
"already mbak, there is something that forces us to take the heavy road.depend on your heart choose which choice, the essence is equally heavy" said Akrom after a long sigh to start speaking.
Cintya digests deeply into Akrom's words regarding the rules of the choice they should make. "mmm, alright. I agree with you Krom, may our best choice be"
"Aaaaaamiin, may mbak" Akrom replied to the Cintya do'a.
"how did Krom react to Niken?" asked Cintya who was still feeling bad about Niken, and Akrompun told her everything that happened between the two of them.
"Yes krom, pity Niken Krom" Cintya stroked the chest hearing the story of Akrom.
"it's mbak, it's better that way in my opinion, hopefully he gets the best" Akrom replied, calming Cintya down.
"yes, hopefully Krom"
"iya mbak, already let's go home already want afternoon mbak" taught Akrom after glancing at his watch.
"yes, come on Krom" Cintya agreed to Akrom's invitation.
The two of them then drove his motorbike to Cintya's house first for Akrom to drive him home, before finally he headed for his boarding house.
night is night, people are fretting about their do'a. flipping through the wall of cold, unbrimmed dew.
"Krom, is it busy?" open Dimas's voice after they arrive in his room after the lesson tonight.
"no, bro, why?" ask Akrom back while closing his notebook.
"i'm actually ashamed of Krom to say" Dimas hesitated to put questions and statements in his heart.
"about Nisa?" guess Akrom turned to Dimas who looked gloomy and worried.
Dimas did not budge from his position and gaze, just a smile that he forced was enough to be an answer.
"what are you worried about? while ALLOH has guaranteed all his creatures in pairs" asked Akrom again.
"all the kids know Krom, Nisa likes you. I'm worried about what to start with" Dimas now bowed his head, condemning his helplessness in the position he now faces.
"wish your prayers to the earth, and the heavens and the universe will answer them with the permission of their Creator" said Akrom to strengthen his friend over the problems he was facing.
"maybe a little attention will also remain impactful, at least Nisa knows that there are you who pay more attention to her than I do" Akrom continued.
"is he going to see me in his eyes maybe it's just you?" tanya Dimas who is still not free of his worries.
"is not our Lord Rejecting the Heart of Man? why do you doubt?" ask back Akrom who was a little anxious over the doubts of his best friend.
Dimas only looked at Akrom with his sharp gaze.as if his heart was being hardened by the sentence that had been thrown by a man of his age who was in front of him.
"you are right Krom. maybe I am too doubtful of the power of our Lord" said Dimas who has now bowed his head.
"promote your love to the Most Love" concluded Akrom quoting a sentence from one of his poems that he had written.
"yes, father of poetry, thank you for the closing sentence" replied Dimas who was amused by Akrom who suddenly uttered a poetic sentence at the end of their conversation about dimas anxiety.
"calm down, tomorrow after I leave for Egypt, I hope Nisa can forget me" Akrom said, giving Dimas hope.
"but keep in mind, take care of yourself and Nisa as long as she is not yet a mahrom to you"
"iya Krom. How do you keep your lover?" ask Dimas curiously.
"how what?" ask back Akrom.
"yes no how-how. everything should go as it is. only the body that does not meet is not a commitment that is not united right?" akrom replied while lighting a cigarette that had been tucked in his fingers.
"really you say, it's the body that often meets it is heavier, right?" Dimas voiced his opinions of the lovers.
"right, we will be hard to move forward, and we will always be hard-earned to resist the lust, being longed not so heavy" Akrom confirmed Dimas' opinion.
"i agree. longing is not that heavy. holding back not meeting is not as painful as holding back the lust when it is together" now Dimas also changed to agree with Akrom's opinion.
"nah, there it is" Akrom pinned his index finger and thumb and pointed to Dimas, where they agreed with each other on longing and affection.
"who is your boyfriend, anyway? I'm curious" now Dimas's turning the discussion to Acrom.
"school teacher" Akrom said briefly and then sucked the white cylinder and let out the smoke slowly.
"seriously napa Krom?" reject Dimas for the answer Akrom he rated kidding.
"lah, I'm serious Dim. new teacher at school. his brother Ridho. Temenku who we used to coffee together" replied Akrom who defended his answer.
"seriously you Krom? how different age are you from your teacher?" ask Dimas curiously.
"forget it, maybe it's 4 or 5 years" Akrom replied casually while enjoying the tobacco he burned.
"how does it feel to be in a relationship with a more mature one?" goda Dimas is also curious about the love story of Akrom.
"yes, like his age.more mature and mature, at least not behaving like the love of a teenager" Akrom replied as he looked at the sky of the room.
"more drama and no fuss?"
"yes, it's true that no longer takes care of things that are not important Dim" Akrom said, confirming Dimas's guess again.
"but in fact it is also not only dependent on age anyway, any age if the mindset is mature can also" continued Akrom added the sentence.
"because it's basically an adult right from the thought pattern of Krom? there are people who are adults but still think like children" added Dimas again.
"well, that's what Dim is like." Akrom lay his body on the mat room that is still filled by the two of them, where the other roommates are still busy chatting outside the room after teaching activities.
"if you become a teacher's own girlfriend, how do students and other teachers comment?" asked Dimas who was still very curious.
"so far I haven't heard Dim, and I don't want to hear either" Akrom replied lightly.
"somehow I know, you're not the one who likes to show it off, are you? prefer to hide it" guess Dimas again who has memorized the character of his roommate.
"what is it published for? isn't that something mudhorot?" Akrom turned around to ask.
"if mudhorot why are you doing?" debate Dimas who always feel happy to exchange thoughts with Acrom.
"the feeling comes from the Supreme Reversing of the Heart of man, we cannot refuse or ask.all we can only keep and cultivate so as not to become something that finally has an illegal status" Akrom explained the reason.
"does dating in your activities not cause something that can be haram?" attack Dimas again.
"that's why I said that holding back longs is not as hard as holding back lust" Akrom replied repeating his sentence earlier.
"so far you can hold back?" fashion Dimas.
"Alhamdulillah and Insya'ALLOH" replied Akrom mantab.
And continued their conversation about love that was getting more exciting, until finally came another roommate who finally forced them to end the conversation. change other topics that are more common to consume for his friends.