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CHAPTERS 16. YOU SHOULD PEDE.

Kei chases after Micah, who intends to get out of the cafe. He kept the girl from coming home, because there was still something he wanted to talk to Micah.

While Leo, pura pura blind with what he sees now. What he had experienced when he was in the toilet really made him very creepy. Although thrilling, but the feeling of goosebumps that much more obvious.

"Mikh, sit down first, we'll talk first..!"

Pinta Kei, while grabbing Micah's arm to follow her sat on the chair on the veranda of the cafe.

Leo..? Still pretending not to see. Understanding the situation, Kei handed his phone to Leo, hoping that by playing games on his phone, the young man did not wait for him and his brother to talk.

"Well, this is real, can pinjem..?"

Kei nodded. Leo's face was. Stripped of Kei's advanced phone, his hands surfed looking for games, then..

"Well, you play games too apparently, cool already..!"

Leo excited himself, while busy tweaking the game on Kei's phone. Kei smiled, seeing the excitement of Leo's attitude, in his heart he was grateful, at least the young man did not feel bete waiting.

"Yes, you've been playing, I want to talk to your brother,"

Kei, talk to Leo like that.

"Beres, you've been there a long time..!"

Leo said, without distracting her from the screen of the phone in front of her.

While Micah, not commenting anything about the behavior of his sister, met with Rida and Kalisha in an unexpected place, enough to make his mood so bad.

"You know them..?"

Kei asked Micah a question, looking at the girl's face without blinking.

"Rida, my coworker, kept Kalisha, I just met, but..."

"Stole your writing..?"

Micah breathed an annoyed breath. It still feels hard to remember all that. He's still not willing.

"Kalisha's your boyfriend..?"

"Huh...?"

Kei, unable to hide his surprise at hearing Micah's question.

"No. Me and him know that, not familiar too, what a girlfriend..!"

"Good, if you have a girlfriend like her, I'll keep you up, like no other girl..!"

Kei, smiled faintly at Micah's words.

"Let the girl run out, I will not date her, mending also the same you..!"

Micah sneered, although he could not deny, there was a beautiful feeling of soft sneaking in the girl's heart, hearing Kei's confession.

Ah, what the hell am I, Kei must be just kidding, fans he's a lot right, Kalisha aja like it really like..

Micah is bathed again.

Micah said that, and Kei again smiled in response.

"Skip first about my hobby, now we discuss your hobby, you like to write..?"

Micah fell silent, as Kei, asked the question. He hesitated, wanted to answer honestly, or not. Because all this time, he knew, his hobby was always looked down upon by others.

"Mikh, I've been honest with my dreams, you don't want to be honest with your dreams..?"

Kei's voice gave Micah daydreams.

"Make what..? I'm afraid you're laughing, too,"

Answer Micah gamang.

"I'm one of those people, who really values other people's dreams, so you don't have to worry. Every mind needs to be supported, as long as the mind is positive, so do not feel inferior..!"

"But many of my dreams say there's no point in Kei..!"

"You think your dreams are useful..?"

Micah nodded. Of course, without his writing hobby, he would not be able to live until now, sitting in front of a man who likes to sing like Kei. Busking profession but appearance like a young master.

Her writing hobby is what makes her strong until now.

"If you feel that your dream is useful, it means that your dream is useful. People will not know, what you experience with your dreams, maybe you have tried to achieve it, but you have not succeeded, until in their eyes it is like there is no point, it is useless, but you have to keep trying, because successful people initially also always fall, not even counted, but indeed only a few people who see the struggle of someone, they mostly focus on seeing success, so keep trying...!"

"Yes, I know. Only, the harder I try, the more failures I accept, I never struggle, I struggle, I struggle, but my current situation does not allow me to keep trying and trying, so much writing that I sent, he said, for one writing I have to collect money that is not small for economic conditions like me. I was also limited to the means, to type, I had to be an expert, while my working hours were very full. Besides that, I also stuttered technology, where there are writers who do not understand Microsoft law, then, my knowledge is also a little, I do not school, and the author must be smart, he said, he is required to know many things, so that readers learn from what he wrote, I do not have it all, just spirit, and a little naive if I can, when in fact, I do not have it all, I could never...!!"

Micah said it all in a soft tone.

"You can, just don't care, you have to care, love yourself, then you will see how talented you are, you can count all your limitations, you should also be aware of your strengths, otherwise, why would Kalisha steal your idea..? That proves one thing, that you have talent..!"

"But, in my hands, none of my writing has ever been loaded, Kei..! Being in the hands of Kalisha, one short story I actually penetrated the magazine, when nothing was added, it was true my writing, Kalisha did not add any writing, not even writing, but why is he able to make my short story load...?"

"Because you don't love your own work..!"

Micah spontaneously turned away, hearing what Kei said.

"Don't ngaco you. I write with heart. I love the writing that I make, I always really mean to write it, even though only in the book, even though it is only read by the next-door neighbors, they continue to require me to write again, without any question, no matter what, I always do it with my heart, you're wrong if I don't love the writing I make..!"

Micah's tone of voice increased as he said the sentence. It seems he does not accept, if anyone says, he is not in love with his own work.

"I'm sorry, I don't mean that, I know you're the kind of person who always does things really, I mean, you don't care, including things that don't love the work you do. My example, every lyric I make, is not as good as a famous musician, but I always care to admit it in front of the crowd, I always care when I sing to him, that's what I mean, and you have to care if your work is good, as long as you continue to learn, the sense of pede that will make later you can be more advanced again...!"

Micah. Is correct. What Kei said, right. He has a problem with the taste of pede. He did not dare admit that his work was good. Sending his writing in the magazine alone, he had to hide from Leo, he felt ashamed, if the attempt failed. Is it true, because of his indifference this becomes his dream is increasingly difficult to achieve...?

Micah's sense of inferiority, not without reason. From childhood too often bullied make him no longer have confidence. There were many things, which made Micah always inferior. He always told Leo not to give up. But the fact is, he who almost gave up because he continued to fail...

Note: All humans have their own advantages and disadvantages. So don't assume we don't have anything to be proud of. What looks flawless perfect does not mean we have no shortcomings, and vice versa, love ourselves, is our first step to being human beings who appreciate the talent we have. Just do not be too loving yourself, to be impressed to underestimate others.

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