Love Raina

Assessing Feelings

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A few months ago, after the lies of Rama and Raina related to their fake relationship were discovered by mama Sari, Rama and Raina were no longer in contact. Rama had also decided to no longer think about Raina.

Rama spends his Sunday night with Dhani. Today they agreed they wanted to meet because each of them would say something quite serious and could not if only talked about by phone.

"Hey, it's been a while?" rama's greeting to Dhani is seen already waiting in the corner of a cafe.

"New aja. There's not five minutes."

While waiting for the food order to come, they were engrossed in telling their respective activities.

"Oh yeah, he said it was important, what's up?" ask Dhani what their purpose is to meet tonight.

"Lo too right?"

"Yes, first of all, the story! Change me later."

"Lo knows what my relationship with Raina has been like. Now it's all messed up" Rama said beginning his story.

"meaning?"

Rama finally tells Dhani that his lie has been exposed. Tells how angry mama Sari and papa Budi when they find out. Although now he has both forgiven Rama and Raina, but the incident can not be forgotten by Rama. He was very sorry to disappoint his parents. Rama also told his best friend that he and Raina were now no longer in touch.

"What's? Don't you joke around." Dhani seems shocked and disbelieving to hear that Rama decided to no longer contact Raina.

"What the hell, Lo knew all this time my relationship was just a lie?"

"The lies? Yes, your relationship is a lie, but Lo's love is real" Dhani said.

Rama scrunched his forehead hearing Dhani's words. "And by telling me all this, I wish Lo could pursue Lo's love. Do you love Raina? Go after him, Bro! I won't bother you anymore."

"Basic boy! Still don't want to admit his own feelings." Dhani felt anxious, stuffing the food on her plate into her mouth and chewing it violently.

"What the hell, you're talking about isn't clear." Rama still doesn't understand.

"OK, beat me up! Don't talk again until I stop talking!" dhani said firmly.

"Lo inget some time ago, when Lo nginep in my apartment? Logigo Bro, speaking seriously even though Lo's eyes are still closed. And I can understand the meaning of everything."

"What did I say?"

"Lo mentioned Raina's name, even Lo said 'Don't stay with me, Rai. I love you, Lo. Don't stayin me!', and of course I'm furious dong, Lo know I was affectionate at the time with Raina right? I accidentally didn't tell you about this Logigo Lo because I feel disappointed with Lo."

"Don't ngaco!"

"Stttt..." Dhani raises her index finger, hinting that Rama must not speak.

"It's too early to conclude anything."

"Don't talk yet!" dhani said firmly to make Rama shut his mouth immediately.

"Until the sudden flirting came to the apartment with Mira."

"Huh? Mira is back?" Rama is shocked to hear Dhani mention the name.

"Yes, Mira. Mira who for four years did not give any news at all. I'm shocked, and actually this is what I'm going to tell Lo."

"Keep how?" Rama is curious, impatient to hear Dhani's story when Mira comes.

"Inget first! It's not about Mira, it's about how Lo feels about Raina."

"OKs. Ok." relented so that Dhani would continue the story immediately.

" So Mira came with mama, before she had heard all about me from mama. And like me, during his four-year absence he was not in a relationship with another man even though he was not with me. All this time he was focused on education. Of course I don't believe it just like that. But after hearing from the nyokap and bokapnya as well, I started to change my mind."

"Continue?"

"After a few days, yes I thought this was indeed the answer to my prayers at that time. God sent Mira so that I would release Raina for Lo. In fact, seeing Mira come back and knowing that she's been holding her words for four years, I've been very fond of her. Somehow after Mira came back what I had in mind was no longer Raina, it was all about Mira."

"Basic, that means Lo really loves Raina not because of love, maybe because she is a good girl. Everyone is comfortable with him, right? And actually Lo's heart is only for Mira. Didn't we?"

"Well, you're smart to judge other people's feelings. Continues to? How does Lo judge Lo's own feelings as Raina?"

Rama ruffled his hair in frustration. "Ok, it's up to Lo to judge how I feel about Raina. That's Lo's right. I obviously came here to say that. And it turns out Mira's back, I'm on my way to seeing Lo happy like this."

"And I'd also be happy if Lo wants to fight for Lo's love for Raina."

"Stop, Dhan! Stopit! After Amel's departure, I've decided to focus first on the company."

"Gosh, comeon... This is Raina, not Amel! Since when is Lo so stubborn?" Dhani does not understand Rama's mind. During this time what is recommended by Dhani has always been the main consideration for Rama, and vice versa. But not this time at all.

As long as you know Dhan, Raina has never felt anything for me. Should I torture my own feelings for it? Enough Amel to mess things up, no more! Rama's grumbling in the heart.

Seeing Rama silent, Dhani understood that his friend was in seriousness. "What's clear is my advice is that you should fight for Raina, Bro! Yes but if Lo has decided like this, how else. Lo himself who has the right to err on how to live Lo right? I just hope Lo will not regret what Lo has decided at this time," said Dhani seriously.

Finally they were both silent, respecting the decision of his best friend. Not to be questioned, but to be prayed for so that the decision taken is the best.

That night, after finishing his food and drink, Rama joined Dhani to return to his apartment and stay there.

In accordance with Rama's remarks to Dhani, for two months he did focus on his papa company. Until finally he decided to try to accept his whim related to his matchmaking with a girl named Nana.

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