
The moon keeps changing. Still with the change in attitude Akrom along with the incomprehension of Cintya. along with the inability of Cintya reveal what is really happening.
"chrom I want to talk to you about something" Cintya said seriously as they met in front of class during the break.
Akrom just dyed looking for something without answering the words of Cintya. Then he pointed to a park chair located near the basketball court. Cintya follows the direction of the acrom.
After reaching Akrom let Cintya sit but he still stood back to Cintya facing the basketball court.
Cintya let out a long sigh to find the treatment that was increasingly different from Acroma.
"what's the matter with chrome? I think it's different" Cintya said afterwards.
"about what's different?" ask back Akrom in a flat tone. still with a view towards the field.
"about our relationship" said Cintya slowly.
"chrome, all night I hold myself back on your attitude that I don't know why, I hold back from thinking that you may be too early in the relationship as I expect, and it's not your fault that you've changed. but at least say what's on your mind." continued Cintya.
Akrom took a deep breath and lowered his gaze.The whole brain was filled with guilt for Cintya. but his heart could not deny he had gone too far.
"why is chrome silent? I need an explanation from you" said Cintya with a slightly raised tone, which now she has also risen from her chair with tears that are ready to flow thinly on the cheeks.
The tongue of the acromo is confused to just talk, his brain was confused to say this state in what way, what sentences, and where to start.
"you're selfish chrome!" cintya's last snatch left Akrom with a few quick steps running to hide the tears that were no longer able to be contained.
Acrom can only close his eyes to digest the words of Cintya, especially the last sentence he listened.
When the bell came home from school rang. Acrom waiting for Cintya in the parking lot.look Cintya who will go to the parking lot was a little hesitant to move her legs when she saw Akrom was already there looks like waiting for someone.
"Mom, we go to the city park.I wait there" said Akrom without waiting for Cintya answer he rushed from the school parking lot to go to the city park.
Cintya wanted to protest but could not, there was no time for her to talk while Akrom just left her.
Finally, Cintya followed Akrom's wishes, because she herself was not satisfied with their conversation at the break.
In the city park, Cintya searched for the existence of Akrom in every corner.she saw the figure of a man with a school uniform covered with a jacket, sitting looking at the trees against the pedestrian area.
"chrome" said Cintya doubtfully.
Akrom turned his head for a while then turned his back to Cintya.
Then silence, no words came out of the mouths of the two of them, until Akrom broke the silence "sorry, madam" he said.
Cintya glanced at Akrom while waiting for a follow-up sentence, but she felt that there were no more sentences.
$for?" cinta asked impatiently.
"for my silliness, my stability, and especially for my selfishness" Akrom said with a slightly trembling voice.
"meaning? can you explain?" ask Cintya again.
The acrome is silent, after about a minute, the sound of stray and acrome breath before issuing words.
"my boldness asks you to be my lover, my stability over the intersections I encounter, and my selfishness that only thinks of the intersections in my mind without caring about you" Akrom replied.
"how the hell does that mean?" ask Cintya again who is getting curious.
The acrome is now aligned with Cintya, on the side of Cintya.
"mom, sorry.I've been presumptuous to love you and now maybe we both love each other"
"but after what we did a few months ago, you don't think it's too far for us who haven't?" continue Acrom.
"i am afraid that we are doing more and more because we are used to it, to understand things that we should not do before the muhrim"
"where it is against what I promised my mother, it is also forbidden by religion"
"what do you promise your mother?" ask Cintya curious.
"i must love love manly" he replied weakly.
"meaning?" ask Cintya again.
"snake, you know? just touching you for me has scared me, how can I keep your honor of touching a woman who has not been muhrim I understand?" The acrome gives an explanation.
Cintya looked at Akrom's face with tears streaming down, in her heart she was getting a huge relief.Where someone who had been entrusted to anchor her heart had a mindset so far as to take care of her.
"chrome, make me your muhrim, so you can take care of me further and fulfill the promise to your mother more easily" said Cintya without being able to control the sentence that slid from her mouth.
A little he regretted the sentence, but a little relieved because he was able to throw what was in his mind.
Akrom turned his head with an astonished look at Cintya's request.
"it's not that easy yet" said Akrom with the look of his eyes looking far towards the middle of the park.
"why?" ask Cintya.
"jab Qabul is where I feel like I was born a second time, where the newborn baby is immediately given various responsibilities, not just about the word world and the word hereafter. but in every word there's a branching ya g much wider"
"and honestly, I have not dared to bear it" continued Akrom with Cintya who still faithfully heard every explanation.
"but I'm sure you can chrome, even though it's hard at first" Cintya said hoping to convince Akrom.
"i'm still in high school" Akrom said slowly.
"i wait for you to pass the chrome" Cintya replied slowly as well but in a firm tone.
Akrom just turned his head in wonder towards Cintya without saying a word, but he saw no seriousness that he found there.
"what will you do with this relationship?" cintya asked with a frown.
"that's what got me at the crossroads.and I don't want to be as selfish anymore as you said earlier.I want to ask what do you think?" ask akrom back.
Cintya is a little confused with the phrase Akrom, where Cintya has cursed Akrom with a selfish word without not knowing what is in the mind of Akrom.
"Krom, I don't want to be away from you. let alone have to part.I feel comfortable and safe with you" said Cintya slowly.
Akrom bowed his head with his hands ruffling his hair.
"why? you mind chrome?" ask Cintya wonder.
"no, no objection, but I myself am confused about how to mbak" replied weak Akrom.
they are both silent about this situation.both do not know and get answers to the situation they are experiencing.
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Sorry beloved all, the author a little fuss a few days back without being able to up. Insya'ALLOH always in the future is always in the effort to regularly update huh?
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