
The next morning, Soraya felt a pain in the hole part of her nal. He believes that the Bahm bed game last night has created a tear in his intimate organs.
As soon as he opened his eyes, Soraya no longer found the existence of Bahm beside him.
Last night, after taking a nus Soraya's virginity on the sofa, the man so vilely did her again on the bed. Soraya unceasingly cried and shrieked in pain.
But Bahm seems to be closing his ears.
The man was still enjoying his own pleasure. While Soraya must survive between two desires to survive or give up death.
Given what he experienced last night, two crystal circles were back in the river on both cheeks of the sweet woman.
With Soraya sleeping on her stomach, the tears immediately seeped into the blood red sheet.
Soraya continued to cry, lamenting her miserable fate. And when he realized that he could not even turn around due to the pain in the a part of his nose, Soraya again screamed an voiceless cry.
Only about half an hour later, Soraya stopped crying.
He then held the sting on his injured nus. Her steps she directs to the bathroom to clean her body that feels sticky and dirty again.
Soraya's gaze then caught the bloodstains that splattered on the floor towards the mattress. And his heart felt the pain again. He knew full well that it was blood from a tear wound on his anus.
With a limp step while holding the pain, Soraya dragged her body towards the bathroom. Trying to clean up the dirty and despicable feelings he was feeling at this moment. After he sold his body to that vile man named Bahm.
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A few days later, Soraya felt her condition had improved.
This was also thanks to the medicinal ointment that the Bahm nobles 'given' to him. Although at first Soraya did not want to use the ointment medicine on her wound, but after some time thinking about it again, Soraya finally used the ointment medicine as well.
Thank goodness the Bahm nobility no longer met him for those few days. Because if Soraya returns to see the man in the near future, Soraya is not sure that she can withstand the hatred that began to infect her heart.
The hatred that Soraya addressed to the Bahm nobility. The man he once thought was a good man for giving food and shelter to him.
Soraya became sorry for accepting Mr. Bahm's invitation to follow him to go to Allain's kingdom a few weeks ago. If the woman were still in Nevarest, she probably wouldn't have had the night of torture last night.
Soraya's participation in going with her real Bahm was based on her guilt for Queen Charrine. Because that woman has brought Queen Charrine and her daughter to Mr. Bahm.
So Soraya also wanted to make sure that Queen Charrine and Princess Rinaya would be treated well by the Bahm nobility. Because of this, he also eventually went to the center of Allain's kingdom.
Unfortunately, regret always comes at the end. If it comes at the beginning, it is certainly not a regret. Except consideration.
If only Soraya could have considered everything better in the beginning. Of course all the bad things that happened to him will not happen.
Even though he was already close to Queen Charrine and Rinaya's daughter, Soraya is now unsure if she can provide security and a better life for the mother and child.
Flayed by guilt, Soraya decided that afternoon to go visit the hotel where Queen Charrine and Princess Rinaya were packed.
Against his promise to Soraya, the Bahm nobleman kept his promise to give a decent place to stay for the queen.
Entering the hotel building, Soraya's steps were several times inhibited by the doubts that were lingering in his mind. The woman was hesitant, ashamed, and also felt guilty to meet the queen of Goluth.
However, this was their first meeting back after the hotel in the kingdom of Nevarest.
***
Once inside, Soraya found the mother and child couple hugging each other while looking out the window.
From where he stood, Soraya saw Rinaya's daughter who was sleeping on her lap. Seeing Rinaya's daughter, Soraya's view became soft.
Soraya always liked the little princess. Because since his arrival to the palace, the princess was always taken care of by Soraya.
And now, Rinaya is starting to grow. His age is probably about six years old now. Because when Soraya left the palace first, Rinaya was only four years old.
"Finally, you came too, Soraya. I thought you wouldn't dare to show your face in front of me again!" The queen insinuated loudly Soraya.
The sharp gaze that was floated by Queen Charrine had made Soraya's steps become trepidation. Even if it was just for a moment.
Soraya gathers her courage and continues her steps towards the sofa where Karina is. The woman's mouth remained silent, neither replying nor commenting on Karina's insinuations.
Karina's voice had now returned, thanks to the medicinal herbs from the doctor brought by the Bahm nobility. Soraya regretted a little because the queen had regained her voice. Because then he had to accept scorn and condemnation from his former queen.
"Chose to be quiet? Lah good. I am too lazy to hear your words again, Soraya. You've changed a lot over the two years we've been apart. I can't even recognize Soraya who used to work for me anymore now" Karina said.
The queen casts Rinaya's hair dangling before her eyes with her hands. Carefully, Rinaya tucked her hair behind the princess's earlobe.
Karina's gaze was now on Rinaya's face. In her heart, the queen felt remorse for having dragged her own biological daughter into this bad fate.
'If Rinaya wasn't my son, she wouldn't have lived this obscure life, would she? Rinaya deserves to be happy. He deserves to have a kind father and love him with all his heart.
Unfortunately his destiny was cruel to him.
'I'm sorry Mama yes, son. All this is wrong Mama.' whispered heart karina who is mega overcast, feeling sad.
Soraya's steps suddenly stopped near the sofa where Karina was sitting. The woman decided to stand up.
The sitting position still makes her feel uncomfortable. Especially he sometimes feels pain in the a nus part of his that was torn by the game Bahm bed.
Soraya looked at the beautiful face of the queen. And he was again wracked by endless regret.
'If only I had not betrayed and allowed Queen Charrine to meet the king of Daffa.
"Go away. Rinaya just fell asleep. I don't want your arrival to wake her up. Don't take a good night's sleep from my daughter. Or do you want to take it too?" Karina asked while looking at Soraya.
Deg. Deg.
Again Soraya's heart felt trepidation as she received the queen's sharp gaze.
Regrets in his heart also increasingly become-so tormenting his inner. Soraya regrets it because she has ruined her friendship with the queen with her own two hands.
Soraya has made Queen Charrine return to being a bird trapped in her golden cage again. Although the cage that became his residence is now different from the cage he used to be.
But still, there are similarities between the two. That is the owner who is equally crazy (king Elfran and also the nobles of the Bahm)!
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