Love Secret's
#21 inner war
dusk has rolled, the sky that looks bright purple orange color is now turned dark.vibrant shades change stars, very suitable with Lova who is currently alone no friends.
Lova looked at the answer paper owned by Rafael, of course, was full of graffiti not worth reading, but it was unexpected that the results were quite astonishing. Lova did not expect at all if the answer written by Rafael turned out to be all right, after correcting back only the writing became minus in his assessment.
"i'm the one who's been animating as a teacher, or is it Rafael who's too smart ?" monologue from earlier, Lova who was sitting in a wheelchair facing a large window in her room accompanied by bright moonlight.The mood was so calm, so calm, but there was a bit of shock in his heart about Rafael easily filling in all the questions he gave without cheating or looking at the formula at all, in fact, he immediately filled out the answer without seeing twice the questions he read.
"hemmm... if it can be this smart, why in class is always Oon?.. know ah, dark !"
dizzy with various kinds of assumptions that tickle in each of her thoughts, Lova chose to rest in her soft bed, wrapped in a thick blanket will make her more relaxed.
*****
this afternoon Rain spent his lunch time accompanying Indira to the hospital to visit his father who had a heart attack.
not the desire of Rain, but the mother who asked. when Rain refused, there was only a reason for her mother to force her own will without thinking about her son's feelings first.
"you must and must not refuse, period." said the mother, firm with her stance.If only it could be likened, mother Rain like a lighthouse that stands firmly towering over the rock bell . if his mother had wanted and decided, then all considered filnal, would not falter even though eroded no matter how high waves and storms hit.
rain sighed, his goal of wanting to see Lova, but it seemed to have to be delayed, but he kept trying until drops of sweat ran down his forehead.
"i'm so busy, Mom, you know how I work here, how to "refute Rain when her mom talks.
"yes it's up to you, as smart as you are for the time.which obviously must be yes, this afternoon in the break you sent Indira to the hospital" said his mother with a sewot, they sat on the opposite sofa in Rain's office.
"in any case, his father Indira is also still a business colleague of your father Rain, his mother Indira is also a profession with your mother, we establish a cooperation that is quite productive Lho !! do you not pity ? at least you have empathy for Indira who is affected by the disaster. "
rain's mother continued to chatter about putting up an alibi to smooth the way.The main goal is not to have Rain visit Indira's father, but to bring Rain's relationship with Indira closer to the separated, it is expected that Rain will again have the feeling as before, the special feeling that Rain once had for Indira, and slowly he can leave Lova.
Rain sighed and threw it away violently. Once again, he wanted to refute but his voice was stifled.
*****
his daydreams caved in as Andreas' baritone voice reverberated throughout the room.
"is it over, Rain ?" andreas asked as soon as he entered the room.
"get used to knock on the door first, Dre !!" rain replied riled, he really did not like someone to disturb when his mind was in a state of turmoil.
Andreas smiled wryly, "Rain, you have to focus on one point. If your mind branches off, then you won't be able to deduce the common thread between all this chaos"
Rain frowned at the sign he did not understand. "you mean ?"
"you are thinking of your mother, your ex-lover, and also the person who is currently serving as your lover.is that right ?" asked Andreas .he looked into Rain's eyes intensely, his gaze as if pressing Rain to be honest.
"do you think ?" tanya Rain while playing the ballpoint in her right hand, as if she was not intimidated at all, even though her heart was beating fast when she got such a precise question about the target.
seeing Rain's reaction, Andreas sighed, he puffed his head up and then sighed. Rain stared back with a slightly softened look.
"hahhhhhh.. It's up to you. Next time I'll just talk when you ask"
Andreas puts his hand in his pants pocket, then turns right to leave Rain. "let Rain alone at this time, maybe his meeting with Indira makes his heart waver" Andreas's mind.
"wait !!!"
when he was about to open the door, Andreas stopped his movements that would step out of Rain's room.
"you think, can we have a relationship with two people at the same time ?" asked Rain by raising one eyebrow.
hearing that, Andreas turned around instantly staring directly at Rain's brown netra.
"Rain, all will be complete if paired. In other words there are only two. for example, the left hand that complements his right, there are two eyes, two ears, a pair of roller skates, and so on, everything is beautiful if it is connected properly, different from three at once" Andreas said with a tone of authority.
"remember rain, if you want to hold the sand, while your hands are still filled with other sand, then you must first throw away the sand in your grasp" andreas said back full of emphasis, then turned around and came out.
*****
Rain had arrived at his house.the clock showed at 22:00 pm. After passing an unpleasant day, again he had to reflect on the words of Andreas earlier before he went home.
Rain asked so not that he wanted to wish Lova, not at all. he was only burdened with the attitude of his mother who blatantly rejected his relationship with Lova. no matter how hard Rain resisted, Rain was, then as hard as it was, Rain's mother tried to distance herself from Lova.
Rain knows who is behind the Lova accident incident in the school toilet.His mother is the one who plays behind the scenes, Rain knows everything because he knows Nanda, the girl who went to school with Lova was the son of one of the employees at the restaurant owned by Rain's mother, and Nanda became a part-time worker there.
Rain did not want if Lova had to bear any burden in the future.
the plan, Rain will pretend to be in a relationship with Indira again, he will admit to breaking up with Lova so that her mother no longer bothers the girl .
but the problem is, will Lova understand a game like this ? Lova innocent girl who could accept the explanation from Rain, even though it can be underlined said PRETURA.
"aaaarrrrggghhh" Rain ruffled her hair, she was stressed thinking about her relationship with Lova.
tired after thinking for too long, Rain finally fell asleep on the sofa. Without changing his clothes first, he was very tormented with his mind that continues to fight arguments in his heart.
