoming the request of kamayel. "take this farewell" Rain added.
kamayel smiled and walked over until he could finally hug Rain, Rain hugged him back.
*****
Rafael followed Lova from behind, now he knew that Rain who was in Miss Kamayel's room was Rain who became his lover at this time.
"Lova... Where are you going ?"
ck.. did Rafael ask him to joke ? clearly Lova was upset at this moment. how insensitive this Rafael is !!
"Lova. answered dong, I've been looking for you"
still mute, Lova continued to walk limped with her cane.
" LOVA !!! "
hearing the snaps from Rafael, Lova finally turned around and replied with a sharp look.
"what do you want anyway ? have you met me, what do you want ? haa??" ask Lova sarcas at once frontal.
already badmood, plus Rafael who continues to follow, make Lova more nervous.
"okay, I know you're mad at your boyfriend, but that doesn't mean you have to mediate with everyone"
"including you ? that ??" Lova grinned, "eavesdropping basics"
"hohh.. You think I care the same conversation two people had ? look... want them to do pervert is also not my business at all !!" rafael said, then he walked straight ahead with a haughty step he passed Lova who was standing in front of him.
*****
Lova was inside the girls student's special toilet.she felt fresher after washing her face, retrieved her tissue located in the marble corner of the sink. slowly he removed the remaining round of clear water on the surface of his facial skin to dry.
sighing slowly, Lova looked at her face that was already fresh from the reflection of the large mirror in front of her, then took back the stick she had originally rested on the marble side of the sink.
after hearing Rafael's words earlier, Lova realized that it was true, she should not ignore friends because of her personal problems with Rain, Lova will return to her class with the same carefree face as when she left her class.
when out of the toilet, he coincidentally passed Miss Kamayel who had just come out of the toilet for a female teacher.See Miss Kamayel walked hastily with a cell phone in hand, miss Kamayel almost hit Lova who was passing by her.
"oh. sorry, I'm sorry" said Miss Kamayel as she received a call from the phone ringing earlier.
without waiting for Lova's answer, she immediately left Lova fixated on the incident that had just happened.Lova slowly flinching, and she was still, but soon he froze in place because he heard the voice of Miss Kamayel who was standing not far from him when he received the call.
"yes, Rain..."
".............."
""oh, fine if you're free"
".............."
"well, I'm headed for the parking lot"
"............."
"well, wait a minute, thank you"
kamayel smiled with satisfaction, he was happy if Rain would drive him to the bookstore, and then drive him home.
without Kamayel noticing, Lova was watching him back there, neither angry, nor upset, nor sad. Lova simply did not understand why Rain had not informed Kamayel of her relationship with Lova.
whether Rain intends to return to Kamayel, or. maybe Rain does not want his relationship with Lova known to others.
I don't know, what is clear at this time is that Lova just wants to live everything as it is without being possessive.
*****
Rafael was on the roof of the school building (roof top), precisely on top of the class-building which became the highest peak of the building.
his mind is chaotic, a cigarette tucked between his fingers.he sits leaning on a concrete barrier that serves as a security fence with a height of 1 meter.
he slowly smoked a cigarette in his left hand, then puffed his head with his eyes closed towards the blue sky while blowing the nicotine smoke.
I don't know what he's thinking, which is clear at the moment Rafael needs calmness.
while enjoying his solitude, suddenly his phone vibrates signifying a call coming in.
hissing and swearing, who else contacted him at this shitty time?? rafael forced his pants pocket.
"helpful hello" the voice of the woman who sounded meekly greeted in the line of call.
"why did you call me ?" after picking up the phone that turned out to be from his mother, Rafel answered a warm greeting from his mother by saying spicy.
"loh - loh - loh... kok tau-tau even angry the same mother.what is hemm?"
ck, it has been based on still being relaxed on this ungodly child.
"mother what's wrong ? I'm going to school again, disrupt the hours of study tau !!" jerk Rafael but in a soft voice.
hearing her son who was very fierce, mother laughed instead.
"hahaha.. duh, yes aampuuun. you why son ? hours of study ? sure you're in class again ??"
having such a question made Rafael surprised.
did you know I wasn't in class ? time ? what the ****!! hell...
Rafael straightened his position to sit, he cleared his throat briefly to normalize his voice that was originally drowned due to his emotions and cigarette smoke that made his vocal cords slightly choked.
"ehem... So what do you want ?"
rafael's mother smiled down there, she was out of town, so now call Rafael to tell me.
"yah.. this afternoon mother came home, maybe midnight or early in the morning mother will get home.so, mother hope you are home when the mother arrives home later"
"tumben cepet. usually go home once a year" said Rafael cynical.
"have you forgotten this month your birthday celebration ?"
"whatever !!!"
...Tut's..
Rafael smiled in a knot after unilaterally disconnecting the call.he was happy his mother would return home after the last five months of leaving for work reasons.
so happy, without giving a greeting he ignored his mother who shouted his name repeatedly across the street.aware the call had been interrupted his mother was now cursing, cussing Rafael who did arbitrarily to his mother.
*****
"RAFAELL...